ceplunk's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Trafficking, Sexual content, Emotional abuse, Slavery, Rape, Sexual violence, Sexual assault, Forced institutionalization, Gaslighting, Confinement, Abandonment, Suicide attempt, and Suicide
maithewriter's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Still, it was an engaging and gripping read, though I'll admit not the type of book I would read if I weren't duped by its marketing, lol. There's a lot of uncomfortable slavefic stuff, and it's hard to empathize with the two main characters at first because they fit right into the slavefic tropes: trillionaire guy meets naive and poor but cute guy and lots of BDSM stuff. I seriously thought of not finishing the book because of the graphic descriptions of sexual assault and even rape in the first-person POV (and it felt like it won't veer away from those), but I'm glad I slugged it out because the latter part of the book was no longer about sex. It explored consent, trauma, and healing -- the last part of which was my favorite because Elisha's healing process was extremely visceral and raw. It made me think about my own boundaries and made me re-assess how I view love and dependency.
Honestly, there's a lot to unpack in this book (capitalism, rich vs. poor, slavery), but the sole focus on two characters and the use of their POVs limit one's capacity to explore the depths of each ideology touched on here. Aside from Elisha and Alex, the other characters didn't feel all that compelling. It also didn't help that it felt like a half-assed worldbuilding -- the setting was a very near dystopian future that trod the line of possible reality but also required a lot of suspension of disbelief. One of my main questions was, how could people just accept this kind of debt resolution system? It seemed so far-fetched, but we were supposed to just gobble it up without any explanation of how the world came to be that way. Even the supposedly leftist group was treated so antagonistically that it felt like we were supposed to side with the wealthy people (and Alex's character arc further proved that).
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As for the ending, there was no other way to describe it but romantic and fairy tale-like. Alex and Elisha kind of work things out, which the romantic and escapist in me liked (love conquers all!), but I understand would feel really fucked up for sexual assault victims. It was an acceptable ending for me though, given their character arcs of how Elisha healed and Alex changed for the better. It also felt full circle, because it was ultimately Elisha's choice to be with Alex -- and this is a book that weighs heavily on consent and choice, right? I was happy about it, but I don't condone it in real life because it honestly felt unrealistic.I'm giving this a high rating because I thoroughly enjoyed the story and made me think deeply about certain concepts. But please take my review with a grain of salt -- this is coming from someone who's never had to suffer the trauma and indignity that this book explored. This is definitely not everyone's cup of tea -- it's got a lot of trigger warnings so please beware before picking up this book.
Graphic: Gaslighting, Emotional abuse, Rape, Torture, Violence, Toxic relationship, Sexual violence, Sexual harassment, Sexual assault, Physical abuse, Suicide, Sexual content, Self harm, and Mental illness
Moderate: Slavery
Minor: Racism
sorbeth's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.0
Graphic: Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Rape, Emotional abuse, and Domestic abuse
Moderate: Confinement, Forced institutionalization, and Suicide
lamegod's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.25
Graphic: Slavery, Sexual content, Physical abuse, Confinement, Trafficking, Sexual violence, Emotional abuse, Rape, Classism, Domestic abuse, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Torture, Gaslighting, Suicide attempt, Drug use, and Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Suicide, Blood, Grief, Medical trauma, Chronic illness, Drug use, Alcohol, Forced institutionalization, Cursing, Death of parent, Toxic friendship, and Medical content
instalovewithbooks's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Alex and Elisha are both fucked up. I was rooting for Elisha for the first half or so, until I saw him changing and then become who he was by the end. With Alex, I was glad we had a POV for him, but my GOD did I hate him. Even when things were starting to come together and be got out of his rich ass ideals, I still hated him. This entire book is 1000x fucked up, but yet I couldn't stop reading it. Couldn't stop thinking about it. Needed to finish this story but at the same time didn't want too.
Honestly, I am glad I read this. I would advise to look at the TW's from this author, because they are LOTS and it's not a easy read. Honestly, how it was promoted and how people talked about it? It isn't what they were saying, but you need to read it to understand.
Graphic: Violence, Sexual harassment, Sexual assault, Toxic relationship, Torture, Slavery, Gaslighting, Emotional abuse, Rape, Trafficking, Toxic friendship, Sexual violence, Sexual content, and Physical abuse
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Self harm, Mental illness, Grief, Vomit, Suicide attempt, and Panic attacks/disorders
ashlikes's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
2.75
Graphic: Trafficking, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Suicide, Slavery, Self harm, Grief, Sexual assault, Sexual harassment, Domestic abuse, Cursing, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Sexual violence, Sexual content, Rape, Physical abuse, Confinement, Medical content, Toxic relationship, Torture, Medical trauma, and Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Forced institutionalization
Minor: Addiction, Death of parent, and Drug abuse
somehowbrujoreads's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
4.0
Graphic: Rape and Sexual assault
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Suicide attempt
literarycavy's review
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Rape, Sexual violence, Slavery, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Toxic relationship, and Confinement
Moderate: Chronic illness, Dementia, Drug use, and Forced institutionalization
Minor: Grief, Panic attacks/disorders, and Physical abuse
edunbar87's review
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.25
Graphic: Confinement, Emotional abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, and Toxic relationship
Moderate: Suicide attempt, Suicide, Suicidal thoughts, Slavery, Sexual violence, Medical trauma, and Emotional abuse
bimeariver's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? N/A
4.75
Graphic: Rape, Sexual content, and Slavery
Moderate: Drug use, Medical content, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt, Blood, Suicidal thoughts, Vomit, Toxic relationship, Grief, Forced institutionalization, Confinement, and Alcohol
Minor: Suicide