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robinks's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.25
Graphic: Bullying, Drug use, Homophobia, Misogyny, Sexism, Suicide, Violence, Grief, Death of parent, Lesbophobia, Toxic friendship, and Alcohol
Moderate: Cursing, Domestic abuse, Mental illness, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Blood, Outing, Gaslighting, Abandonment, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail, and Classism
Minor: Vomit, Abortion, and Pregnancy
gilexia's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
1.25
First, it's poorly written. After the first few sentences, you know she's not a writer - she may be a writer in progress. I think when you're learning to write, you shouldn't publish your first book. It feels like she did. There are so many problems and rookie mistakes that it wasn't really fun to read. Writing style is a foundation of any book and if it's not good, other things aren't good either. For example: the characters were all rather 2D and stereotypical, the author didn't manage to create a suitable atmosphere in the book and so on.
Now for something more personal. I thought it was going to be an emotional, cozy read...that was wrong. It was a dramatic read. I don't read a lot of romance novels, but every once in a while I like a good cozy romance novel (those are rare, unfortunately). Coley was a miserable daughter, but could be a good lover for Sonya. Only Sonya was a problem. The things Sonya did, I would never forgive her for. I mean...the romance between the two of them was weird and riddled with problems even at the beginning. And there were so many clichés: Coley was instantly in love with Sonya with only one look, Coley felt Sonya all over her skin, she couldn't breathe, couldn't stop thinking about her, blah blah blah. I don't like that and it was already too over the top for me.
The last point is the ending. It was so rushed and so sudden. It didn't feel like an ending. The book just didn't have a good conclusion. It was just weird.
At least I can say that I love this cover and the song. I really like Hayley Kiyoko as a singer, but as a writer ... I would never read anything by her again, but if she practiced a lot more, she could be a good writer. She wasn't that bad. I just think it was too early for her to publish a book with all the mistakes.
Graphic: Drug use and Alcohol
Minor: Vomit
ceeshay's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Grief and Alcohol
Moderate: Homophobia, Mental illness, Suicide, Lesbophobia, and Abandonment
Minor: Body shaming, Panic attacks/disorders, Toxic relationship, Violence, Vomit, Suicide attempt, Outing, and Toxic friendship
zoopalsfanaccount's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Graphic: Bullying, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Death of parent, Toxic friendship, and Alcohol
Moderate: Violence and Abandonment
Minor: Vomit, Abortion, Pregnancy, and Classism
shebbyreads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Homophobia, Violence, and Lesbophobia
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Vomit
eleanor029's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
Graphic: Death of parent and Lesbophobia
Moderate: Bullying, Drug use, Homophobia, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Grief, Car accident, Abortion, Gaslighting, Abandonment, and Alcohol
Minor: Mental illness, Suicide, Blood, Vomit, Abortion, Suicide attempt, and Pregnancy
bumblemee's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Das Buch war schnell zu hören (unter 9h) und irgendwie hat es mich komplett eingesogen. Liegt z.T. wahrscheinlich daran, dass es im Sommer spielt und ich es im Sommer gehört habe, was die Stimmung einfach unterstreicht. Es ist jedoch kein locker leichtes Buch, im Gegenteil. Für leichtherzige Sommervibes sind andere Bücher besser geeignet. Es fühlt sich an wie eine authentische Zeitkapsel von 2006 und wie die vereinzelten queeren Geschichten, die vor so 10 Jahren oder so rausgekommen sind oder die als eigene Texte auf Fanfiction-Seiten veröffentlicht wurden. Ich denke, dieses Video wäre nicht so durch die Decke gegangen, wenn sich nicht so viele Menschen darin gesehen hätten und diese Menschen werden sich demensprechend auch in diesem Buch sehen. Gerade eben Personen, die in den 2000ern und frühen 2010ern als queere Personen aufgewachsen sind.
