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whoisrois's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Hate crime, Homophobia, Incest, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Violence, Medical content, Grief, Car accident, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Pregnancy, and Alcohol
Moderate: Infidelity and Physical abuse
Minor: Racism
oceanbluetay's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Death, Drug use, Mental illness, Rape, Sexual assault, Suicide, Grief, and Alcohol
Moderate: Addiction, Child abuse, Child death, Deadnaming, Domestic abuse, Homophobia, Panic attacks/disorders, and Toxic relationship
Minor: Adult/minor relationship, Racism, Car accident, Abortion, and Pregnancy
greek_book_wanderer's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
I'll start with the writing style. I absolutely LOVE reading books in the diary format. As someone who has been keeping diaries throughout the years, from the age of six till sixteen, I have a special attachment with books that are written as a diary. This style allowed me to connect more with Charlie since he describes everything from his point of view.
I found the writing to be quite charming. I had read some complaints, which said that Charlie spoke like a very young child instead of a 15 years old boy. Personally, I found no issue with that. I admit that at times some phrases would be repetitive but I didn't mind the wording. Trust me, when I was 15 years old, I didn't write any better on my diaries. You don't want to see what I wrote, unless you want to cringe. Charlie was a 15 years old boy who wanted to find a way to express his bottled thoughts and communicate with someone. Last time I checked, a teenager wouldn't write on his diary as if he were Charles Dickens or Jane Austen. I actually related with Charlie in that aspect because when I would write on my diary, I would pretend I was writing to another person and my thoughts would be all over the place, jumping from one topic to another. The simplicity of Charlie's words didn't bother me because you don't always need a rich vocabulary to express your pain and thoughts and there were many times when the writing became more serious and there were many quotes that hit me very hard.
The characters are definitely one of the strongest (if not the strongest) aspects in this book. They had their flaws, they had their own demons to deal with but it was still very interesting to follow their evolution. With one way or another, most of them ended up changing a little compared to how I met them at the beginning. Especially Charlie.
Let me tell you something: I am currently 18 years old and I have just finished high school. Actually, in October I'll start going to university and study psychology, my major. As you can tell, I am not as old as Charlie. And I can't say that I related with him in some aspects because I had a good experience in my first year in high school (minus covid), I don't carry the same trauma with him, I always have great times with my relatives...And yet, I felt connected with him, in some weird way. There were times in my life when I felt awkward or anxious like Charlie did. When I was younger, I remember that sometimes it would become quite difficult to socialise with other people, despite me being a sociable person most of the time. I am also good at paying attention to those around me, even when it seems like I don't. Like Charlie, I think that I can observe other people and read them (especially in school, I always did that when I noticed strange behaviors from classmates). At no point my anxiety or awkwardness matches Charlie's, but still, I kinda found myself in him.
I feel like I could write a whole essay about Charlie. He is the type of character to whom I immediately feel drawn to. What can I say, characters who are trying to fit into society and navigate through their lives while trying to deal with their problems have a soft place in my heart. I was really rooting for Charlie, since the first pages. I really wanted him to find more people who would make him feel comfortable with himself and open up more. I desperately wanted him to love himself. There were times when I felt happy, when things went well. And then I felt anxious if things didn't turn so good. At some points I was even angry. But most importantly, I just wanted to reach out (metaphorically of course) and hug Charlie. Because I wanted him to know that he was loved. That it's okay to care about yourself. And that he was not alone.
I just wish that God or my parents or Sam or my sister or someone would just tell me what's wrong with me. Just tell me how to be different in a way that makes sense. To make this all go away. And disappear. I know that's wrong because it's my responsibility, and I know that things get worse before they get better because that's what my psychiatrist says, but this is a worse that feels too big.
This quote right here broke me. I was bawling my eyes out for five minutes after I read it. I truly pitied Charlie there. I really did. I can't imagine how horrible it is to feel bad about ourselves and try to find the reason why we are wrong. Especially for a teenager, this must be really tragic and confusing. Charlie felt suffocated by himself and he desperately wanted to become more normal. He wanted to fit in and find some kind of comfort. His journey was truly remarkable. He became more mature (mentally and emotionally), he strengthens the relationship with his family, he finds new friends and at the very end, he owns his trauma and decides to be a better person and not let his past define him. He moves on and he follows his own path. And for that, I felt extremely proud of him.
As I said, the rest of the characters were very interesting. I think they added a lot to the story and Charlie's development. The dynamic with his family was both sad yet sweet because it was clear that his parents and siblings cared about each other. I really liked that the parents, despite their bad upbringing and toxic families, broke the cycle of abuse and raised their children with the best way they could. They were not perfect but they were not horrible either.
For the most part, I really enjoyed Charlie's friendship with Sam and Patrick. It was so nice to see that he was finally comfortable doing activities out of his comfort zone, picking new interests and feeling like he belonged to a group. Truth be said, there were times when I didn't like Sam and Patrick's antics.
So, I am done. This book has been stuck on my mind and I really think that it will become one of my favourites. Now that I think about it, it felt like a good friend. Despite the hard themes, it was...comforting at times. It has many poignant lessons and themes and I would definitely recommend it to someone. I think that it's important to keep in mind that you are not defined by your trauma only or how you grew up. What matters is how you choose to keep up with your life and what kind of person you'll become. It's not always easy. But it's not impossible.
Always remember: we are infinite.
Graphic: Sexual assault, Sexual content, and Violence
Minor: Child abuse, Pedophilia, and Racism
sourcherrysyrup's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Mental illness and Sexual content
Moderate: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, and Rape
Minor: Homophobia, Racism, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , and Pregnancy
Read with caution, but all topics were treated with great care and respectbeansprout344's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
Graphic: Drug use, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Violence, Abortion, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , and Alcohol
Moderate: Racism and Grief
Minor: Lesbophobia
jstarshine16's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Cursing, Death, Drug use, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Violence, Medical content, Grief, and Alcohol
Moderate: Addiction, Alcoholism, Body horror, Bullying, Child death, Homophobia, Infidelity, Rape, Suicidal thoughts, Medical trauma, Abortion, Death of parent, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Pregnancy, and Toxic friendship
Minor: Adult/minor relationship, Confinement, Drug abuse, Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Racism, Self harm, Sexual violence, Car accident, Lesbophobia, Fire/Fire injury, Dysphoria, and Injury/Injury detail
missmarguerita's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Minor: Addiction, Alcoholism, Bullying, Child death, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Homophobia, Infidelity, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Racism, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Grief, and Alcohol
mbhcad's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Graphic: Homophobia and Sexual assault
Moderate: Incest, Racism, and Violence
holistichistorian's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.
Graphic: Addiction, Adult/minor relationship, Alcoholism, Body shaming, Bullying, Child abuse, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Hate crime, Homophobia, Incest, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Racial slurs, Racism, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Violence, Vomit, Medical content, Grief, Car accident, Abortion, Murder, Pregnancy, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment
kaptainpastel's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Drug use, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Sexual assault, Suicide, and Abortion
Moderate: Homophobia, Rape, and Alcohol
Minor: Racism