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lprongs's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
Graphic: Body horror, Child death, Racism, Sexism, Islamophobia, Grief, Death of parent, and Dysphoria
Moderate: Transphobia and Colonisation
Minor: Sexual assault and Sexual content
yasidiaz's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
That said, this book is the exception to this rule. If I was forced to pick one complaint about this book is how I wished I read a physical copy instead through Libby. I actually don't like reading on my phone that much, but without Libby, I would be broke (well, more broke than I already am). But that has nothing to do with the book and everything to do with me.
I'm genderfluid, but also Trans Masc, so reading this story about a closeted Trans Man felt personal to me. Nadir's struggles with his identities plus what happened to his mom, drew me into this story. When he stumbled upon Laila's journals and then reading about her life in the early 20th Century had me so curious and starving for more. I'm sure if I had this book in my actual hands I would have devoured it.
The romance in the book also filled me up with hope and left me soft and tender. It's not a crucial part of the story, a subplot if you must, but seeing both our MCs go through love left me sobbing a few times.
Graphic: Fire/Fire injury
Moderate: Xenophobia
Minor: Sexual content
camillatd's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.5
While this novel contains a lot of pain (from gender dysphoria to grief to racism and xenophobia), it’s full of love and beauty. The novel is rich with symbolism, birds and ghosts and paintings and flowers and secrets, scenes that took my breath away.
This was another book that allowed me to sit in the wise grief/wise joy that I’ve been reflecting on since I read Martyr! by Kaveh Akbar: “I hope that when there is laughter, it’s laughter made wise by having known real grief—and when there if grief, it is made wise by having known real joy.”
This is a novel about community, and how caring for each other and making art is a form of resistance. Moving from Syria to New York City to Dearborn, Michigan, the story explores how community ties are enshrined in structures, but how they also transcend buildings, places, and cities. Joukhadar also crafts a moving narrative of queer resilience across time and place. The novel’s cast of predominantly queer and trans characters carve out space and community and love and family for themselves, in deeply queer and deeply beautiful ways. Queer and trans people have always been here, and we always will be.
Graphic: Transphobia, Grief, Dysphoria, and War
Moderate: Death, Homophobia, Sexual content, Transphobia, and Fire/Fire injury
sydneyl23's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
4.0
Graphic: Death of parent
Moderate: Xenophobia, Islamophobia, Grief, Fire/Fire injury, and Dysphoria
Minor: Animal death, Child death, and Sexual content
zombiezami's review against another edition
4.5
Graphic: Animal death, Death, Misogyny, Sexism, Violence, Xenophobia, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Medical trauma, Death of parent, Pregnancy, Fire/Fire injury, Gaslighting, Dysphoria, and Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Bullying, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Transphobia, Police brutality, and Sexual harassment
Minor: Dementia, Mass/school shootings, Colonisation, and War
Colorismmadzie's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
My favorite part of this book was how Joukhadar explores transness, gender, and queerness with beautiful insights and understandings. He boldly tells stories of how queer people have always existed and will always exist despite being silenced or staying silent for protection. With a large cast of queer characters, I love how the book deals with how other people see queerness and how it is a fight to be one’s authentic self. The nuances of how queerness is viewed in society and then in smaller relationships with friends and family is masterfully detailed as Joukhadar demonstrates how people can react to it, thinking that you owe them something, but how we have to journey to accept that we only owe it to ourselves to be authentically us. Then, Joukhadar takes this a step further to connect to the intersectionality of oppression and what the majority of society believes those they have put under them should be. Despite this, Joukhadar reminds his readers of hope and the courage of fighting for oneself, one's identity, and what one believes in. In the end, he highlights lessons, purposes, and identities that are highly important for us to consider and carry with us in our lives.
Other deep and profound themes are handled wonderfully in this novel, exploring grief and moving on, as well as how humans continue to affect one another, the appreciativeness of what we take for granted, and the beautiful connection of humanity to nature, reminding us that nothing ever truly fits into a box. All of these interact with each other to show us how magnificent life can be and how we become who we are.
I could go on and on about this novel, but the bottom line is: read it; it's stunning.
Graphic: Death, Homophobia, Transphobia, Islamophobia, Grief, Death of parent, and Dysphoria
Moderate: Hate crime, Sexism, and Fire/Fire injury
Minor: Sexual content
rorikae's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
The story weaves between two narratives. The first follows a Syrian American trans boy struggling after the death of his mother. Longing to be his full self, he paints murals at night. One night he comes across the journal of a Syrian American artist who may have encountered the same rare bird as one that his mother saw as well. Haunted by the ghost of his mother, he searches for what happened to this artist who disappeared years ago. As he searches for what happened to her, we also get to experience her journals and the story of how she came to America and became a painter. As both stories progress they become more and more entangled.
Joukhadar's storytelling is beautiful. His prose is lush, conjuring up the worlds of both of his protagonists. We come to fall in love with the birds that Nadir and Laila experience as we also come to care deeply for each of the characters. They stand as one of the incredibly strong parts of this book. Flawed and deeply human, both are searching for where they belong, parallel stories across time.
As someone who loves birds and art, Joukhadar does a wonderful job of painting a picture with his words that makes the reader feel as if they are right beside the characters. This is truly a beautiful book and one that I think everyone should read. The audiobook is phenomenal and the two narrators do a great job of capturing the emotions behind both of the characters. I will definitely be checking out more of Joukhadar's work.
Graphic: Animal death, Deadnaming, Transphobia, Blood, Grief, Death of parent, and Fire/Fire injury
Minor: Sexual content
cereads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
The prose was so incredibly rich and poetic. Joukhadar is definitely a master of language: every word he used struck exactly the right cord.
The queer people in this book were wonderfully written - in a very natural, honest but still raw and vulnerable way. Incredible.
And the story has left me choked up and emotional, in a good way. I immediately want to reread this book.
Graphic: Cancer, Death, Xenophobia, Blood, Islamophobia, Fire/Fire injury, and Dysphoria
Minor: Sexual content
baponthecob's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? N/A
4.0
Graphic: Grief, Death of parent, and Fire/Fire injury
Moderate: Animal death, Hate crime, Homophobia, Misogyny, Transphobia, Islamophobia, and Medical content
Minor: Cancer, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Blood, and Dementia
internationalreads's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.5
Graphic: Animal death, Death, Homophobia, Sexual content, Transphobia, Xenophobia, Blood, Islamophobia, Medical content, Grief, Religious bigotry, and Death of parent