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Fire Rush by Jacqueline Crooks

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filuipa's review against another edition

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tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.0

i feel like it was privilege to read this book and get a glimpse of the black community and dub world of London in late 70s, which has led to some youtube trips to listen to the music genres mentioned to understand the picture better, especially how heavily the plot involves music. The last 20 pages were not my favourite ending at all, I could think of so many satisfying, some less pleasant, endings but considering how close this is to the author's experience it's not my story to change.

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reflectiverambling_nalana's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional tense
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.25

There is absolutely a person out there who this work was made for, who it will resonate. I feel that deep in my bones. Sadly, I am not that person. I appreciate this story for its parts, for what it's trying to do. If consumed in its individual segments there is a lot to love. There is a high reliability to Yamaye's passion for dub as a tool for avoiding, of getting lost. I appreciate her lyricism. However, the gap between our experiences and time frames was a bit too distant for me to cling onto her emotionally as I really needed to and was not compensated by the overall writing. 

I am fortunate to say I have not had to deal with the traumas experienced in the early life of Yamaye or that which happens in the course of this novel. As a white rural American woman I will never feel her experience of the world or her fears. Unfortunately, the mental blockades people who have had to live in worlds and around people that our lead character has creates this wall between me as a reader that I couldn't quite climb. 

Personally I think the biggest issue hampering me from digging into this novel was the pacing. I feel the most successful parts of the novel were in her discovery of self with Moose, of her time in Jamaica. However her entire involvement with the underworld seemed to both fly by and drag on. I never quite felt what I needed to as she was drawn in. It was more of a crash than a spiral to her disillusionment. I was craving more suspense. A slow drowning. it also didn't help that I felt disconnected with how she got there in the first place circumstantially. I was never sure if it was random paranoia of the general conditions of the time, or if she really had a direct threat , and exactly how she was targeted for the events that occurred as up to that time she had herself been rather 'clean'. 

I don't require tidy endings. I don't need full conclusions. But the story lines that actually made me feel invested gave way to what was the weaker side plot and invested the remainder of the book in a crash of a finale for that particular chapter of her life. 

For all my disconnect, I do absolutely recognize the importance. I appreciate the pieces of history and the snapshot of a culture. I wanted more of Yamaye discovering herself creatively. i wanted her to crack open her feelings and find her absolution in her music, forge her path that way. There are hints of that. And much of her progression does happen through these moments she steals. But I can't help but feel she also lost just as much of herself to them as well. 


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beriboo's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional hopeful inspiring reflective sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.5

"Fire Rush" by Jacqueline Crooks is an exquisite tapestry of storytelling that immerses readers in the vibrant world of Jamaican culture and the diaspora in 1970s England, pulsating with life, love, and the fire within. Crooks weaves a narrative that dances between history, culture, and the deeply personal, creating a mesmerising literary experience.

One of the book's standout strengths is Crooks' mastery in the art of character description. Each character in "Fire Rush" is vividly brought to life, with a level of detail that makes them feel like old friends or terrifying threats. The nuances of their personalities, desires, and struggles are so meticulously portrayed that you can almost hear their voices and feel their presence. Even for those characters that are the "villains" in the story, Crooks' ability to write such depth to these characters results in an understanding towards their behaviour, even though you hold a strong feeling of dislike. 

At the heart of the story is the remarkable main character, Yamaye. Crooks not only crafts a protagonist but a living, breathing soul. The love for Yamaye is palpable throughout the narrative, as the author skillfully delves into her innermost thoughts and emotions. You don't just read about Yamaye; you feel her joys, sorrows, and triumphs as if they were your own. The connection with her is so profound that you can't help but root for her at every twist and turn.

One of the most captivating aspects of "Fire Rush" is the use of patois in the prose. Crooks seamlessly incorporates the Jamaican patois into the dialogue and narration, adding an authentic and rhythmic layer to the narrative. This linguistic choice not only enhances the cultural richness of the story but also immerses the reader more deeply into the characters' lives. The patois becomes a vibrant and expressive tool, capturing the cadence of everyday life and enriching the narrative with the true essence of Jamaican culture. 

