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missrisslee's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
4.5
Graphic: Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Suicide attempt, and Murder
Moderate: Pedophilia
I was very impressed by this author's knowledge onscar1508's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Bullying, Incest, Mental illness, Pedophilia, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Forced institutionalization, Religious bigotry, Medical trauma, and Suicide attempt
Minor: Vomit
casey_497's review against another edition
4.5
Graphic: Pedophilia, Rape, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Vomit, and Suicide attempt
kourtjohnstone's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
3.75
This story is about a mother who finds out her son has molested two young girls through her son confiding in her. I was drawn in right away because I needed to know how she would deal with this news. Noah's parents tell the victim's parents and then the crime unravels in town, destroying Noah's family in its wake.
This book highlights the unconditional love a mother feels for her child amidst devastating news, and what they are willing to do to keep their child safe. Noah grapples with his crime and takes ownership for his actions, recognizing his condition of pedophilia. I'm still not sure I buy this, but I have done no research on this so the story did make me think about how society should treat these individuals who fantasize and molest children.
I predicted the ending quite early on but I did think it was helpful for the story's resolution.
Overall, a very bingeable audiobook that makes you think about the way society treats criminals, a mother-son relationship, and whether criminals should be able to decide their own fate.
Graphic: Pedophilia, Rape, Suicide, and Suicide attempt
nkerekes's review against another edition
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
Before I touch on that, can we PLEEEEEEASSSSEEEEE put content warnings on audiobooks because HO.LEE.SHIT. If you can’t handle the content in this and you go in blind, it can be incredibly activating to your grief, trauma, etc.
I took big issue with some of the things said in this book, including (spoilers) when Katie said Noah could touch her and she still wouldn’t be afraid of him, to which he responded that she’s cute or something. And the other area that bothered me is when mom’s thoughts centered around the kind of abuse Noah did to the girls. There was something about how he “only touched them” which is WILD. And then she goes on to say that their lives aren’t ruined forever like Noah’s and that their doctor’s visits didn’t result in evidence of sexual abuse. HELLO??? That’s A WILD CLAIM.
I understand that the author likely wanted this story to read like a conflict of perspectives and the battle between love and what’s “right” but omg this book is messy, deeply disturbing, and frustrating.
I will never pick this one up again. I don’t regret reading it but it wasn’t enjoyable, I just couldn’t put it down because I needed to know where the hell it was going.
I can’t rate this. I
Graphic: Child abuse, Child death, Death, Drug use, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Vomit, and Suicide attempt
Moderate: Grief
kinsportch's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Child abuse, Child death, Death, Mental illness, Pedophilia, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Grief, and Suicide attempt
Moderate: Bullying, Confinement, and Rape
aleen_elizabeth's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.25
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Chronic illness, Confinement, Cursing, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Incest, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Terminal illness, Torture, Toxic relationship, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt, Murder, Outing, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Abandonment, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, and Injury/Injury detail
kathkaf's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Child abuse, Pedophilia, Rape, Suicide, and Vomit
jessicacalkins's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
I think Noah’s internal struggle with who he is can be thought-provoking to anyone, about whether or not every human life does actually have true value like some preach. I mean, if that were the case, then why do we treat certain people so horribly? Why don’t we look at each person relative to their unique circumstances? Why do we generalize everyone? Because it’s easier on our brains to just assume?
The ending also took be my surprise, which doesn’t happen often, so I really appreciated that.
Graphic: Pedophilia, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Suicide attempt
siiidd's review against another edition
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
1.0
First of all, I disliked the writing. I feel there's a bit of extra details that added nothing to the story. The mother, oh the mother, needs to get slapped with a reality check. The amount of delusion she has about her son is ridiculous. Even as he's explaining to her he's a pedophile she's like no you're not hehehe.
She victimized him every chance she could when he was the one doing unspeakable things to kids. There was a very weird comment made by the daughter that never got addressed either which was unsettling.
This didn't really feel like a thriller & overall the story fell flat for me. I expected a lot more from this book.
Graphic: Pedophilia