avilareads's review against another edition
adventurous
mysterious
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
an epic cosmic horror novel with complex gods, a strong autistic main character, and some great philosophical questions brought up in the mix. enjoyable ride!
if i read the next book it will be because i’m fascinated by the fucked up, love-hate, complicated relationship dynamic between elu and akavi.
if i read the next book it will be because i’m fascinated by the fucked up, love-hate, complicated relationship dynamic between elu and akavi.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Confinement, Death, and Genocide
Moderate: Self harm, Torture, Ableism, and Violence
talonsontypewriters's review against another edition
adventurous
dark
mysterious
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Death, Panic attacks/disorders, Body horror, Violence, Murder, Kidnapping, Confinement, and Torture
Moderate: Injury/Injury detail, Self harm, Ableism, Genocide, Medical content, Gun violence, Fire/Fire injury, Religious bigotry, Medical trauma, and Grief
Minor: Child abuse, Stalking, Vomit, and War
wardenred's review
dark
emotional
hopeful
inspiring
mysterious
reflective
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
To fight a lie, you didn’t have to use guns. Just the truth.
Wow. This was an amazing wild ride, and I'm so happy to learn there's a sequel—I need to get it ASAP, because while the story doesn't feel unfinished, there's a definite set-up for powerful things to come.
The characters here are simply brilliant. All the humans are wonderfully human. All the angels... well, let's say I loved to hate every single one of them, for different reasons. My favorite part, though, was the worldbuilding. The book is as lovecraftian as the cover promises, and all the eldritch horrors are as beautifully weird and terrifying as they should be. However, they're far from the most terrifying thing in this book. Compared to what some of the characters get up to while combating them, the eldritch horrors are downright comforting, and that's probably the most impactful part of the story for me. I'll refrain from elaborating on it, because that would mean sharing way too many spoilers. I'll just go back to talking about the setting. The entire thing with humanity creating its own gods by experimenting with AI and then making their continued existence and nearly unlimited power possible by simply agreeing with it? There's so much here that resonates deeply with my currently frequent thoughts of power structures and shared responsibility and how blurry the lines get sometimes between victims and accomplices—perhaps even victims, accomplices, and culprits. I also find it so important that in this world of gods and monsters, it's the most human choices that make the biggest difference.
The book was structured neatly, too, with epigraphs from in-universe books, journals, and documents before each chapter embedding some important details with little explanations first, and then the narrative itself picked up those threads and spun them into a wider picture. The genre-appropriate tension held up nicely throughout the whole story, although I'll admit there were a few hiccups near the middle, pacing-wise. I also suspect that some parts of the setting and plot may have gone over my head a bit because I'm very much not an expert on quantum physics. However, none of that retracted from the enjoyment I got from this novel. I guess my overall rating for it lies somewhere between 4.75 and 5 stars. I'll round it up.
Oh, and I finish with the obligatory mention of this being a totally queernorm world, which I'm always here for. I also enjoyed the representation of neurodiversity and following a queer autistic heroine whose arc isn't about being queer or autistic, although those parts of her character definitely inform a lot of her journey.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Kidnapping, Self harm, Gun violence, Violence, Genocide, Torture, Confinement, and Death
Moderate: Ableism and War
Minor: Forced institutionalization
ailsaod's review against another edition
challenging
dark
hopeful
mysterious
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
This was a bit of a slow start because I could tell things were going to go wrong but once I got past the initial disaster that kicks off the plot I really enjoyed listening to this book. This is my first proper delve into Lovecraftian fiction and I really enjoyed it. Horror is not a genre that I read because I am a wimp, but I can certainly appreciate a creepy atmosphere and inexplicable goings on! This book is not scary but if you want to be mildly unsettled and disturbed it will do the trick!
While I initially found the AI supercomputer gods a bit goofy as a concept - especially in a book about the eldritch unknown - they were well written enough to work well as an opposing force to the outside. What initially appears to be a good vs evil conflict becomes more and more muddy with neither side of the conflict being anywhere near 'good'.
Hoffmann did a great job on the characters - I am very fond of most of them (save those that deserve to be drop kicked into orbit!) and they also feel very real. Ysira wants to fix the damage she inadvertently caused at the start of the book but is clearly still overwhelmed by the situation she is in. Also I have not read a story with an autistic protagonist before and while I cannot say anything about accuracy I think it was portrayed respectfully. Tiv (who I thought for sure was going to be fridged) is lovely and I thought the romance between her and Ysira was written really well and made me a bit emotional. Ysira's mentor (whose name I can't remember because I listened to this as an audiobook) is (a little) sympathetic but ominous though mainly that was the whole 'lies' thing. The way the outside was explained to fit into what we know of physics and biology also felt worryingly realistic (though I am not a physicist so it may be a bit janky on that front if you know more about the science).
