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thatenbyisisreads's review against another edition
4.5
Graphic: Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, and Toxic relationship
starrysteph's review against another edition
4.25
CW: rape, self harm, suicide, child abuse, emotional & physical abuse, homophobia, transphobia, death, blood, violence, cannibalism, medical trauma
Graphic: Child abuse, Death, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Suicide, Transphobia, Violence, Blood, Cannibalism, and Medical trauma
honeyvoiced's review
3.5
Graphic: Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, and Suicide attempt
Moderate: Medical content
Minor: Biphobia
clara_mai's review against another edition
3.0
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, and Suicide attempt
Moderate: Medical content and Injury/Injury detail
softanimal's review against another edition
4.5
Graphic: Child abuse, Rape, Self harm, and Toxic relationship
emabelle's review against another edition
1.0
Graphic: Rape, Self harm, and Sexual assault
caidyn's review against another edition
4.5
Graphic: Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, and Suicide attempt
bookiecharm's review against another edition
4.0
Graphic: Child abuse, Death, Homophobia, Rape, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Blood, and Cannibalism
ceallaighsbooks's review against another edition
5.0
“i remembered how to be a god i give myself what i want no one raises their voice in my house no one lays their fleshy hands on me no one is cruel if they are fool enough to try then they die and what a death what a death to not be loved by me anymore” — from “Disclosure”
“…i, poltergeist throw myself against a world one of us must break spiritbae says you don’t have a choice but to see true things… i, poltergeist with a life that matters, that matters to me” — from “When the Hurricane Comes the Men Protect Their Brothers”
“and i will finally look
like the terrible thing
i have always been”
— from “Self-Portrait as an Angel”
- Everything else by Akwaeke Emezi
- Everyone Knows I Am A Haunting, by Shivanee Ramlochan
- Fort Red Border, by Kiki Petrosino
- Lucky Fish, and At the Drive-In Volcano, by Aimee Nezhukumatathil
- Bless the Daughter Raised By A Voice in Her Head, by Warsan Shire
- The Collected Poetry of Audre Lorde
- Woman, Eat Me Whole: Poems, by Ama Asantewa Diaka—TBR
Minor: Rape, Self harm, and Suicide
suzyreadsbooks's review against another edition
4.5
After having read so much of their work, there’s a familiarity that travels across genres. This poetry collection is fiery and covers many difficult topics that you might be familiar with if you’ve read any of their other autobiographical work, but it also includes a distinct gentleness and an acknowledgment of the possibility of transformation.
While reading, I was struck by how religious this book was, with biblical references woven throughout. During the talk, Emezi spoke about how so much of who they are is deeply religious, speaking particularly about religion as ritual, religion as being an entity that is in service to a community rather than as a hierarchical relationship.
The “What If” poems, imagining Jesus, Mary, and Joseph as family friends, were some of my favorites, particularly “what if jesus was my big brother” and “what if mary auntie explained mortality”
I also loved the poems that were more dense blocks of text, which Emezi described as “a practice in releasing constraint.” esp the poem “disclosure”!!
other favorites: i was born in a great length of river, sanctuary, “but why did you feel you had to kill yourself, baby love?”
Graphic: Homophobia, Rape, Self harm, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Transphobia, and Violence