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Jutro, jutro i znów jutro by Gabrielle Zevin

85 reviews

nophun's review against another edition

adventurous challenging emotional hopeful inspiring reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

This is a novel that follows two people from their childhoods into adulthood. It’s not a story that is driven by plot but rather by love. It’s not a romance, but it’s a love story at its core. It’s a story of two friends who find life in each other and in their mutual love of gaming. It explores the complexities of relationships, the difficulties of disabilities, and survival in the ever changing world around us. I have never felt more human than when I read this book. This novel truly captures the intricacies of what it means to be human in a way I have always felt but could never reconcile with words. I really cannot express enough how much this book means to me. 

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Content Warnings

Moderate: Ableism, Gun violence, Suicidal thoughts, Car accident, and Death of parent

fanni_b22's review against another edition

emotional reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? A mix
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Car accident

Minor: Sexual content

nopebook's review against another edition

emotional inspiring reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

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Content Warnings

Minor: Ableism, Chronic illness, Cursing, Death, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Misogyny, Self harm, Sexism, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Medical trauma, Car accident, Death of parent, Murder, Pregnancy, Toxic friendship, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail, and Classism

jkull_10's review against another edition

adventurous emotional funny hopeful inspiring medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

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Content Warnings

Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Chronic illness, Death, Drug use, Toxic relationship, Blood, Mass/school shootings, Car accident, Death of parent, Toxic friendship, and Injury/Injury detail

Minor: Gun violence, Homophobia, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Terminal illness, Abortion, and Pregnancy

a_universe's review against another edition

emotional sad slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? A mix
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

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Content Warnings

Moderate: Animal death, Cancer, Chronic illness, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Vomit, Grief, Mass/school shootings, Car accident, Abortion, Death of parent, and Pregnancy

hanbroloo's review against another edition

adventurous emotional sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? No
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Chronic illness, Eating disorder, Gun violence, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Racial slurs, Racism, Sexism, Suicidal thoughts, Religious bigotry, Gaslighting, and Sexual harassment

Moderate: Ableism and Drug use

jefferz's review against another edition

emotional sad tense medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

With only a few days left before the end of the year, I can confidently say I found my top book of 2023. I don't even know where to start with this one, Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow is a love letter novel to every gamer out there who once had a dream about creating their own game but that's only half of the novel's contents. The other half is a perfectly pitched, nuanced story of two 10 yr old kids (eventually three friends) who meet playing Super Mario and the way their friendship, work partnership, and lives intertwine up to their late 30's.

Admittedly I generally have a hard time reading novels that span a wide range of a character's life mainly due to the difficulty of writing and portraying the maturity and emotions. However, Gabrielle Zevin has made me a believer by the sheer consistency and quality throughout this 400 page story. Starting with the two main leads Sam Masur and Sadie Green, both are incredibly well-developed characters who both compliment and clash with each other a variety of different areas. Character backstories are well-developed and incredibly varied heavily addressing the identify crisis that often comes with being half Asia/White (Sam), having parents of different Asian ethnicities and languages (Marx), a Jewish upbringing and wealth (Sadie), not to mention even exploring their own parent's experiences. Not only are these different cultures explored, but they portrayed with so much detail that the characters feel like real flesh and blood. This is evident during a trip to Japan incorporating Marx's paternal side, the detailed aesthetic of LA's K-town, or the stifling and the (particularly worse at the time) sexism MIT and the gaming industry as a whole.

What makes Tomorrow... particularly exceptional to me is that excessive details are all consciously placed and utilized. I've read multiple contemporary novels that excessively drown the reader in either sensory information or monotonous day to day detail hoping for greater immersion. Here every detail, character background, event all has a part to play in shaping the characters experiences and psyche. Details about Sam's grandmother's car interior and decor relating to her class and sass, Sadie's college apartment disaster as a metaphor for her state of depression, the difference in interiors between Unfair Games' original vs LA office, everything has a purpose. I know this should be assumed and expected in any well done book, but this one was actually perfect. The level of detail and research that was put into this is a standout element. Gabrielle Zevin has a long list of acknowledgements towards research sources and inspirations and it shows. The game development process and struggle feels real and even proto-type school experimental games included as narrative pieces are innovative and compelling.

 As Sam and Sadie's experiences with game dev grows, the novel incorporates important historic events and political/cultural topics with great relevance. There's the aftermath of 9/11 and people seeking comforting experiences and games, there's the boom of the internet and mmorpg's, politics and liberal leanings in gaming, somehow even the legalization of same-sex marriage. The novel is broken up roughly in distinctive parts that focus on a particular stage of Sam and Sadie's lives. Each part has various different themes but the pacing is always consistent. While the parts are roughly told in chronological order, there are often flashbacks, flashfowards(?), shifts in perspectives (to Marx, side characters, even Sam's mother Anna) that are seamlessly woven in based on the current scenes and topics. The writing tone and sentence structure also varies considerably between parts ranging from standard conversational language, a present-tense RPG-style readout, endless run on sentences when a character is spiraling, yet it works. SpoilerThere are two parts that are written as-is with no chapter divisions included to emphasis how different they are. One of these chapters uses an RPG adventure dialogue prompt that serves as a metaphor for the slow deterioration of the mind as one of the characters die. It's tragic, moving, distinctive, and genius.

