anastashamarie's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
✒️ Well I flew through this one and finished it in just around 24 hours, which is a rare feat for me while I'm living the doc candidate life. My experience of this book was inextricably connected to my background as a counselor-educator and supervisor so I just want to give a few unique notes from that perspective. (Though before I start, I do feel obligated to say that this is not a book about "good" therapy by any means and should not be seen as a representation of the therapeutic experience. This story is to proper therapy as dark romance is to appropriate relationships. Which is to say fiction is fictional; caution advised.)
🧑⚕️ 1) The debate of "is this person delusional or have they really seen some stuff" is one I've seen so many mental health professionals struggle with (myself included). It made the mystery of Alicia so much more visceral as I read because there was a part of me that is biased/jaded/whatever-you-want-to-call-it towards the labels that come with psychiatric care and a diagnosis but also a part that leans so heavily towards a trauma-informed "we need to believe people regardless of how outlandish it sounds because what if it's true." This is an incredibly nuanced issue that is beyond the scope of this review, but I just want to say this is a realistic internal debate that the author really captured well.
🎨 2) Idk if it hits different because I'm a counselor educator/supervisor, but the conflict between personal bias vs professional boundaries is also portrayed in such an interesting way. So often I see young counselors who want to save all of their clients, but at what cost? There's only so far that our role extends before our "helping" actually becomes harmful to both us and to the client. Again, this plays out in a realistic relatable way at points throughout the story.
🧠 3) I honestly hate the psychoanalytic approach to therapy for a lot of reasons that are also beyond the scope of this review. But I will say that it played so well with the two other points above, and I think my dislike of the theory added to my experience of Theo as an unreliable narrator. Honestly, this thing is a masterpiece in a way that it only could be if someone spent time studying the craft of psychotherapy in depth.
🎭 I was so absorbed in my experience of all of the above that when things went off the rails as we got to the end, I was shocked at how well all the pieces fell into place. I can't say that I didn't see the end coming, but the tragic beauty with which it coalesced definitely stopped me in my tracks. I could write a whole essay on it, but instead I'll just wholeheartedly recommend this for my therapist friends who also love murder mysteries.
Graphic: Infidelity, Child abuse, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Violence, Murder, Stalking, and Suicide attempt
Moderate: Drug use, Alcohol, Addiction, Death of parent, and Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Fire/Fire injury
Inappropriate therapeutic boundarieskatherinek's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Death of parent, Death, Drug use, Suicide attempt, Murder, Injury/Injury detail, Self harm, Blood, and Gun violence
Minor: Alcohol, Fire/Fire injury, and Medical content
saskiahill's review against another edition
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
4.0
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Self harm, Blood, Car accident, Stalking, Murder, Violence, and Mental illness
Moderate: Drug use, Death of parent, Death, Fatphobia, Injury/Injury detail, Grief, Gore, Torture, and Gun violence
Minor: Addiction, Fire/Fire injury, Alcohol, Eating disorder, Sexual content, and Rape
bri__'s review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? N/A
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Death, Grief, Physical abuse, Gun violence, Cursing, Death of parent, Drug use, Medical content, Suicide attempt, Toxic relationship, Violence, Murder, Mental illness, Emotional abuse, Self harm, Stalking, and Infidelity
Moderate: Car accident
Minor: Fire/Fire injury, Body shaming, Blood, Fatphobia, Sexual content, and Torture
izypup's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Violence, Drug use, Gaslighting, Grief, Infidelity, Stalking, Gun violence, Self harm, Mental illness, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Blood, Self harm, Injury/Injury detail, Medical content, Suicide attempt, Death, Emotional abuse, and Murder
Minor: Fire/Fire injury, Death of parent, Car accident, and Child abuse
becca_w_'s review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Ableism, Death of parent, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Violence, Medical content, Self harm, Sexual content, Blood, Body horror, Cursing, Gaslighting, Gore, Car accident, Medical trauma, Child abuse, Drug abuse, Forced institutionalization, Murder, Panic attacks/disorders, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Alcohol, Toxic relationship, Death, Grief, Gun violence, Infidelity, Injury/Injury detail, Mental illness, and Stalking
Moderate: Suicide attempt, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Confinement, and Fire/Fire injury
Minor: Alcoholism, Domestic abuse, Abandonment, Misogyny, and Physical abuse
anton13's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Death of parent, Grief, Suicide attempt, Violence, Infidelity, Death, Murder, and Stalking
Moderate: Alcohol, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Blood, Forced institutionalization, Mental illness, Car accident, and Self harm
Minor: Injury/Injury detail, Medical content, Sexual assault, Drug use, Vomit, Rape, Child abuse, Fire/Fire injury, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Abandonment, and Domestic abuse
thebookpaiges's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Blood, Death of parent, Gaslighting, Stalking, Alcohol, Gun violence, Mental illness, Murder, Self harm, Cursing, Grief, Drug use, Emotional abuse, and Violence
Moderate: Sexual content
Minor: Sexual assault, Animal death, Fire/Fire injury, and Rape
hannahrogers's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Graphic: Death, Drug use, Forced institutionalization, Grief, Injury/Injury detail, Medical content, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Murder, Car accident, Death of parent, Gaslighting, Gun violence, Infidelity, Stalking, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Child abuse, Cursing, and Violence
Moderate: Toxic relationship, Fire/Fire injury, Torture, Vomit, Toxic friendship, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment
annoyedhumanoid's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Spoiler
Alicia sees the play Alcestis about a husband condemning his wife to death, can't get it out of her head, and then like the next day it happens to herSpoiler
Gabriel effectively sacrificing Alicia for himself reignites her memory of her father wishing—aloud—that she had died instead of his wife, and causes her to snapthe narrator reminds me of an Edgar Allan Poe character. not any in particular, just in general.
Graphic: Death, Injury/Injury detail, Medical content, Mental illness, Murder, Self harm, Abandonment, Blood, Medical trauma, Gaslighting, Gun violence, Infidelity, and Violence
Moderate: Gore, Grief, Stalking, Toxic relationship, Child abuse, Confinement, Death of parent, Panic attacks/disorders, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Sexual harassment, Suicide, Sexual content, Suicide attempt, Cursing, and Car accident
Minor: Addiction, Alcohol, Toxic friendship, Drug use, Fire/Fire injury, Pregnancy, and Forced institutionalization