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Se busca novio by Alexis Hall

196 reviews

kathis_wonderland's review against another edition

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funny lighthearted relaxing fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

I am still not over how much that book excited me. Boyfriend Material by Alexis Hall is the first book in the London Calling series. Luc is looking for a fake boyfriend to make him look like one of the good gays. Oliver is the perfect match, but they actually don't like each other. Or so they think.
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This book was a roller-coaster of feelings. The first five chapters were really not my cup of tea. I was thinking what the hell I've gotten myself into. Luc really annoyed me (and did throughout the whole book). He is 28 years old, but behaves like an unreasonable teenager. No communication, being annoying, only seeing the worst in everything and being quite mean to his friends and other people. He behaved more like a 17-year-old. BUT THEN Oliver came along. And I feel in love with this book.
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I can't even describe all the emotions I felt while reading. I was jumping up and down with this book in my hands, had the biggest smile on my face and couldn't regulate my feelings at all. Still not sure what happened there. I just know that I want an Oliver in my life. He is pretentious and just so intelligent, but he is so wonderful. Both Luc and Oliver really do have their personal problems and they are the opposite of each other. But they fit so well together. They brought out the best in the other and had each otherā€™s backs. I ROOTED FOR THEM! As soon as their fake relationship started, I started to love this book. It's by far one of my favourites now. It made me feel so happy!
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This book blew me away. I did not expect to love it that much, but I can't help myself. It's one of my favourite books now. I can't wait to read the next book!Ā 

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hiddenstaircase's review against another edition

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  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

This is a fake relationship to actual lovers done right. Plus itā€™s gay. Both of our male leads are struggling with different types of pressure, Oliver trying to capture perfection and Luc who always has his every failure plastered on the tabloids. They compliment each other and have been burned in different ways by past relationships. They have separate family dramas going on with their lives. Thereā€™s a third act breakup, which is annoying but kinda expected in these kind of books.

Only major gripe is with the excess of side characters and some of the dialogue feeling off. I cannot keep track of all the friends and coworkers and their relationships and then the otherā€™s friend group. The dialogue between Luc and Oliver is teasing and cute.

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lalu's review against another edition

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emotional funny lighthearted
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

This was perfect! Exactly what I needed right now!

I wanted something lighthearted and all the side characters are so over-the-top in the best way possible so that was perfect. But also everything between Luc and Oliver was so so good and pure and ugh I love it! (probably helped that I'm newly in love myself)
And I'm honestly in awe of Hall's ability to make this not extremely cringy. So good!Ā 

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danisanerd's review against another edition

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funny lighthearted medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

I really liked about 75% of this book. Fake relationship but real feelings is one of my favorite tropes, so i hoped i would like this book more than i did. there were some really funny quotes, and good moments, but the book definitely felt like it was either dragging along or going very fast.Ā 

My favorite part of the book was the main couple, luc and Oliver. once they actually became friends and luc decided that maybe he should try to be a better person. Both of their friend groups were also pretty good, i wish we got more development from them.

the main problem i had with the book though, was pretty much everything not relating to them. I guess its the point, but i really didnt like any of Luc's coworkers. I feel like they we're either stereotypes or just plan annoying to read. (alex) The beetle drive felt convoluted, just kinda thrown in there to give them a reason to be boyfriends.Ā 

ending spoilers:
i also honestly have no idea why luc's dad having cancer was made into such a big deal concerning it was dropped near the end of the book like the author needed a reason to get his dad out of the picture. (guy who won't even apologize for leaving his son when he was 3 is a dick? never would have guessed)

the ending is what ended up dropping my score down the most i think. It very much felt like it came out of nowhere. Oliver breaks up with Luc, ignores him, and then is rude when Luc tells him he loves Oliver? and then later that night, oliver shows up, apologies and the book ends. i feel like i am missing a chapter or something. wheres the rest?

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vicixyz's review against another edition

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emotional funny lighthearted relaxing medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes

4.5


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willoughby's review against another edition

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emotional funny hopeful medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.75


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livlamentloathe's review against another edition

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hopeful reflective slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.5

Okay, okay, okay. This was a lot and a half. I haveĀ thoughts.Ā 


Proā€™s:
  • When they were actually being semi-serious boyfriends, post-dinner with the two rich dummies, Oliver and Luc were super cute and sweet
  • I appreciated the idea of the bathroom door and Luc vocalizing his fear/longing for intimacy
  • Lucā€™s mom and Judy ā€”Ā who totally shouldā€™ve been in love but oh well
  • James Royce Royce and James Royce Royce (spelling? I listened to the audiobook so whoā€™s to say?) ā€” at first this annoyed me but by the end, I found the whole bit hilarious
  • Lucā€™s friends helping him clean
  • Bridgetteā€™s work emergencies and terminal lateness
  • I cried for a bit in the middle when Oliver and Luc were super cute and boyfriendy and so caring for one another at the gala! Lucā€™s need for support mirrored my own there so it was personal watching him be cared for in just the way he needed.Ā 
  • The realism of Lucā€™s absentee father being shit still and not deserving Luc. I also liked that Luc didnā€™t let him off lightly at any point despite ā€œhaving cancer.ā€Ā 

