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Half Sick of Shadows by Laura Sebastian

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kelleyannelyse's review against another edition

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adventurous hopeful inspiring fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes

4.0

The legend is well known -- Arthur will be crowned King of Camelot, only to be abandoned by his sister, the sorceress Morgana, and betrayed by his wife Guinevere and his right-hand knight, Lancelot. As his oracle and adviser, Elaine Astolat, the Lady of Shalott, alone carries the burden of knowing that this is the future that awaits them, and how one day, they will all turn against each other. Through the past, present, and future tense, new life is breathed into Arthurian myth. In which, Guinevere, Morgana, and most of all Elaine, claim their agency and hold the power to reshape legends -- for the future is never set in stone until it becomes the past.


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brynncar's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5


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writingcaia's review against another edition

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mysterious sad slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

I love to go back to Camelot and Avalon! And, it was no different here, it was actually pretty amazing seeing it all through the eyes of a new character, one rarely mentioned on the story tales, Elaine, the Lady of Chalot.
When young she feels cursed by her ability to see the future, her mother stifles it fearing for her as magic, which only the fae or fae descendants have, is banned from the kingdom by Uther Pendragon, father of Arthur and Morgana, who have been long away from the court of Camelot raised by the fae in Avalon with their two friends Lancelot and Guinevere. Until, one day Morgana, in a visit to court, meets Elaine and convinces her she’s blessed and should go back with her to Avalon. 
You all know of Arthur being the foretold king, of his mad witch sister Morgana, of Guinevere and Lancelot’s betrayal, of Merlin, but not like it’s told in this tale.
Here the women have voices, have reasons, they’re the force of the tale, specially our lady of Chalot, and love and betrayal, going mad or sad is not as simple as you may think.
The narrative is complex as it’s being told solely by Elaine, it starts as the friends are about to leave Avalon in their twenties finally returning to Camelot to fulfil their destinies. And, it starts with her knowing all the events that will come to pass in their near future, and they’re not good, not at all, then she goes back to the past to explain how it all started, their friendships, Arthur and Gwen’s love story, Morgana’s magic, and Lancelot… but, then she’s having a vision into the future in the past, then in the present, the visions are always similar but evolving, as Nimue, the lady of the lake, has taught her the future changes, but as you follow Elaine back and forth, they don’t really seem to, and she knows it all. Living and loving with the knowledge she has is not easy, the decisions she has to make harder still, and that’s mostly the plot of the book, the arc of this one character as she juggles how to lead Arthur to his destiny without the “bad” things having to happen even though she doesn’t see a way to avoid them.
I really enjoyed the book, but the strange narrative the going back and forth, the repetitive visions, knowing only the other characters by how she sees them and tells them (not shows) was sometimes a bit too much, still if that doesn’t bother you I definitely recommend it. 
It was a refreshing take on the mythical stories of these characters, if dark and sad.

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tc_booksandmore's review against another edition

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adventurous reflective sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0


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mackenziem12's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

1.75


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amandabw425's review against another edition

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adventurous emotional mysterious medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5


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shadesofkate26's review against another edition

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adventurous mysterious medium-paced

4.25


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rstegema's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.25

The first few hundred pages are a little slow and the non-linear timeline does take a little getting used to, but it's a very interesting take on the classic Authurian legend/folklore story. I appreciated the strong female leads and the diversity of the issues they faced. 

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the_book_griffin's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional mysterious sad slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.0

This book had some elements that provided interesting social commentary about issues in feminism, and how a society that doesn't treat women with respect can impact female friendships. The author did put some creative spins on the original myth, but unfortunately, her treatment of issues related to mental health as a plot element were extremely off-putting.
SpoilerAny story where suicide is treated as a character defining moment of a woman choosing her own path, and where it is also a plot answer solution to the character's problems is a very dangerous message to be giving young women. I think the good elements of this book were ruined by this glaring oversight. I'm really not sure how it got by the sensitivity readers. I understand that the death of the original Lady Shalott was an unavoidable obstacle in the author's attempt to rehabilitate this character as a modern heroine, but maybe some characters should be left as they were. Elaine is not the model we need.

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readwithde's review against another edition

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adventurous emotional hopeful inspiring mysterious reflective medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.25

I'm still trying to decide how I feel about this book, but maybe that's a good thing. 

Let me start with the good parts, the loyalty and camaraderie and love between the main characters, the difficult choices and grey areas of life, the weight of power and responsibility for the future, the interwoven fates of Gwen, Elaine, and Morgana... it was so rich with detail and life and possibly. 

As for the not-so-great parts, Elaine became a bit annoying to me.
Spoiler She is constantly aware that knowing the future can have adverse effects, but she often finds herself steering the group into the wrong paths, the choices leading to a dark and painful ending. While I appreciate how she removed herself from the cycle, she still caused collateral damage, primarily to Lancelot.


I also felt like I needed 2 extra chapters, just to detangle what may have changed, if anything.
Spoiler I would have loved to get a glimpse of how Arthur and Lancelot survived Camelot without the girls being there to counsel, heal, aid, and generally keep them safe and functioning.


Overall, I love this version of the story, and I love the focus on how the women of Camelot could not be themselves, how Gwen, Morgana, and Elaine spent their entire lives being trained to sacrifice themselves for Arthur's sake.
Spoiler How they slowly eroded over time, and would have become even worse versions of themselves if not for choosing their own lives over Arthur's.

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