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starrysteph's review
adventurous
funny
hopeful
mysterious
tense
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.5
Don’t Want to be Your Monster spins vampire lore on its head through a playful murder mystery for young readers.
We follow Adam, a 10-year-old vampire who is desperate to learn more about the world … and figure out why his big brother Victor has been acting so weird. Adam and his siblings have been raised in isolation by their two loving, eclectic, immortal moms. When a murderer strikes in town, Adam is terrified of vampire hunters and decides to solve the case (alongside two new mortal friends).
It’s a sweet story that investigates some of the antisemitic origins of vampire legends & challenges how we frame ‘others’ as monsters. The educational elements are very direct.
I enjoyed the growing friendship between a very different trio of 10-year-olds, and the themes of compassion & standing up for your fellow humans (or … non-humans).
The writing was structurally clumsy at times, and the dialogue felt a bit stilted – the biggest stumble for me overall was Victor’s POV. He did not read like a 14-year-old & in my opinion was not given enough complexity of thought or emotional depth. His chapters were a smaller portion of the book, and I think it would have been more effective storytelling to only use Adam’s perspective – and unravel Victor’s behavior through his little brother’s eyes. In general, I would recommend this book for readers around fourth or fifth grade (I’m not sure older kids would be as engaged).
I do love a queer found family & also really appreciated the scope of casual representation & the various cultures and languages depicted on the page.
CW: murder, death & mass death, hate crime, antisemitism, blood, cancer, genocide, xenophobia, poisoning, abandonment, child abuse, kidnapping
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(I received an advance reader copy of this book; this is my honest review.)
Content Warnings
Graphic: Cancer, Child abuse, Death, Hate crime, Blood, Antisemitism, Kidnapping, Murder, and Abandonment
leahsbooks's review
adventurous
funny
hopeful
lighthearted
mysterious
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
I originally connected with the author over Twitter, and when she was talking about writing a Jewish-oriented vampire book, I was immediately intrigued. You may not know this, but vampires have historically been written as Jewish-coded villains, beginning with Bram Stoker’s Dracula, and continuing from there. So a book that subverts the antisemitism that’s basically baked into the vampire story was one that I couldn’t pass up. I did a happy dance when I got approved, and couldn’t wait to start this book. It doesn’t hurt that it start with a killer (no pun intended) first line:
“I know my brother is evil, but that has nothing to do with him being a vampire.”
The story is told from the perspectives of both Adam and Victor, who belong to a strange and unusual found family … of vampires. They have two moms, one from Italy and one from Sudan, an older sibling Sung from Korea who is studying hard for online college, and then there’s Adam and Victor. We learn pretty quickly that Adam is ethnically Jewish, but wasn’t raised with any knowledge of his religion. The two younger members of the family want to learn the cool vampire stuff that they’ll be able to do at some point, but their moms are focusing on stuff that they consider boring.
We get to see the whole vampire myth being rebuilt from the ground up. Instead of biting humans and draining their blood just to kill them, they are able to use their powers to heal instead, making them able to develop symbiotic relationships with humans, rather than parasitic relationships. It was cool to see the whole dynamic changed, and done so beautifully. The reason for the shift in dynamics between vampires and humans is also explained.
I loved the two different main characters, and getting into their heads. Do they make stupid mistakes? Of course, but what 10- or 14-year-old doesn’t? It felt more realistic than anything, and while yes, they’re both vampires, it was easy to get into their mindset and empathize with their struggles. The side characters were also written so well. They have full personalities complete with realistic quirks, and I loved getting to know all of them.
Everything flowed so smoothly, and I almost felt as if I was in the Pacific Northwest while reading. It was a nice change from the smoke blowing down from Canada. This story was a fun, fast-paced, adorable, and a little spooky read that I loved so much. There’s so much diversity in the story, with a cast of characters from various countries and backgrounds, and we get to learn a bit about each throughout the story without it feeling like a lesson at any time. Moulton is a gifted writer, and I’ll be looking forward to any other books that they put out. In their author’s note, this really stood out to me:
“Hate doesn’t die in silence—it thrives. The only way to stop it from growing is to call it out when you see it, in whatever form it takes.”
Content Warnings
Minor: Cancer, Gore, Blood, Antisemitism, Murder, and Abandonment
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