janbee's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Moderate: Sexual assault, Death, Adult/minor relationship, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Bullying, Pedophilia, and Sexual content
kiddocut's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.25
It’s one of the most challenging and upsetting things I’ve ever listened to and if you skip bits I don’t blame you-I had to skip some final chapters to “finish” this book. <specifically those associated with assisted suicide>
I think it takes great skill to write about this subject matter in a humanizing light without excusing the actions of the MC’s son.
The point of the book is seeing her do everything she thinks she can to save her son from his own urges-even denying the truth or hoping it’s a mistake…and how that rips her family apart. And yeah the MC does stupid and dangerously risky things to do that-but I can’t help but understand how hard it must be with the association of someone like her son.
I think this book does a good job with the ripples of victimhood that the actions of the MC’s son actually does. That it affects every family member and how it affects them. And I think we forget that aspect of these kinds of crimes.
If you can stomach it, (again, it’s not for the faint of heart) the change of perspective is interesting in and of itself.
And as much as I like that, I do wish there was like a blurb or something about the research in this book-especially when it comes to the profiling efforts. It’s well researched but i still felt left hanging.
Graphic: Child abuse, Sexual content, Suicide, Self harm, Medical trauma, Emotional abuse, Chronic illness, Sexual violence, Stalking, Vomit, Suicidal thoughts, Sexual assault, Sexual harassment, Physical abuse, Suicide attempt, Pedophilia, Medical content, Gaslighting, Mental illness, Incest, Bullying, Blood, and Adult/minor relationship
Don’t go into this thinking there is a twist like I did-I was mislead by a friend suggestion, there *is* a slight one, but it’s so minuscule and misleading that it’s a pseudo twist that has no affect on the MC or her son.snapeygan's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Pedophilia, Child abuse, Sexual violence, Suicide attempt, and Bullying
Moderate: Abandonment, Adult/minor relationship, and Vomit
Minor: Animal cruelty
fkshg8465's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Chronic illness, Death, Mental illness, Rape, Self harm, Suicide, Bullying, Grief, Medical trauma, Pedophilia, Sexual assault, and Suicidal thoughts
kelseyyreadssbooks's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Death, Rape, Sexual assault, Suicide, Adult/minor relationship, Incest, Mental illness, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Sexual violence, Suicide attempt, and Vomit
smixter88's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Disgust ✔️
Saddness ✔️
Happiness ❌️ *because it doesn't exist here*
Rage ✔️
Empathy for certain people ✔️
Hatred ✔️
Love ❌️ *again didn't exist*
Depressed ✔️
See the pattern?
You see this book from the mothers perspective, and her literally trying to save her son, only to realize...
I hated and I do mean hated the ending for many reasons. Again, I don't think I was ever meant to like it. I'm honestly confused as to why this book exists. And why the f*ck did I not read what it was about? I would have NEVER read this book. I'll learn my lesson eventually.
Graphic: Death, Grief, Mental illness, Pedophilia, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Adult/minor relationship, Child death, Drug use, Vomit, Emotional abuse, Self harm, and Sexual assault
sandyanger's review against another edition
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Child death, Grief, Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Death, Bullying, and Pedophilia
ainrosle's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
There is NO WAY, just absolutely ZERO chances you can get through this book WITHOUT crying. It is dark, emotional, and deep. I don't think I can ever move on from this book.
There's also something SO amazing about her writing I can connect with emotionally and she writes with such great empathy. The story, the message and the characters are so well ingrained in my brain and it all felt so raw... and real. This book is a masterpiece. I'm pissed that I don't see that many people talk about it. This is the type of book that should be sold on shelves, in everyone homes.
Beautiful piece of work. Lucinda berry did it again.
Graphic: Suicide, Suicide attempt, Grief, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Adult/minor relationship, and Self harm
morgansb's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Sexual harassment, Physical abuse, Bullying, Forced institutionalization, Death, Confinement, Child abuse, Adult/minor relationship, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Injury/Injury detail, Grief, Blood, and Alcoholism
Heavy trigger warnings on this one, features lots of themes about harm and exploitation of minors.