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Ever Since I Needed You by Elle Kennedy

9 reviews

britwalsh16's review against another edition

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  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.75

This book took me too long to read, & that is nothing against the book, it just had no hockey in it & I’m in my hockey romance era. That being said, I did love this book. Evan & Gen are perfect for eachother, and their growth as individuals and as a couple thoughout the book is so inspiring! They don’t even realize how much they push eachother to be better versions of themselves, they really do complete eachother! 

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cheryl_gager's review against another edition

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lighthearted fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

I have mixed feelings when it comes to this book. In the end, I did really enjoy this book and the romance. However, I was not excited to pick it up and I just didn't feel as connected to the characters as I wanted. There was a lot of character growth, which was done well. I also did enjoy the second chance romance, a trope that I am not normally a fan of, as I could buy into their relationship working the second time around. My problem came from the other things going on around their relationship. The additional guy in the story made me question Genevieve a little in terms of her changing, and there is a policeman storyline that I feel is introduced at the start but then disappears to come back again and I don't know if it was fleshed out enough. Overall, it was an OK read and I am glad I finally got it off of my TBR. 

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momma_needs_to_read's review against another edition

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emotional funny lighthearted relaxing fast-paced
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  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0


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winterzeshoek's review against another edition

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emotional funny hopeful relaxing fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0


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quietlex's review against another edition

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lighthearted medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.0

I hated this book. Just being honest and blunt, it wasn’t great. The writing style is fine; it’s an easy read. But so many frustrating little things add up to one big disappointment. To begin, I didn’t know this was a sequel. Fortunately it doesn’t read like one, though. But the characters are so annoying. Genevieve literally cannot get out of her own way, and the constant back and forth between her and Evan is so tiring. “I want you so bad, but no I can’t! Okay maybe just a little.. but no, I shouldn’t!” Come on. Over and over with that same schtick. Here’s a list in page order of ridiculous things that happen:

1. Gen is sober, for over a year. She describes a one-time relapse where she ends up in a strangers bed with no memory of the night, and how she can’t continue on drinking and partying like she used to. She turns down every single drink offered to her, declines drinks basically pushed in her hands. But all of a sudden, when she’s on a FAKE DATE with Harrison, she’s totally fine with having a glass of wine? “It’s not like I’m pounding shots or downing cocktails. I won’t even get a buzz..” says what sober, recovering alcoholic? This is the big point that pulled me away from the story, honestly, and shows careless writing. Seriously, a recovering alcoholic is going to be okay with one glass of wine? Just lazy. 
2. The whole cop ordeal. ACAB all the way, but it seems so pointless and misguided to have the whole “drunk angry creep cop” storyline play out. There wasn’t any need, Gen had turned a new leaf of sobriety and not partying, why is this cop still showing up at every turn and somehow knows whenever there’s substances involved? Again, just lazy writing. There’s no real danger, so they had to come up with some enemy to ruin the character’s plans. It’s just a weak attempt at real conflict. 
3. The first time Gen and Evan have sex again, it’s on a public beach. They fall asleep naked and she wakes up late for work, furious at herself for falling back with Evan and not being responsible. She makes it this huge ordeal about not being able to follow through with her obligations when she’s involved with him, when in reality it’s so simple. Her panic could’ve easily been avoided by a damn alarm on her phone. It’s ridiculous, and sets off the on-and-off-again between them. 
4. Evan volunteers at a nursing home with his brothers dog. He’s visiting an elderly man with a beloved pet bird. Evan opens the bird cage, bird gets out, dog eats bird, elderly man is heartbroken and furious. Just another insanely pointless addition. This later comes back up when Evan and Gen run into the elderly man while on the boardwalk, and he chases them into a clown house. Which again, leads to nothing and adds nothing to the story. 
5. Skip all of Chapter 19. Doesn’t add anything to the story and is just an overwhelmingly boring recap of a pokers night. 
6.  Genevieve is such a downer, really an unlovable character. She is constantly droning on about how she needs to stay away from Evan and be with someone different, but the second she finds a completely different and genuine good guy, all she can do is insult and make fun of him to herself. “The kind of guy I’d be making fun of…one of the yuppie tools… he’s far too nice..” Everything about Harrison, from his dad humor to his khaki pants, puts her off. She goes on about how nice he is, happy and optimistic, but how it only makes her feel more bitter and empty. There’s seriously something wrong with her. I get just not feeling attraction, but it’s like she craves sharp edges, and couldn’t stand to be with a kind, gentle man who’d treat her properly. She entertains Evan right in front of her date many times, allowing him to barge in and interrupt them again and again, simply because it excites her to see her ex jealous. She admits to herself that she has no attraction to Harrison, but “..there’s no harm in giving this a shot and letting him grow on me.” Yeah, no harm in leading the nice guy on and trying to force a relationship that clearly won’t work, just to get back at your ex. 
7. Just the overall toxicity of Gen and Evan. Misery loves company. They both fully see how destructive and chaotic they are together, yet they both continue treating it like some sort of game. It’s pathetic and gets old quickly. Predictability isn’t a good trait in a book. 
8. When Evan finally gets the courage to be a man and leave Gen alone for good, it’s at the worst time possible, right after she’s released from jail. He should’ve broken up with her forever ago, but no, he decides in her weak moment, “now’s the time!” And then literally the next day Gen PROPOSES TO HIM. With a blow pop. What am I even reading at this point. 