Conā€™s:
  • But on the other hand: Lucā€™s dad. First because, it was unnecessary for him not to have cancer in the end! Iā€™d have preferred an explanation like the doctor misread an X-Ray, or some meds were working and heā€™d be okay, or there was a surgery option with a high success rate! Anything but ā€œoh that was an overdramatic lieā€
  • And further: his whole bit was so random. Somehow despite never being in Lucā€™s life, and Luc being more or less a random, the paps cared about Luc like he was a dang Kardashian. Instead of likeā€¦ idk I pictured Howard Stern but if Stern was a narcissist rocker Lennon-type who lived to have a sad pithy comeback on The Voice. And he cares aww, then shows time and time and time and time again he doesnā€™t care, then ghosts again. If it looks like a duckā€¦
  • Tom????? No proper explanation for the status of Lucā€™s relationship with him, what it had been, why it ended, how he picked Lucā€™s friend over Luc? And the lack of proper understanding for Lucā€™s feelings post-relationship! Of course heā€™s bitter and sad!!!! Who wouldnā€™t be in that situation?! (That said, he seemed to be the only character with his head on ā€œstraightā€)
  • The ending, the ending, the fucking ending!!!!
  • How defensive and snappy and mean Oliver was at and after Luc met his family! Especially after Oliver had practically begged for a game plan and Oliver hadnā€™t said anything to warn him!!
  • The rude guy at the pub in the first scene being overly offended by Luc making the REALISTIC assumption a journalist would want to write about him! Then Luc was in so much mental conflict and dragging himself through the mud for being anxious and not wanting to be exposed again and said journalist acted like Luc was a narcissist for even making a joke about it! THEN having the fucking GALL to write about it!!!!!!!!!!! You canā€™t fucking act offended when someone thinks youā€™re using them for a story and then turn around and use them for a fucking story!!! What a fucking jackass.
  • Oliverā€™s awful friends and awful awful family!!! The family were sincerely fucked up people, but how could Oliver let them talk about Luc like that??! Itā€™s one thing that he let them tear into him, thatā€™s a personal issue based on clear trauma and toxic familial abuse, but it bothered me that he was okay with Luc being the back-up target for defending Oliver!
  • The idiots Oliver worked with! They were characatures of people! Reese (Rhys?) was one thing. He was a believable older man who shouldnā€™t be in charge of socials and was bumbling his way through it. But the other guy was such a fucking idiot that itā€™s beyond me how he even had a job! How can you be both that inept and so up and up with society-folk???????? Was this an obvious metaphor I missed? All in all, the only good bit of them for me was when Luc told the joke about the interrupting cow.
  • THE HOMOPHOBIA!!! I could not connect with Lucā€™s desire to work at that company. Itā€™d have been one thing if there was a micro-aggression and he needed the job. But he didnā€™t seem to need the work considering his rich dad, and mom living off royalties!! There was too much homophobia and him wanting to work there was beyond me. He shouldā€™ve quit. He shouldā€™ve sued them.Ā 
  • I hated how all the homophobes got away with it. Like the queer characters would acknowledge it was homophobic after the fact (orĀ  mentally during) but rarely did anyone answer for their own ignorance! And this is re: cis white gay men. They were the first group of lgbtq+ to be palatable to the public, so thereā€™s no real excuse! Luc stayed at and actively helped his homophobic boss. And bent over backward to make a bunch of other rich homophobes happy! Gross af.
  • Lucā€™s self-awareness was frustrating. Heā€™d think the right thing and say something bananas or just not say anything at all! It was so frustrating.Ā 
  • Their communication was just bad. Most of the problems couldā€™ve been solved with one honest conversation. How are we supposed to believe in the romantic ending when they broke up like 5 times during the book??
  • The intensity of Oliverā€™s breakup with Luc. It floored me cause it seemed out of nowhere! Beyond their clear communication issues and the family thing, Oliver had not been anything less than loving and all in, and then he just up and decides itā€™s over? Sorry but it felt forced. It wasnā€™t organic enough to be believable.
  • And THEN: Luc was made to jump through hoops and run an entire obstacle course (by his friends who were not being helpful kind nudgers trying to match make, but instead were brutal, harsh, and way too overly-involved. Good outside intervention would've been Bridge (?) giving Oliver a scolding or trying to help them communicate. Not kidnapping Luc and locking him out of the car to force him to beg Oliver back!! Oliver DUMPED Luc. Oliver should be the grand-gesture-er. Not Luc. I was so frustrated by the whole thing at that point. Much too frustrated to think the ending was romantic. I cannot believe they wonā€™t just break up for good post-book.



