oddduck's review
4.0
I wish there had been more about her sister or more closure on her feelings about her parents, but the focus on belonging and what it means to call a place home worked well as an ending too.
This book actually reminded me of a movie I watched for a film studies class in college called Virus Tropical. That also was a coming of age story and if memory serves, dealt with some similar themes. If you're interested in it, I would definitely look up content warnings, or at least watch the trailer, because there was a lot going on in that movie.
Now, I mentioned that this was a good coming of age story, and it is. I just wish that's the angle the blurb had taken.
I came into this expecting a very different book. And the one I got was good! But because I was expecting something very different, it was hard to appreciate what I got, which made me enjoy it less. And I totally understand why the blurb was written that way. It certainly makes for an exciting story, one that will definitely draw people in and sell the book. But after they're drawn in, I suspect many run into the problem I'm facing: this isn't the story they expected.
The blurb makes the discovery of her parents being CIA sound super exciting, like something out of an action movie. But it's really not. She doesn't even confront her parents about their jobs. Towards the end, they sit her down and tell her, and she lies and pretends she didn't already know.
Sure, figuring it out is what really prompts her to start thinking about who she is and where home is and why she never feels like she fits in, etc. But honestly, her parents and their job are almost part of the setting and not the plot they feel so small. Which again, fine. The blurb just made it feel a lot more important than that, which was disappointing to realize was inaccurate.
Basically: go into this expecting a coming of age story, with a little bit of exploration of having CIA operatives as parents, and not a story about finding out your parents are CIA operatives and you'll have a much more enjoyable read.
Moderate: Alcohol, Suicide, and Toxic friendship
Minor: Body shaming, Bullying, Sexual harassment, Violence, Sexual assault, Outing, Pedophilia, Adult/minor relationship, Classism, Emotional abuse, and Lesbophobia
wanderonwards's review
2.5
Graphic: Death, Grief, Suicide, Toxic friendship, Bullying, and Alcohol
Moderate: Lesbophobia, Sexual harassment, Classism, Colonisation, Drug use, Outing, Alcoholism, and Gaslighting
Minor: War and Adult/minor relationship
clarabooksit's review against another edition
2.25
Moderate: Suicide, Alcohol, Colonisation, Toxic friendship, and Drug use
librarymouse's review
3.5
Graphic: Alcohol
Moderate: Sexual content, Toxic friendship, Death, Grief, Outing, Sexual harassment, Suicidal thoughts, and Suicide
Minor: Adult/minor relationship, Kidnapping, and War
zoepagereader's review
3.0
Graphic: Alcohol, Death, Grief, Suicide, Toxic friendship, and Toxic relationship
Minor: Sexual assault
wella's review
2.0
Graphic: Death and Suicide
Moderate: Sexual harassment, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, and Gaslighting
Minor: Sexual content and Violence
jackelz's review
Graphic: Suicide and Death
Moderate: Alcohol, Toxic friendship, and Sexual harassment