Content Warnings
Moderate: Mental illness, Torture, Confinement, Police brutality, and Kidnapping
Minor: Genocide
carbinara's review
adventurous
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
I really enjoyed this book! My only issue was that However, I believe there’s a sequel which may explain that.
One thing I particularly liked was how the book was written; often sci-fi can get a little difficult to keep up with, but it wasn’t an issue in this book. I know thats a personal preference, but I appreciated it.
Another thing about how it’s written is that the protagonist, Yasira, isn’t hugely emotional except for one scene where she lands on Jai, and throughout the ending. I found this made the scenes where she was emotional so much more impactful, especially the scene where she lands on Jai, as she is the most openly emotional then. This links to her autism, and I really love how her autism is written. For example, how in the start the book mentions about different fabrics and how those effect her, and how she repeatedly refers to Tiv as a ‘good girl.’ It also helps to empathise with her being shoved into this entirely new situation/environment.
I also really enjoyed the characters of Akavi, Elu and Enga. It’s easy for the Gods to be detached and uncaring towards humans, as we see that they hardly even communicate with the angels beneath them. However, we see the angels do have contact with these people (and once were them), Seems to tip into the conversation of how good a person can be when upholding a system which is willing to, and does, harm others. Alternatively, Akavi seems to fit the role of the uncaring, apathetic ‘bad cop’ role. We see this throughout the book,
Dr Talirr is a hard character to get a grip of, which I think makes sense since it seems like However, I enjoyed her backstory, and her unpredictability made her compelling.
Another thing I really loved about this book was the imagination. This book had alien spiders, a spaceship which was alive (as in flesh and blood, not AI), and the descriptions of the Outside’s effects were always absurd in the best way.
Overall, I really liked this book :)
Spoiler
I wish we knew some more about why the God’s needed human souls, and possibly a little more info about the ending in terms of Jai.One thing I particularly liked was how the book was written; often sci-fi can get a little difficult to keep up with, but it wasn’t an issue in this book. I know thats a personal preference, but I appreciated it.
Another thing about how it’s written is that the protagonist, Yasira, isn’t hugely emotional except for one scene where she lands on Jai, and throughout the ending. I found this made the scenes where she was emotional so much more impactful, especially the scene where she lands on Jai, as she is the most openly emotional then. This links to her autism, and I really love how her autism is written. For example, how in the start the book mentions about different fabrics and how those effect her, and how she repeatedly refers to Tiv as a ‘good girl.’ It also helps to empathise with her being shoved into this entirely new situation/environment.
I also really enjoyed the characters of Akavi, Elu and Enga. It’s easy for the Gods to be detached and uncaring towards humans, as we see that they hardly even communicate with the angels beneath them. However, we see the angels do have contact with these people (and once were them),
Spoiler
so it makes them seem almost worse that they would be willing to kill an entire planet. I especially notice this with Elu, as he seems kind and has a camaraderie with Yasira, especially in the scene where they land on Jai, which is what makes it so effective when later in the book he’s described as the ‘good cop’ instead of a good person.Spoiler
but it’s supplemented with his worries about being disposed of, as well as his mentorship of Elu and Enga. I warmed to him enough that his ‘death’ upset me, and I was glad to see he and Elu survived and stuck together. I hope the sequel explores Enga a little more, as she has reason not to be entirely faithful to Nemesis after her slightly botched journey to becoming an angel, but she’s also the only main character still in the God’s good books.Dr Talirr is a hard character to get a grip of, which I think makes sense since it seems like
Spoiler
her connection to the Outside has made her slightly detached from the reality that Yasira spends most of the book within.Another thing I really loved about this book was the imagination. This book had alien spiders, a spaceship which was alive (as in flesh and blood, not AI), and the descriptions of the Outside’s effects were always absurd in the best way.
