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mrsmonty503's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.0
I almost DNF 3 times. At times, I wasn’t really enjoying the narration of narrator for Avi. The sex scenes were VERY talkative and they really didn’t need to be.
While there was mention of religion throughout the book; I ultimately took half a star off because in chapter 30 it feels like the author started preaching through one of three characters. 🤮🤮
In another chapter later on.. same thing but with another character.
Meh…
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Drug abuse, Incest, Sexual content, Gaslighting, Abandonment, and Alcohol
Minor: Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Rape, and Sexual assault
lottiescosyplace's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders and Sexual content
Moderate: Bullying, Child abuse, Drug abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual assault, and Alcohol
Minor: Suicide
tarrareads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶🌶🌶🌶🌶
𝘒𝘺𝘳𝘢𝘯 𝘏𝘢𝘳𝘣𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐'𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵.
𝘈𝘷𝘪 𝘝𝘦𝘨𝘢 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘴𝘦.
𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘱𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘯𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭?
𝘊𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘖𝘯𝘭𝘺𝘍𝘢𝘯𝘴, 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦.
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"𝙃𝙚 𝙩𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙢𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙙𝙜𝙚, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙚𝙯𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙩. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙚 𝙛𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙩𝙤𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧.”
I am obsessed with this book. It was just so beautiful, so romantic and oh so damn spicy 🥵 It had me crying, laughing and swooning. I honestly did not expect to like it as much as I did. The size of it (pun intended) was damn intimidating but once I started, I could not look away. I expected it to just be sex but this book has one of the most emotional and beautiful stories I have ever read.
This was my first read by Nyla K and I can confidently say, it will not be my last.
𝙏𝙧𝙤𝙥𝙚𝙨
✨️ College Football
✨️ Enemies to Lovers
✨️ Forbidden Romance
✨️ Bi / Gay Awakening
✨️ Grumpy x Sunshine
✨️ Opposites Attract
✨️ OnlyFans
✨️ Trauma / Healing
Graphic: Drug abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual assault, Death of parent, and Abandonment
ailinbk's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Child abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Sexual assault, Sexual content, and Death of parent
Moderate: Bullying
bbygirl21's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
I also loved Kyran from very early in the book. It took a little bit to really get his character and that he was struggling with something that made him act and do the things he was doing.
What happened when Kyran was 12 was absolutely horrible. And his parents were wrong for putting the blame on him for what happened instead of the adult man that abused Kyran. And even after other kids had come forward, Kyran's parents still did nothing and told him to push down his feelings and forget about it. I will say Kyran's dad does have a small redemption towards the end and actually tries to make his relationship with Kyran better.
I absolutely loved Kyran and Avi together. I loved the way they got together as well. It was fun reading a story about two people doing onlyfans for money after their family's business goes under and they have to give a way to pay for college. Avi starting out solo then agreeing to a collaboration with his best friend that involves Kyran. I loved seeing his and Kyran's relationship over the course of doing videos for the fans and how it evolved from supposed hate into mutual love for each other. The two of them have absolutely incredible chemistry. I'm really happy that Kyran found his safe space with Avi.
There's so much I could say about this but a lot of it would be spoiling it so I'll leave it there. But I would absolutely recommend this book.
Graphic: Bullying, Drug use, Sexual content, and Alcohol
Moderate: Addiction, Drug abuse, Homophobia, Panic attacks/disorders, Violence, Grief, and Religious bigotry
Minor: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Death, Infidelity, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Vomit, Stalking, Car accident, Death of parent, and Abandonment
kristynpittman's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Sexual content
Moderate: Bullying and Alcohol
Minor: Child abuse, Drug abuse, Panic attacks/disorders, and Death of parent