gabichatslit's review against another edition
challenging
emotional
funny
hopeful
inspiring
reflective
sad
tense
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Where does the love go?? Nowhere. The love stays.
My first Kennedy Ryan read and I am forever changed. This is my favorite read of the year. This book was amazing. It was emotional and sad and funny and loving and real and raw. Yas and Josiah, and all their friends and family felt so real. And I absolutely love them and reading their love story. I have never giggled and blushed and kicked my feet and screamed and cried as much as I did reading this book. I don’t remember the last time I read a 300+ book in one day. Like any free moment I had, I was picking this book up. I’m about to go listen to the audiobook while I cook breakfast rn just because I’m not ready to leave these characters and Skyland. I’m so excited for Sol’s story, March can’t come quick enough lol and I’m glad I preordered my copy the other day (before I had even started the book mind you lol)
Ryan is easily one of my favorite authors. She has this way with words that I can’t even put into words. It’s just beautiful and tender and I’m just so glad I picked this book up. I’ll have more thoughts later. But yeah, my number 1 of 2023 for sure.
My first Kennedy Ryan read and I am forever changed. This is my favorite read of the year. This book was amazing. It was emotional and sad and funny and loving and real and raw. Yas and Josiah, and all their friends and family felt so real. And I absolutely love them and reading their love story. I have never giggled and blushed and kicked my feet and screamed and cried as much as I did reading this book. I don’t remember the last time I read a 300+ book in one day. Like any free moment I had, I was picking this book up. I’m about to go listen to the audiobook while I cook breakfast rn just because I’m not ready to leave these characters and Skyland. I’m so excited for Sol’s story, March can’t come quick enough lol and I’m glad I preordered my copy the other day (before I had even started the book mind you lol)
Ryan is easily one of my favorite authors. She has this way with words that I can’t even put into words. It’s just beautiful and tender and I’m just so glad I picked this book up. I’ll have more thoughts later. But yeah, my number 1 of 2023 for sure.
Content Warnings
Moderate: Child death, Cursing, Death, Death of parent, Grief, Medical trauma, Mental illness, Miscarriage, Pregnancy, Sexual content, and Suicidal thoughts
jikuuu08's review against another edition
adventurous
challenging
emotional
funny
hopeful
lighthearted
reflective
relaxing
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
each and every individual character had their own voice, their own story.
the dialogue of every character was so distinct and though the topics varied through heavy and emotional situations, the lightness and fun sprinkled into the story was delightful.
the narritive comes full circle and in the end is so heartwarming and satisfying.
i learned that love is not how inherently good it is, but it is more how you can fight through the bad and find your way back to eachother when times are tough.
the dialogue of every character was so distinct and though the topics varied through heavy and emotional situations, the lightness and fun sprinkled into the story was delightful.
the narritive comes full circle and in the end is so heartwarming and satisfying.
i learned that love is not how inherently good it is, but it is more how you can fight through the bad and find your way back to eachother when times are tough.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Self harm, Car accident, Pregnancy, Racial slurs, Cursing, Death of parent, Grief, Death, Miscarriage, and Suicidal thoughts
sleepybunnyreading's review against another edition
emotional
funny
hopeful
reflective
sad
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
“Here’s to sex that cracks our backs, adventures that snatch our edges and friends that stick like you glue”
This book had me in all the feels, honestly it was such a pleasant experience. Although daunting because of its size I truly did love the characters and dynamics and troubles within this book. I could truly find myself relating and understanding Yasmins struggles throughout the book as well was gaming a new level of understanding with the dual POV.