Overall, I really liked this book :)
Content Warnings
Graphic: Kidnapping, Panic attacks/disorders, and Torture
Minor: Genocide and Confinement
evilscientist's review against another edition
adventurous
challenging
dark
mysterious
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
-i listened to this as an audiobook so i don’t know how to spell any of the characters’ names
-yasira was an interesting main character, i liked her. i almost never see books with autistic protagonists. AND to see her interact with an autistic mentor as well was good
-acavi was also a very interesting antagonist. he was clearly not a good person but the narrative managed to make him somewhat sympathetic. also i loved the genderfluid coding
-it was a slow start but the rest of the book hooked me enough that i kept wanting to come back to it, so i finished it very quickly lol
-i didn’t like some parts of the eldritch horror stuff. it’s a thing that’s very difficult to write well and it didn’t hit the mark for me
-also i felt like tiv’s character was kind of flat which annoyed me because i wanted to like her
-finally as a trans person it stuck out to me that the author tried to use trans-inclusive language in some parts but didn’t really consider trans people ever. the only trans character i remember is a non-human nonbinary minor antagonist. didn’t love that
-overall i really enjoyed this book. mind the content warnings though
-also i looked on tumblr and didn’t see ANY fanart for the book. this is a crime
-also i’m still thinking about the worldbuilding. just the idea of having these incredible AIs and choosing to call them gods and their cyborg servants are called angels. love it
-yasira was an interesting main character, i liked her. i almost never see books with autistic protagonists. AND to see her interact with an autistic mentor as well was good
-acavi was also a very interesting antagonist. he was clearly not a good person but the narrative managed to make him somewhat sympathetic. also i loved the genderfluid coding
-it was a slow start but the rest of the book hooked me enough that i kept wanting to come back to it, so i finished it very quickly lol
-i didn’t like some parts of the eldritch horror stuff. it’s a thing that’s very difficult to write well and it didn’t hit the mark for me
-also i felt like tiv’s character was kind of flat which annoyed me because i wanted to like her
-finally as a trans person it stuck out to me that the author tried to use trans-inclusive language in some parts but didn’t really consider trans people ever. the only trans character i remember is a non-human nonbinary minor antagonist. didn’t love that
-overall i really enjoyed this book. mind the content warnings though
-also i looked on tumblr and didn’t see ANY fanart for the book. this is a crime
-also i’m still thinking about the worldbuilding. just the idea of having these incredible AIs and choosing to call them gods and their cyborg servants are called angels. love it
Content Warnings
Graphic: Kidnapping and Torture
Moderate: Ableism, Injury/Injury detail, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Body horror, Genocide, and Blood
st_ender's review
challenging
inspiring
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.5
I had so much fun! It has messy religion /and/ space opera so the two buttons that make me work were hit but then on top of that I got queer rep neurodivergent characters and posthuman angels? I'm losing it.
To be fair I didn't really care for the technical stuff. I was in it for the world building and therefore I cannot tell you much about whether the science part checks out or makes sense.
There was a part where the tempo slowed down a bit and then sped up again at the end which was a bit of a rough patch but it's quite common in debuts and still didn't really matter on a big scale. Bought the sequel immediately and have big hopes for my boy Akavi (sorry).
To be fair I didn't really care for the technical stuff. I was in it for the world building and therefore I cannot tell you much about whether the science part checks out or makes sense.
There was a part where the tempo slowed down a bit and then sped up again at the end which was a bit of a rough patch but it's quite common in debuts and still didn't really matter on a big scale. Bought the sequel immediately and have big hopes for my boy Akavi (sorry).
Content Warnings
Graphic: Torture, Murder, Panic attacks/disorders, Death, and Genocide
Moderate: Body horror and Ableism
sarah984's review
dark
mysterious
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
I really enjoyed this book. The characters live in a world of AI gods and their agents, cybernetically enhanced human "angels". The main character is a physicist who is thrown into a world of plots, counterplots and Lovecraftian horrors after an energy source she creates destroys a space station. Rather than being immediately executed as a heretic, she is pressed into service to locate her mentor, the source of the equations that led to the disaster.
I wouldn't call most of the characters "likable" per se, but they were interesting and dynamic. (Though unfortunately I found the love interest kind of bland) The horrors that Yasira comes into contact with are described in an engaging way and it’s interesting to see her thought process changing over time.
I wouldn't call most of the characters "likable" per se, but they were interesting and dynamic. (Though unfortunately I found the love interest kind of bland) The horrors that Yasira comes into contact with are described in an engaging way and it’s interesting to see her thought process changing over time.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Confinement and Kidnapping
Moderate: Ableism, Blood, Child abuse, Death, Grief, Gun violence, Medical content, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Religious bigotry, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Torture, and Violence
Minor: Animal death, Body horror, Genocide, and Stalking
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