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2busyreading's review against another edition
2.75
Graphic: Car accident, Panic attacks/disorders, and Death
Moderate: Drug abuse, Mental illness, Violence, and Alcohol
disnelyse's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.5
Graphic: Mental illness and Panic attacks/disorders
Moderate: Violence, Death, and Grief
Minor: Abandonment, Alcohol, Car accident, and Fire/Fire injury
madarauchiha's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
0.25
i have typed up this review with all the due resepct this shit ass cockmogling author and book deservse. smile of color.
ok so the author us white so o dont have many high expectations for this book but its and hour long read so meh.
very ya immature writing style. the fucking book summary is better written than the book.
the author is incredibly gratuitous with starting new chapters. it feels like every new scene change it's a new chapter. it's rather exhausting to read this way.
no wonder my moonreader app said this would be an hour read. it has a lot if rambling quirky white girl filler. if this was decently edited, it would be ten pages long.
mc feels like a stereotype of a Mary sue back in the 90s
at chapter 12 I started rapidly skipping through pages. you dont even need to read it, just get the vibe of what part of the story arc you're in.
all the horror has no tension. it's repeatedly told to you that a thing occurred, usually a common trope, and that it's scary.
that's thousand school is described to you. that's it. the rest of the story is just the mc telling you how she feels and what her thoughts are. it's very static and dull.
I give up at chapter 23. this isn't fun even to hate read. nothing happens and I'm not given motive to care. this feels like a immatute white girl trying to relive her days in high schools.
content warnings
minor white settlers, slavery / harry potter reference, ablest c slur, paranoia, dogs, suicide ideation, antisemitism in flat earth theory shit, anti black racism referring to the closed religion Vodou,
medium classism, antisemitism, misogyny, divorce, house fires, death,
major lesbophobia,
Graphic: Lesbophobia
Moderate: Antisemitism, Misogyny, Fire/Fire injury, and Death
Minor: Colonisation, Transphobia, Ableism, Suicidal thoughts, and Antisemitism
onemamareads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Graphic: Death
in_love_with_bookish's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
3.5
I loved this book right till the end and then it kind of fell apart for me. This could’ve been easily a 5 stars reads if it weren’t for the way the story ended. Still, I really think this book was such an immersive experience for me and something different and engaging.
I am not welcome. Somehow I know that. Something doesn’t want me here.
The story centers around Daffodil Franklin who’s planning on spending a quiet simple summer before going to college and she just found a perfect job for that; house-sitting a mansion for a wealthy couple.
Soon after she’s left alone, she starts to sense a deadly and malevolent presence in the house, a presence that doesn’t want Daffodil to be there. As Daffodil succumbs more to the loneliness of the house, she becomes more convinced that something is definitely wrong but she has no place to go and the house is not keeping quiet anymore.
The atmosphere in the story is stunning, the descriptions, the strong and looming sense of place, the dread of being alone in a house that’s trying to break you down bit by bit, all these elements were written effectively and in a haunted spooky voice that kept me on the edge of my seat and messed with my mind. The house felt like a larger-than-life antagonist, very ominous, very dangerous, and not to be ignored and underestimated. I really felt the tension and the unsettling threat of this character and that made me really pay attention and care to every little thing happening.
The book doesn’t have a lot of characters and I think the focus on just the main one drives home how lonely, isolated and vulnerable she really is in the house. I couldn’t help but root for her survival and for her to be okay because I just felt her essence through the author’s words. Daffodil is clearly struggling and it’s not only because of the house. As we dig deeper into her story and past, we understand why she feels this suffocating sadness clinging to her like a vital organ, we see what broke her heart and how tragic the past months have been for her.
The choice to focus solely on her was genius. I understood what she felt deeply because I spend the whole book with her, feeling what she felt, seeing what she saw, and descending into a state of madness and confusion like she did.
The writing is engaging and it’s so beautiful in the way it portrays sadness, loss, grief, and unsetting dread. I was so captivated, drawn deeply and strongly to this layered story and I felt so frustrated and in pain especially in those moments where our main character was in denial and in danger.
The ending however was a letdown for me, I just felt like it took away from the raw beauty of the story. I just felt like the story could’ve ended in much better ways and after all the struggles the character went through, she didn't deserve her story and journey to be used as a tool to romanticize the past. The ending was upsetting because I really think the character deserved more. I also felt like the story was led to a place that was hard to explain or maybe justify in a convincing way and this ending felt like the easy way out.
The story could've had a powerful hopeful ending for the people out there who are struggling and drowning in their feelings, instead, we ended up with an ending that broke my heart and presented that ending as a welcome escape.
The story is still beautiful for the ending to ruin it completely and I can’t wait to read Andrea Portes’s other books. I loved her writing style and the way she incorporates the atmosphere as a character and antagonist. Maybe I’ll pick up The Fall of Butterflies next, Its premise looked promising.
Moderate: Car accident, Death, Grief, and Mental illness
noelanig's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.0
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders
Moderate: Death and Blood
Minor: Vomit
spearly's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
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I don't even have the words to describe to you what I just read. It truly... is not a ghost story. Not really. Not in the way you'd expect.
I can't even really tell you if I enjoyed this book or not. Because I don't know. This book feels larger than life.
Here's the thing... I don't know what it is trying to say. I don't feel smart enough to understand why this story needed to be told, but I do understand that I'm glad it was.
I loved Daffodil. Some reviews say they don't like her, but I found her riveting. I loved Portes tangental style of writing. I could never predict where things were going. Not once.
Daffodil is definitely an unreliable narrator. In that way (along with some other details of the novel) this book reminded me of [book:We Were Liars|16143347]. Just some wisps of it.
I typically, or at least, historically, have never really enjoyed books that leave things open-ended. That don't wrap up. That leave me with questions. But something about [book:This Is Not a Ghost Story|51475302] left me feeling... deeply satisfied. I don't know how. I still don't even understand most of what happened in this book. But I do know that I couldn't put it down.
Portes wrote about
Somehow, I'm tempted to give this 5 stars. I won't, because I reserve that for only my favourite of reads, but I have a feeling this book will stick with me for a while.
Graphic: Mental illness, Suicidal thoughts, Panic attacks/disorders, and Dementia
Moderate: Car accident, Misogyny, Death, Death of parent, Sexism, and Blood
Minor: Vomit
caidyn's review against another edition
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
CW: death, loss/grief, and some scenes of violence
I had no idea what I was in for with this book, but I knew it sounded so interesting. It's a quick read, too, one that I could have easily finished in one sitting if time had permitted. The story focuses around Daffodil, a teenager who's decided to stay at this old house for money over the summer while the family is away and there's construction being done. Of course, there's something she's not wanting to address that happened in her life, something that the house keeps drawing her back to thinking about.
Admittedly, I guessed the ending or I had a hint at it. It was very cleverly woven and I had ideas from the start about the truth of the matter. It was also the right mix of spooky to sweet. The book was never overwhelmingly scary or anything like that. It was more of a sweet read, too. And it was very quick. Overall, a very enjoyable book!
Moderate: Death, Grief, and Violence