This book had me in all the feels, honestly it was such a pleasant experience. Although daunting because of its size I truly did love the characters and dynamics and troubles within this book. I could truly find myself relating and understanding Yasmins struggles throughout the book as well was gaming a new level of understanding with the dual POV.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Miscarriage, Panic attacks/disorders, Mental illness, Death, Child death, Injury/Injury detail, Suicide attempt, Pregnancy, and Death of parent
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts
Minor: Car accident
greatexpectations77's review against another edition
challenging
emotional
sad
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.25
This felt really long to me (It maybe could have even been two books?) - more of telling instead of showing. Like it takes me out of the character's head when the author is telling me every bit of what they're thinking and doesn't let me think for myself "wow, this must be really rewarding/tough/interesting/jarring for them." Some solid sexy scenes though, if you're in the mood.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Child death, Grief, Infertility, Miscarriage, Mental illness, and Sexual content
Moderate: Death, Death of parent, Suicidal thoughts, and Pregnancy
Minor: Abandonment, Abortion, Alcohol, Blood, and Medical content
bookwxrmvictoria's review against another edition
dark
emotional
funny
hopeful
inspiring
reflective
sad
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
This is such a touching, emotional, beautiful, raw and real romance that draws you in. However, please, CHECK TRIGGER WARNINGS BEFORE READING. I put the authors note below.
Spoiler
Before I Let Go is a story of joy, healing, and recovery. Consequently it is also a story, at least in part, about loss. When we meet Yasmen and Josiah, they are emerging from the most difficult season of their lives and embarking on a time of joy. With that said, there is some reflection on past difficulties, including: a stillbirth, loss of loved one(past/off page), discussion of complicated grief, depression, and passive suicide ideation (no attempt). Please know these topics were approached with the utmost care and in consultation with those for whom this was a lived up experience and with several counselors/therapists. They were kind enough to beta read for me; so I hope I achieved my goal when writing, which is to edify and do no harm.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Grief and Sexual content
Moderate: Miscarriage, Panic attacks/disorders, Mental illness, Death, and Pregnancy
Minor: Suicidal thoughts and Death of parent
ingrid13's review against another edition
emotional
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Content Warnings
Moderate: Grief, Mental illness, Medical trauma, Pregnancy, Suicidal thoughts, Child death, and Death
beccasteinbach's review against another edition
challenging
emotional
funny
hopeful
inspiring
reflective
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Grief, Miscarriage, and Child death
Moderate: Pregnancy and Death
Minor: Suicidal thoughts
pippamillerxoxo_'s review
emotional
hopeful
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Death, Grief, Mental illness, Medical trauma, Sexual content, Child death, Miscarriage, Pregnancy, and Suicidal thoughts
lovelymisanthrope's review against another edition
dark
emotional
hopeful
inspiring
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
I have heard nothing but amazing things about this book, so I had to pick it up and see what all of the hype is about.
"Before I Let Go" follows Yasmen and Josiah. They used to be the couple that everyone envied, and everyone believed that they were the ones who were going to last through anything life could throw at them. Yasmen and Josiah believed that too, until they were faced with the biggest challenge their marriage has ever faced and they could not make it work. Now a couple years later, Yasmen and Josiah amicably co-parent and run a very successful business together, but they both still have lingering feelings for the other. Can they finally tackle their grief and work together to repair their marriage, or are they just too incompatible?
This book is not a mere romance novel, and I think marketing it as such does it a disservice. This is a story about love, grief, mental illness, and finally having the tools to understand yourself. This story is raw, real, and absolutely devastating.
(Slight spoiler warning) Yasmen and Josiah lose their third baby when Yasmen is 36 weeks along, and it absolutely devastates both of them. Yasmen is so lost in her grief, that she does not feel strong enough to save herself AND her marriage, so when she does not think Josiah is on her team, she walks away. She could let this destroy her, but she does not, she learns to fight in her own time. She continuously shares how she gets out of bed every day because of her children, and that is what keeps her going, but through medication and therapy, she learns to live for herself, and I think this is so endlessly important to see depicted. She learns to articulate her grief and she gains the tools she needs to get herself out of her dark place. Yes, it would have been better if Yasmen and Josiah could have worked together, but they both grew so much being apart, and they are both so much better as individuals now, which makes their relationships all the stronger.
Josiah is also an amazing example of taking care of yourself. Though devastated by the divorce that he did not initiate, he never once bad mouths Yasmen, and he always has nothing but good things to say about her. He did not let the divorce break him, and when he sees that his son may need therapy, he puts his own opinions about it aside and starts to talk to someone himself, so his son sees therapy is a good thing. Josiah is far from perfect, and he is facing his own demons, but he always has so much respect for everyone in his life, and that is beautiful to see.
