Reviews with content warning for Schizophrenia/Psychosis - My Darling Dreadful Thing

My husband is Indo, so I was initially very excited to see a queer Indo character in a horror novel! Unfortunately, that excitement waned with every passing chapter.

I wanted to like Agnes. I wanted my husband to feel seen in Agnes, but alas, she was written by a white woman who pats herself on the back for portraying Indo culture in a very othering and orientalist way. Sometimes it felt like the only reason Agnes was Indo was to make Roos look better for not being racist. Or to give Roos something new and "exotic" to react to (the scene where she cries over sambal comes to mind. Or the fact that they only ever eat spekkoek and kroepoek). Or so Roos could make a fetishistic observation about her skin or the texture of her pubes (barf).

There were so many little things about Agnes that I wish had been expanded on, like her past as a pianist or her time with her mother. Instead, the author focused on things that really would have been better handled in an Own Voices story.

Outside of Agnes, I found this book to be boring and unintentionally funny. By the end, every new horrific plot twist just made the whole scenario funnier to me. It's a gothic horror, of course we need to play trauma Bingo while a ghost throws around plaster saints, but it all just became a bit silly and over the top. We had back to back plot twists of

Agnes' abusive marriage (who could have seen that coming??), the forced drugging, racism fueled incest, all culminating in Wilhemijn's rotting corpse on the lawn! What's a little crushed glass on top of that?

My immersion had been erroding for a long time by this point, but there was a bit where Roos is explaining her connections to one of the statues and actually says, outloud, "my name means rose in Dutch." The issue with that is, even though the book is written in English, it's established early on that Roos only speaks Dutch. So she is speaking Dutch with another Dutch person when she says it! Roos betekent Roos in het Nederlands?? You don't say!

By the time the epilogue hit, I was already over it all, but needed to see how it ended. I was not disappointed.

Roos gets off on murder charges because she is simply too small and weak to have killed anyone and it turns out powdered glass can't kill a person. The end. And even though they think she's psychotic and her face has been all over the newspapers, they just let her walk away. She forms a new life where she desperately waits to be able to fetishize Agnes again, who will have her whole self stripped away except for her love for Roos.

What a happy ending for the white girl!

Giving this one star because my husband and I will be laughing about soft Indo pubes and Roos meaning Roos for a very long time. I also really liked Peter and Ruth and their relationships with their living people.

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melodyseestrees's review against another edition

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dark emotional mysterious medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? It's complicated
Loveable characters? Yes
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

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kay_chan's review against another edition

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dark mysterious reflective medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? No
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

Spook and creep vibes had me hooked, but plot ultimately flopped by the end 😮‍💨

LOVED the premise, characters and setting were interesting, if a bit shallow.

The POV switch off was what threw me off the most. Having the FMC become an omnipresent "future" narrator was not the shift the story called for. Distanced me too much to feel the creep because I knew it all worked out because she started narrating her story instead of letting it unfold.

The only ick I had was that I was never truly sure how old Roos was during her abuse and then her being "sold" to Agnes. Also, their "relationship" gave me weird vibes in general because of the odd power dynamics and Roos being so blatantly *ignorant* of being a victim most of her life. Agnes' savior complex hit me the wrong way, which i guess was also the point in comparing it to "Turn of the Screw".

Childhood innocence vs intentions

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zgreyz's review

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dark medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Loveable characters? It's complicated

3.75

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caidyn's review

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dark tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Strong character development? It's complicated
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

A good book! Creepy at times and definitely tense with wanting to know what happened.

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aparker89's review

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dark emotional sad tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? Yes
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

Wow! I just could not put this one down! I spent an entire day devouring this book and I imagine many others will too! I liked it so much- I plan on purchasing a hard copy in addition to the ebook!
Absolutely fantastic writing!

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