Obviously despite how impressive I found this book, it will not be for everyone. There are certainly some triggering elements that should be considered for those who are sensitive to certain topics. There are elements of bdsm and sexual control (nothing salacious and but worth mentioning), language (particularly the LGBT F-word slur in one part), depression, gun violence, and death. They are all handled tactfully and aren't just thrown in for shock value, however the narrative grows substantially darker and more serious which may not be evident based on the synopsis. That being said, I applaud the novel for even taking a stab at these topics let alone pulling them off as well as I thought it did.

Ultimately I feel like I'm at a lost for words for just how good I thought Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow was. The prose, the plot, the characters, the details, this is pure quality through and through. This novel does have a habit of using miscommunication as a plot device (one of my biggest pet peeves), however the character's thought processes and psyche are so well developed, the miscommunication actually makes sense and is justified. The topics that are covered (particularly when Sam/Sadie and co. are in their late 20's onward) are amazingly relatable and very relative in today's culture. While not a pleasant read at times, I could not put this down and finished it within 48 hrs. I had slight reservations when I saw this was last year's winner for Best Fiction 2022 on Goodreads as I am often a snob wanting quality over feels/vibes, but the win is more than justified. If you want a legitimately good novel to read and share even half of my taste in novels, you need to give this one a try.

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Sexual violence

Moderate: Chronic illness, Cursing, Death, Hate crime, Homophobia, Mental illness, Sexism, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, and Toxic relationship

mellowkittenreads's review against another edition

adventurous dark reflective tense slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Plot
• Strong character development? It's complicated
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25

This was an interesting read. The title and cool graphic design intrigued me. I went into it honestly not even really reading more than the first couple lines of the description. I have never read a book with this sort of plot line - gamers, growing pains, and even painful experiences of racism and discrimination all in one. The writing style was different- I read it digitally and simultaneously listened along with my spotify membership. It was easy to get immersed into this universe. I liked how there was a mix of present, past, and future AND first and third person- I’m telling y’all very different and yet it worked well for the most part. There were a few times I had to reread to make sure I understood who the narrator was embodying. I finished maybe an hour ago and am still digesting. I share the frustration with Sam and Sadie. On one side would’ve loved if they at least had an intimate experience but on the other side I wanted them to be both single and leave other characters alone with their bad communication skills and annoying behaviors. I am disheartened with how things went with Marx’s character. I liked the representation of disabilities, chronic pain, asian characters. However I wish this book included trigger warnings. I feel a bit overwhelmed and overexposed to the asian discrimination and gun violence the characters experienced. Too vulnerable for us bipoc. I am one who loves happy endings and this was as a whole bittersweet. I adored the link to the meeting up in the station and the ending - so sweet! I think that’s all for now. Give it a try.

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Chronic illness, Death, Gun violence, Hate crime, Homophobia, Racial slurs, Racism, Violence, Xenophobia, and Grief

Minor: Drug use, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexism, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Vomit, Abortion, Death of parent, Pregnancy, Gaslighting, and Toxic friendship

as much as sadie claimed sam was a bad person, who sleeps with someone in a relationship (dov and then again marx) and one of those people is your best friend’s friend? like girl. I absolutely agree with sam that them being in a relationship which so shady they “hid” it like marx you really tainted yourself, but alas, it did skew sadie being favored. which arguably was intentional seeing how she got her way with dov and got his code and mentorship.

rsagarin's review against another edition

adventurous dark emotional funny hopeful inspiring reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? A mix
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? No

5.0

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Cursing, Death, Gun violence, Sexism, Toxic relationship, Blood, Medical content, Medical trauma, Car accident, Death of parent, Pregnancy, Injury/Injury detail, and Classism

Moderate: Ableism, Cancer, Domestic abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Fatphobia, Hate crime, Homophobia, Infidelity, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Racism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Terminal illness, Violence, Vomit, Antisemitism, Grief, Medical trauma, Abortion, Murder, Cultural appropriation, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment

issy_jacob's review against another edition

emotional hopeful informative lighthearted reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? A mix
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Chronic illness, Death, Gun violence, Hate crime, Sexual content, Grief, Car accident, Death of parent, and Murder

Moderate: Emotional abuse and Suicide

Minor: Suicidal thoughts