I’m glad it’s over. Again, it’s an easy book to get through and an alright read. I just got stuck on the stupid little things, which matter to me. Do not recommend simply for those bits. 

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mhairi_reads's review against another edition

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emotional hopeful lighthearted relaxing medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.0


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arthur_ant18's review against another edition

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adventurous emotional funny hopeful lighthearted relaxing medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

Thank you to NetGalley and St. Martin’s Press for providing me with an eARC in exchange for my honest review! 
 
I may not have been the hugest fan of the Avalon Bay series opener Good Girl Complex, but I dove into its sequel with an open mind, considering how much I've enjoyed Elle Kennedy's Off-Campus series and its Briar U spinoff series. As it turns out, I had a pretty fun time with Bad Girl Reputation, what with Gen and Evan's fiery push-and-pull chemistry, the tight-knit and heartfelt nature of the coastal community they live in, and the themes of self-improvement and forgiving others for their mistakes. 
 
Gen was an intriguing character from the start. While we'd never met her in Good Girl Complex, her partier ways and her turbulent relationship with Evan had been brought up multiple times—and never in a positive light. I was able to see the reason for that myself in the first quarter of this second chance romance, which shows the two of them dragging each other back down into a toxic whirlpool, even as Gen is attempting to stay on the wagon. Evan has his own baggage to handle, having to cut down on his penchant for drinking and brawling. 
 
Then there's the boatload of jealousy that they purposely stir up in each other, which, admittedly, was a big turnoff for me as a reader. I know this is supposed to be part of the messy side of their dynamic and they have to conquer it, but it irked the hell out of me nonetheless. In addition, there's a beat in the beginning that makes Evan feel a bit like a Nice Guy who believes Gen owes him sex and a relationship like she's a vending machine who needs to pop out her merchandise after he's dropped in the coins. It goes by quickly and I'm able to root for them to work out later on, but it's still present. 
 
As the book develops, Gen and Evan prove how truly capable they are of shedding their destructive tendencies and maturing into better people while managing to preserve the mischief and passion in their cores. The evolution they make happens for each of them individually as well as for their relationship, helping them step away from the toxic co-dependency on which they’ve hinged in the past. The banter they toss back and forth is entertaining to consume, too. 
 
As heavy as this book might sound, though, I don't think it actually spends that much time unpacking all the hardships of alcoholism and drug abuse in spite of how much Gen and Evan struggle with them. It tackles those issues from a fairly glossy perspective, which has garnered some criticism from readers. As much as I would have been into a darker version of what Gen and Evan had to do to best their addictions, I'm also satisfied with this rose-colored depiction. I've read enough contemporary romances that get surprisingly intense despite their fluffy-looking covers that I'll just want trigger warnings handled with a lighter tone sometimes. 
 
Getting to know the Avalon Bay gang was a fun element of Good Girl Complex, so I’m glad its follow-up introduces us to even more of the town and makes it feel that much more alive. Riley, a teenage boy whom Evan befriends through a Big Brother program, is a particularly charming newcomer. The villain that comes in the form of creepy cop Rusty Randall can be a bit too mustache-twirly for my taste, but he’s a serviceable obstacle for Evan and Gen to overcome. 
 
What I really appreciate is the arc that’s explored for Shelley, the outrageously irresponsible mother of Evan and his twin brother Cooper (the latter was one of the MCs in Good Girl Complex). After having abandoned them, she now has the habit of returning to town every once in a while, pretending like she'll stick around and rebuild a healthy relationship with them, appealing to them for money, and then skedaddling out of Avalon Bay with said money. Cooper is the one who's hardened himself and doesn't expect his mom to change for the better, while Evan has always been lenient with their mom and holding out hope for her. But after how deeply she screwed them over during her last visit (which you can consume for yourself in Good Girl Complex), even Evan intends to not let Shelley off the hook this time. However, she goes on her own journey while her son and Gen take up the main plot, and it becomes quite heartening as it interweaves with the book's thematic core of mustering up the courage to work on your own character and creating enough space in your heart to be compassionate towards those who are undergoing such a process. 
 
If you're willing to accept the time that the green-eyed monster spends roaring out of Gen and Evan and the somewhat sugarcoated approach to their vices, then I think Bad Girl Reputation will have plenty of merits for you to enjoy. Make sure you mark its release date (October 3rd, 2022) on your calendar!

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cheyreads's review against another edition

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funny lighthearted sad fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

This book was the perfect second chance childhood love romance read for the summer. The characters were lovable but had an edge of realness to them. The interpersonal relationships within this book were realistic and clear. Although there was a lot of characters it was easy to remember who was who due to how each character was truly their own person. I really got to know each and everyone of them to some extent. The flaws within the characters just made them even more relatable. I never felt the negative biases against peoples life choices that make me feel judged that sometimes be a theme within romance books about turning your life around.

 It was hard for me to put the book down at points. And I can't wait to read more about Avalon Bay, the characters, and their love stories. This book was a HEA. 

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kristinecircenis's review against another edition

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emotional funny fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No

4.25

Thank you St. Martin’s Press and Netgalley for the advanced reader’s copy.

Returning to Avalon Bay was like being reunited with old friends. I love a second chance romance story and Gen and Evan’s story checked all my boxes. I also loved seeing a sober main character. If anyone could attack demon’s head on, it’s Gen. I hope we see more of Gen and Mac in the future!

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