The prose in "Fire Rush" is nothing short of poetic. Crooks employs a lyrical and rhythmic style that elevates the narrative to a sensory experience. The words flow with an almost musical quality, enhancing the reader's immersion into the rich tapestry of Jamaican culture and history. The beauty of the prose lies not only in what is said but in how it is said, evoking emotions that linger long after the final page is turned.

However, the story falls just shy of a perfect 5-star rating due to the inclusion of some instances of sexual violence halfway through the book. While not pervasive, these scenes were personally unsettling, and they affected my overall enjoyment of an otherwise beautifully crafted narrative. This is, of course, a subjective response, but it is worth noting for readers who may share similar sensitivities. 

In conclusion, "Fire Rush" is a triumph in storytelling. Jacqueline Crooks has crafted a narrative that not only paints a vivid picture of Jamaica but also captures the essence of the human spirit. With characters that leap off the page, a protagonist who becomes a cherished companion, and prose that dances with grace, "Fire Rush" is a literary gem that will leave readers yearning for more.

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nicolaparty's review against another edition

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challenging dark reflective medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.0


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katarinabee's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging emotional reflective tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.25

This was fantastic to read as an audiobook - I loved hearing patois spoken aloud by Leonie Elliot, and the excerpts of music that sometimes played in the background created so much atmosphere and context. I loved how embodied and powerful music was in this book - almost to the point that Yamaye's descriptions of music at times felt like magic realism. I also really liked the concept of how history isn't in the past - it's always embedded in the present, and continuing to reverberate alongside our lives. Occasionally the plot lost a bit of steam and felt a little disjointed - but overall I  thought this book was great, and can't wait to see what Jacqueline Crooks writes next. 

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kit_kate's review against another edition

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dark emotional medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.5

Whilst reading Fire Rush, there were times when I didn't really know how to feel about it. The structure, the language used and the music lyrics were at times tough to follow and I had to read some passages twice to really get a sense of it. I also found that it required focus and a much slower pace of reading to really absorb what was happening. Now, upon completion, I feel that this extra time and focus was so worth it. It was such an engaging read, and I felt totally immersed in the vivid and varied world that Jacqueline Crooks has brought to life. There were times when reading on the train that I was barely aware of my commute passing by. The writing is rich, vibrant and with its descriptions of music, colours and foods, really tickles the senses.  

Whilst set in the late 1970's/early 80's, the themes and situations facing the characters felt very relevant to the world today. The book is split into three sections, the first felt almost like a coming of age section with the characters working, living for the weekend, discovering more about themselves, their relationships, the world they live in and experiencing love for the first time. The second section, titled 'Safe House', is anything but and explores the effects of abuse and control. The third section feels like a coming home, a section where hope and strength are found and recovery can take place. 

In some ways I wish I had been able to listen to this on audio, as it would have perhaps helped to bring to life the lyrics and language the characters use. I may try and listen to it at some point as I imagine this would bring an added richness to the text. 

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geraldinerowe's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark mysterious sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.75

Fire Rush swept me into a world I previously knew nothing about. The author expertly takes you into the mind of the protagonist as she goes on her journey to discover those she really loves. However, the story itself is fragmented in places. Some episodes begin strongly but stop abruptly. Some major plot lines are never resolved. This is a good book, but it could have been great.

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lilly_anne's review against another edition

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dark hopeful reflective sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5


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mjscooke's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional sad tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

2.5

I received an advanced digital reading copy via Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.

Part love letter to music, part lament on grief, Fire Rush follows Yamaye through her descent into the soundscape of club nights in the crypt, to the dark criminal world of Bristol & the even darker depths her of grief and rage. There is a lot to like about this story and how it threads together a devoted passion to music as a way to escape emotions and dull the pain of circumstances. I struggled to read it though. I was only really invested in the one character who absence is the catalyst for the journey and felt like the aspects I enjoyed were rushed. I can see how this mimics the character journey though and I would recommend it to anyone interested in the music scene, and emotional tales. Be sure to check out content warnings online before diving in though as there are many heavy topics and scenes that could be very triggering.

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