Anyway, most of my thoughts are specific to spoilers. But my tldr/you havenā€™t read the book review is: The romantic relationship of the two central characters was plagued by poor communication, assumptions, and a desperate need to see a therapist (3 therapistsā€”one each for them as individuals and another for them as a couple). The background characters are such bananas caricatures of humans, that they read as cartoonishly mean, dumb, and self-obsessed. I think they were meant to be jovially mean with the implication that Luc isnā€™t good to them so itā€™s mutual, but in my opinion, they just sucked. Sorry that was very mean.Ā 

If you want a simple book with stereotypical relationship problems, gay romance (that feels written by a str8 despite that very much not being the case??), and a sweet if not dragged out plot, this may be for you. Oh an actual selling point is that if you want a romance thatā€™s entire plot is about the romance, and the subplot is so sub that itā€™s barely plot, read this! Weā€™ve all been there. Sometimes you read SJM for the dreamy str8 faeries and sometimes you read a fluff romance book without a plotā€”escapism is escapism!

Iā€™m mean.

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tinkeringcheck's review against another edition

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lighthearted fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

1.0

Context: I'm queer and love rom coms (the cheesier the better in my humble opinion) so naturally this had been on my TBR for awhile. What possibly wouldn't there be to like?

Hoo boy.

The main character is insufferable, unlikeable, and his narrative voice is annoying. It's a bad rom-com that happens to be gay, except the leads have no chemistry and its attempts at humour are genuinely unfunny.Ā Not to mention the plot's driven by the main character trying to appease his homophobic boss, who wants him to get a respectable, straight-passing boyfriend to be a "good gay." And that's supposed to be... funny and light-hearted? Instead of an HR nightmare?

As for the main character POV: Luc reads like a stereotypically sarcastic, insecure teenager but since he's supposed to be almost 30 it makes him come off really poorly. Like I'm almost 30 and can confidently say nobody has their life together at almost 30, but holy shit at least my inner monologue doesn't sound like an angsty 2010s YA protag. He ain't a lovable, quirky disaster gay. He's just rude and emotionally immature.

And his queer friend group are huge stereotypes and not in the fun way. Like two indistinguishable married guys named James Royce-Royce who are literally only ever referred to as "James Royce-Royce" (yes, first name and surname) so you never know who's talking kind of way. I actually can't believe this was published recently - and by a queer writer!! - because all this is giving me vaguely homophobic early 00s rom-com vibes.

Sidenote: For the love of god, will people stop using Red, White, and Royal Blue to recommend this?! They're both MLM romances and that's where the similarities end. Stop doing free (and misleading) marketing for the publisher!

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emotional funny hopeful reflective fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

4/5 stars
1/5 spice

Such a fun and swoon worthy read. I loved how Oliver and Luc worked together.Ā 

This is my second read by Alexis Hall, and I loved it! I had a lot of girly giggly moments that had me swooning, just like Luc. I loved how both characters are flawed and relatable. Luc is publicly a mess and is constantly putting his foot in his mouth, but he comes across as likable because he's not an arrogant asshole. He just wants to be stable... so, of course, relatable. Oliver, on the other hand, had the appearance of someone who is put together with all their ducks in a row. However, as the story progresses, you get a glimpse of all the ways he's very much NOT ok and how much he needs help.Ā 

I didn't expect this to be single POV so I found myself craving Oliver's POV a few times. I always love seeing how the MCs see different interactions.Ā 

Overall, highly recommend for fans of opposites attract and fake dating with swoony moments.Ā 

Trigger/Content warnings:
Moments of homophobia, bigotry, body shaming, gaslighting, and emotional abuse. Mentions cancer and mental health issues.Ā 

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gooseboy's review against another edition

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emotional funny lighthearted reflective tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.25

so. on one hand, i laughed out loud multiple times reading this book. on the other hand, i got so bored during the middle that i ended up skimming through maybe seven chapters? i just wanted something to happen, and there wasn't enough tension/yearning to keep me engaged.
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i wish we could've seen more of the supporting friend group, because honestly they were the funniest part of the book for me. everyone watching from the car during luc's awful undump-me speech was fantastic lol. also the ending was reallyĀ abrupt. almost feels like there was a third missing act.

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