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She Who Became the Sun by Shelley Parker-Chan

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vaguely_pink's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25


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kshertz's review against another edition

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challenging inspiring slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.0

This book has excellent reviews, leading me to believe this is a me problem. I love historical fiction with lgbtqia+characters. But somewhere along the way I started getting confused about the characters and the genders. It led to me not really being invested in the outcome and skimming a lot of the book. I think a lot went over my head too. It’s a strong story with lots of layers, maybe just not for a casual reader. 

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mnkeemagick's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional informative reflective sad fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

What a cool read. A dark reimagining of the birth of an empire, holding no punches as it informs along the way. 

There's a substantial amount of cultural and historical information, the harsh realities represented beautifully and without pause, with just enough fantastical elements to make it shine the brighter. Can't wait to check out the next one. 

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splendidmusings's review against another edition

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adventurous slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0


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fabichirinos's review against another edition

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adventurous dark tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.0


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augustar14's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional sad tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

This book had been on my tbr list for a while before I read it. While I had high hopes for it, it ultimately didn't live up to them.
It's difficult for a book this long not to feel slow paced. There was plenty of action that got me through, but it still overall felt a little slow.
I also struggle with the main character and her actions/choices at times. I understand her motivations and that her situation is complex, difficult, and influenced by significantly different cultural beliefs. And, at the same time, it is painful to see her grow into the person she becomes. The parallels with the eunuch general are fascinating, and I do plan to at least try to read to sequel to see where that thread goes. His story and decisions are painful to follow, though, too. Overall, it is a difficult read, one that offers little reward for the suffering and pain it puts the reader through. It is not a happily ever after story.

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mirandyli's review against another edition

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adventurous informative reflective slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.75

I became interested in reading this book after reading a review describing it as a mix between Mulan and The Song of Achilles. Boy did it live up to that. It's slow at times, but still a good read.

This book is a beautifully written historical fantasy that puts a twist on traditional gender roles and sexuality. Zhu Chongba was an actual Chinese emporer who was really married to Ma Xiuying. This book puts a spin on this, where Zhu Chongba is actually his sister pretending to be him, after she stole his identity as a child after he died. She almost gets caught a bunch of times, but her determination to reach her destiny overcomes.

Also, do you want to read about the disgusting bathing, pissing, and shitting habits of ancient Chinese monks? If not, skip the first quarter of the book. The book transports you to ancient China and spares no detail.

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eloisedoesread's review against another edition

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adventurous dark tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.5

Certainly epic, just not quite for me? Round 70% suddenly went very dark.

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thewitchwhoisabook's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0


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rbeccamaec's review against another edition

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adventurous dark inspiring medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.5

Although it took me a little longer to get through than some of my other recent reads, I really did end up loving this. If I could give it 4.5 stars, I would. 

The only reason I wouldn't rate it 5 stars is just because there was something missing from this that made me want to tear through it. I only found myself able to digest 30-40 pages at a time (50 on a good day). There were some pretty stark contrasts between faster paced and slower paced scenes, which wouldn't necessarily be a bad thing if the slower scenes didn't drag a little. I think I would have been able to read this a lot quicker had the pacing throughout the book been consistent with the pacing in Part One. That being said, Parker-Chan's writing is on the whole concise but evocative. 

But pacing issues aside, I absolutely love the characterisation - Zhu is an example of a well-written morally ambigious protagonist. Her character development isn't driven by a gratuitous or shallow desire for glory and power; her desire is meaningful and rooted in suffering. She refuses to be nothing, and assumes the identity of another to instead claim their fate - the fate that the original Zhu Chongba had "given up". It's a story of sheer willpower and suffering; of sacrificing one's morals in the pursuit of greatness and in the defiance of destiny. And in spite of Zhu's more questionable or downright reprehensible actions, I find myself rooting for her. 

I absolutely loved the exploration of gender identity and sexuality. Parker-Chan's exploration of gender in particular was suitably nuanced and far from two-dimensional. Although Zhu privately declares herself as a woman, she struggles to reconcile her masculinity and femininity, having to navigate the minefield of gender performance in a patriarchal society. She rejects and hides her feminine traits out of fear of the implications that femininity carries in terms of her potential for power, authority, and greatness. In the same way that Madam Zhang, the true power behind the Zhang family - operates behind the facade of her husband, Zhu can only achieve greatness by assuming the identity of a man, to whom autonomy and authority are freely granted. 

But she ultimately eschews her brother's identity which she wore as a disguise from Heaven and a means of claiming greatness: "I've been reborn as myself." And while we can assume she continues to present as a man, her inner conflict subsides as she embraces her newfound identity. In many ways, Zhu can be considered genderfluid. Through her relationship with Ma Xiuying, she finds a way to reclaim and embrace her femininity, to exist authentically in her body rather than at odds with it (if only with Ma). As complicated as their relationship becomes at the end of the book, I hope Parker-Chan continues to develop it in the sequel (and makes it a little less one-sided; I'd love to see Ma's character fleshed out a little more, especially with her difficult choice to remain at Zhu's side despite murdering the Prince of Radiance).

General Ouyang's story parallels Zhu's in many ways, and early on they are established as 'twin flames' (of a sort). Ouyang similarly struggles with his gender identity and is a victim of the patriarchy. However, unlike Zhu who is disguising herself, Ouyang struggles with the shame of being a eunuch and not conforming to his gender. His self-hatred manifests in a loathing for women, as their acceptance and perception of him as 'not a man' only serves to remind him of the trauma and shame he has suffered at the hand of Chaghan Temur and the Mongols. Moreover, he struggles with a repressed love for Esen, which brings with it further confusion over his gender identity (when Esen likens Ouyang's appearance to that of a woman, he feels it's the ultimate betrayal) and makes his revenge all the more devastating. Ouyang serves as a foil to Zhu, as while she rejects her Heaven-mandated fate, he leans into his, believing it to be a path of revenge.

There's so much more I could explore, but all-in-all, She Who Became the Sun is striking, tragic, and masterfully written.

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