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The D�j� Vu: Black Dreams & Black Time by Gabrielle Civil

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adventurous challenging emotional funny hopeful informative reflective fast-paced

4.5

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5.0

”I was trying to be re-membered,” Civil writes in a tale merging a medical crisis with the artistic wonder of a trip to Paris, juxtaposing loneliness and love.

This book is captivating. The theme of black feminist time pulled me into a journey where I could rarely guess the destination and thus was forced to be present within Civil’s words. Her multigenre strategy brought me to first time I read Claudia Rankine’s Citizen, with a side of Roxanne Gay. But you have to take Civil on her own terms.

Grounded in place and spiral time Civil considers art, creativity, dreaming. (”If we are out of touch with our own capacity to dream, we are limited in our capacity to act.” Amen!) She pulls from work as a performance artist, poet, and professor, threading images and poems throughout and experimenting with modes of prose. It’s a non-linear journey full of refrains.

Civil is unapologetically herself, not polished for the reader’s comfort. A paragraph is presented and then re-written, annotated, breaking the fourth wall. A raw conversational stream of consciousness turns out to address a tarot reader, to my delight. We experience Civil’s art but also its context: messy, sacred, and mundane. “What can it mean to open into something different, the possibility of being something different somewhere else, in something else, especially if it’s hard?”

I struggle to read about art, but less here. I was struck by Civil’s story of writing, then withdrawing an introduction to an “unapologetically black, female, and working class” poetry book with an f-slur in the title. Civil grapples meaningfully here with language / identity / culture / risk / art. I deeply felt the self-consciousness of the reviewer her story of the experience and the love in her direct words to Wanda Coleman. If our culture held nuance, could we celebrate this Black poet’s genius AND hold queer pain? Writing this review, I grappled with whether to type That Word as a nonbinary person who finds it affirming in specific contexts. What do we write down? What do we edit out? It’s messy. It’s supposed to be.

(ARC provided by NetGalley.)
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