Ich verstehe, wenn Leute sagen, die Beziehung der beiden sei problematisch, v.a. aufgrund von Sonyas Verhalten. Ich muss sagen, dass ich Sonya als gut geschrieben empfunden habe. Ihr Kampf mit sich selbst wirkt realistisch auf mich.
Im Zuge dessen glaube ich nicht, dass es dem Buch gut tut, wenn es als "Romance" verkauft wird, weil das nicht wirklich stimmt. Dafür liegt der Fokus meiner Meinung nach zu sehr auf Identitätsfindung und schon der Erzählung einer Beziehung, aber eben keiner, die besonders swoonworthy verläuft. Zu großen Teilen fühlt es sich eher authentisch als schön an, dieses Buch zu hören. Mir ist an einigen Stellen wirklich das Herz schwer geworden.
Coley habe ich sehr geliebt. Sie ist toll und erinnert mich total an Protagonistinnen, über die ich als Jugendliche gerne gelesen habe - Becca aus Lucian zum Beispiel, ich habe jetzt wirklich Lust auf einen Reread.
Ich kann außerdem das Hörbuch echt empfehlen, die Sprecherin macht das richtig gut und ihre Stimme passt zu Coley, finde ich. Es kann sogar sein, dass ich das Buch auf diese Weise besser fand als wenn ich die Printversion gelesen hätte.
.. Ich werde dieses Review hier nun abschließen, weil ich das Gefühl habe, viel zu diesem Buch zu sagen zu haben, das aber nicht gut formulieren zu können. Es hat auf jeden Fall einen Special Place in meinem Herzen irgendwie.
(Was mich allerdings tatsächlich etwas genervt hat, war, dass auch in der dt Übersetzung nie das Wort "Mädchen" verwendet wurde, sondern immer "Girl". Was im Zsmhang mit dem Song/Titel Sinn ergibt, aber es wirkte manchmal einfach, als wolle jemand gewollt cool klingen.)
Graphic: Drug use, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Violence, Grief, and Death of parent
Moderate: Hate crime, Gaslighting, Sexual harassment, and Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Vomit and Abortion
nightworldlove's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
I've laughed, felt anxious, sad and outraged; definitely an emotional rollercoaster, so be prepared for that!
Graphic: Bullying, Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Grief, and Gaslighting
Moderate: Cursing, Drug use, Homophobia, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Death of parent, Lesbophobia, Outing, Toxic friendship, and Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Violence and Vomit
merlesstorys's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
In general, I really liked this book. It‘s rather fast paced, and the characters were nice.
However I feel like it was too short with it’s about 300 pages. In the end, the character development rather lacked - there was definitely not enough substance in them for the last 80 pages. Every story was closed fast, and many important story beats were done by like 4 pages each, when it worked there (mostly
The characters were mostly great, with Alex being a favorite of mine. But they weren’t too much developed, especially the friend group. They were just stereotypes made out of cardboard, without much else to them. We never learn motivations, backgrounds, personalities.
The main characters Coley and Sonya are nicely written though, with an honorable mention for the diary entries of the latter - that were mostly never explained.
But what redeemed this book in the end was the fact that it used many of the locations of the same titled music video, which launched the music career by Kiyoko.
Also the fact that this whole story takes place in 2006 makes much sens, regarding the lack of smartphones in the teen group and everything.
Graphic: Drug use, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Toxic relationship, Lesbophobia, Gaslighting, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, and Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Misogyny, Suicide, Blood, Vomit, Suicide attempt, and Death of parent
Minor: Body shaming, Bullying, Mental illness, Physical abuse, and Abortion
theatrealpaca's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
I sped through this book, absolutely enthralled to find out how it all turned out. It made me laugh, it made me cry, and it made me remember how big every emotion felt at 17. Hayley Kiyoko did such a beautiful job of writing two flawed girls finding themselves and their love. I can't wait for her next book!
Graphic: Cursing, Drug use, Homophobia, Physical abuse, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Violence, Vomit, Grief, Death of parent, Lesbophobia, Outing, Abandonment, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment
Moderate: Suicide