From the first page, I could see and feel Yasmen's and Josiah's chemistry. I knew their love story was real and I was always rooting for them. Additionally, their spicy scenes were superbly done.
I have long said that my favorite romance book is "All Your Perfects" by Collen Hoover, because of how it depicts a real relationship that is facing the most challenging adversity. I now hold "Before I Let Go" in a similar place as an all-time favorite. I 1000% will be reading from Kennedy Ryan again.
"Before I Let Go" follows Yasmen and Josiah. They used to be the couple that everyone envied, and everyone believed that they were the ones who were going to last through anything life could throw at them. Yasmen and Josiah believed that too, until they were faced with the biggest challenge their marriage has ever faced and they could not make it work. Now a couple years later, Yasmen and Josiah amicably co-parent and run a very successful business together, but they both still have lingering feelings for the other. Can they finally tackle their grief and work together to repair their marriage, or are they just too incompatible?
This book is not a mere romance novel, and I think marketing it as such does it a disservice. This is a story about love, grief, mental illness, and finally having the tools to understand yourself. This story is raw, real, and absolutely devastating.
(Slight spoiler warning) Yasmen and Josiah lose their third baby when Yasmen is 36 weeks along, and it absolutely devastates both of them. Yasmen is so lost in her grief, that she does not feel strong enough to save herself AND her marriage, so when she does not think Josiah is on her team, she walks away. She could let this destroy her, but she does not, she learns to fight in her own time. She continuously shares how she gets out of bed every day because of her children, and that is what keeps her going, but through medication and therapy, she learns to live for herself, and I think this is so endlessly important to see depicted. She learns to articulate her grief and she gains the tools she needs to get herself out of her dark place. Yes, it would have been better if Yasmen and Josiah could have worked together, but they both grew so much being apart, and they are both so much better as individuals now, which makes their relationships all the stronger.
Josiah is also an amazing example of taking care of yourself. Though devastated by the divorce that he did not initiate, he never once bad mouths Yasmen, and he always has nothing but good things to say about her. He did not let the divorce break him, and when he sees that his son may need therapy, he puts his own opinions about it aside and starts to talk to someone himself, so his son sees therapy is a good thing. Josiah is far from perfect, and he is facing his own demons, but he always has so much respect for everyone in his life, and that is beautiful to see.
From the first page, I could see and feel Yasmen's and Josiah's chemistry. I knew their love story was real and I was always rooting for them. Additionally, their spicy scenes were superbly done.
I have long said that my favorite romance book is "All Your Perfects" by Collen Hoover, because of how it depicts a real relationship that is facing the most challenging adversity. I now hold "Before I Let Go" in a similar place as an all-time favorite. I 1000% will be reading from Kennedy Ryan again.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Miscarriage, Pregnancy, Suicidal thoughts, Sexual content, Mental illness, Medical content, Injury/Injury detail, Death, Grief, and Child death
Moderate: Death of parent
a_lyttle_book_blog's review against another edition
emotional
hopeful
inspiring
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
What a beautiful story. This is my first Kennedy Ryan book, but I can guarantee it won't be my last.
This book touches on some very sensitive topics in such a gentle and respectful way. Child loss, depression, suicidal ideation, and parenting teenagers. The last one might seem silly, but I felt like it was a fair representation as opposed to an overly dramatic relationship.
I fell in love with Yasmine and Josiah very quickly. I felt so deeply for these characters and was very invested in their story and happiness.
Read this if you want to be deeply moved, love second chance romance, forced proximity, only one bed, and parents falling back in love.
This book touches on some very sensitive topics in such a gentle and respectful way. Child loss, depression, suicidal ideation, and parenting teenagers. The last one might seem silly, but I felt like it was a fair representation as opposed to an overly dramatic relationship.
I fell in love with Yasmine and Josiah very quickly. I felt so deeply for these characters and was very invested in their story and happiness.
Read this if you want to be deeply moved, love second chance romance, forced proximity, only one bed, and parents falling back in love.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Child death
Moderate: Death, Mental illness, Pregnancy, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, and Death of parent