avhxqz's review against another edition
dark
emotional
sad
tense
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
1.0
★ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆
THIS BOOK CONTAINS ::
- Graphic descriptions of abuse
- Discussion of suicide and depression
Where do I even start? I have so much but also so little to say about this book. So firstly , i decided to read this book because of my friend , she really enjoyed it and i was like why not? Maybe I could possibly relate , and its so short and written in the form of letters isn’t that freaking cool? And I really deeply regret it. (Not my friends fault ofcc) All I got was pages and pages of descriptions of the father beating the mother and Ellie. I wanted a book about suicide , about regretting suicide , not abuse , i wanted Ellie not her mom , I wanted to know her not her mom. (Theres nothing wrong withe bringing awareness to abuse , but this just wasnt it.) It was so hard to read and made me feel so uneasy. And you might be like Ash didnt you get a trigger warning at the start of this book you should’ve expected it right? I did but it was just.. so fucking unnecessary. I didn’t connect with Ellie , why? Cause all i read was her getting beaten. I wish i really got to know her. All i know about her is that she… likes writing? I dont know her personality at all. Lets talk about the romance for just a second alright? Woah spoiler alert (not really cause its obvious asf) Ellie and August are inlove. It was so unnecessary and contributed nothing expect for making me cringe. Instead of getting to know August we just got cringe romantic scenes and you know its bad when the author has to keep mentioning that Ellie loves writing and August loves art cause thats all there is to them. Also Ellie is just. Fucking. Annoying. She decides shes gonna throw a 6 year friendship down the drain cause August doesn’t stand up for her.. once? A single time. To sum it up , if you like to read descriptions and descriptions of abuse , cringey romance scenes and undeveloped characters this one is for you ! <3
THIS BOOK CONTAINS ::
- Graphic descriptions of abuse
- Discussion of suicide and depression
Where do I even start? I have so much but also so little to say about this book. So firstly , i decided to read this book because of my friend , she really enjoyed it and i was like why not? Maybe I could possibly relate , and its so short and written in the form of letters isn’t that freaking cool? And I really deeply regret it. (Not my friends fault ofcc) All I got was pages and pages of descriptions of the father beating the mother and Ellie. I wanted a book about suicide , about regretting suicide , not abuse , i wanted Ellie not her mom , I wanted to know her not her mom. (Theres nothing wrong withe bringing awareness to abuse , but this just wasnt it.) It was so hard to read and made me feel so uneasy. And you might be like Ash didnt you get a trigger warning at the start of this book you should’ve expected it right? I did but it was just.. so fucking unnecessary. I didn’t connect with Ellie , why? Cause all i read was her getting beaten. I wish i really got to know her. All i know about her is that she… likes writing? I dont know her personality at all. Lets talk about the romance for just a second alright? Woah spoiler alert (not really cause its obvious asf) Ellie and August are inlove. It was so unnecessary and contributed nothing expect for making me cringe. Instead of getting to know August we just got cringe romantic scenes and you know its bad when the author has to keep mentioning that Ellie loves writing and August loves art cause thats all there is to them. Also Ellie is just. Fucking. Annoying. She decides shes gonna throw a 6 year friendship down the drain cause August doesn’t stand up for her.. once? A single time. To sum it up , if you like to read descriptions and descriptions of abuse , cringey romance scenes and undeveloped characters this one is for you ! <3
Content Warnings
Graphic: Domestic abuse
Moderate: Suicide, Suicide attempt, and Suicidal thoughts
yoonie215's review against another edition
dark
emotional
sad
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.75
A little hard to read given it hits a little close. I think while the out of body experience is an interesting way to navigate the concept of suicide, it, in a way cushions the reality of it. Then again it is fiction.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Suicide and Domestic abuse
sassyshark's review against another edition
emotional
hopeful
reflective
sad
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Content Warnings
Graphic: Alcohol, Child abuse, Fire/Fire injury, Mental illness, Violence, Child death, Death, Suicide, Abandonment, Addiction, Domestic abuse, Grief, Alcoholism, Blood, Drug abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, and Suicidal thoughts
kits_little_library's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
This book is one of those tragically beautiful and painful stories that will sit with you long after you closed the book.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Child abuse, and Child death
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts and Suicide
alyssaarch's review against another edition
dark
emotional
reflective
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Content Warnings
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Child abuse, Child death, Physical abuse, and Death
mackwizowski's review against another edition
dark
emotional
hopeful
reflective
sad
tense
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Alcoholism, Suicidal thoughts, Self harm, Physical abuse, Mental illness, Emotional abuse, Death, Child abuse, Bullying, Grief, Domestic abuse, Confinement, Child death, Blood, Violence, and Suicide
julienicole1106's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
reflective
sad
tense
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Content Warnings
Graphic: Alcohol, Alcoholism, Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Physical abuse, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Toxic relationship
lenareads75's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
hopeful
reflective
sad
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
This book...
I don't I'll ever forget what it made me feel. If your thinking about reading it check for the TW.
I don't know how to review this one without crying again.
Ok, this book is everything you expected it to be since reading the synopsis. But at the same time it is more than that. It is a love letter to life and death, but mostly, to hope. I find difficult to read some parts because it hit to close to home, but I knew what I was getting myself into so I just stopped for a moment to breath. But, I want to remark the importance of this book. This is not a happy ending but a real one. It's sad and hard to accept but that's how life is to some people. I really appreciate how this book shows the struggle and the rawness of it. This are topics we don't like to discuss about but that we need to.
Ellie is a very raw and realistic character, she truly shows all the emotions that she went through in her life. From innocent ones to the tough ones. I find myself in some parts of her and her story, so she'll always be a part of me. August is another lovable character, and it was hard seeing how affected he was. Ellie's mom gives me some troubled feelings. I understand a 100% her actions, but at the same time, Ellie was right at resented her a little. They, as many incredible women, men, and children out there, deserved so much better. But sometimes, we found ourselves in a very dark place to where escape feels like an impossible dream, and enduring is the only way forward.
To finish, I just wanted to remind you that if you are hurting, please, please, ask for help. There'll always be a hand reaching out to you. Please, don't give up. I know how hard it can be, but please, keep fighting.
I don't I'll ever forget what it made me feel. If your thinking about reading it check for the TW.
I don't know how to review this one without crying again.
Ok, this book is everything you expected it to be since reading the synopsis. But at the same time it is more than that. It is a love letter to life and death, but mostly, to hope. I find difficult to read some parts because it hit to close to home, but I knew what I was getting myself into so I just stopped for a moment to breath. But, I want to remark the importance of this book. This is not a happy ending but a real one. It's sad and hard to accept but that's how life is to some people. I really appreciate how this book shows the struggle and the rawness of it. This are topics we don't like to discuss about but that we need to.
Ellie is a very raw and realistic character, she truly shows all the emotions that she went through in her life. From innocent ones to the tough ones. I find myself in some parts of her and her story, so she'll always be a part of me. August is another lovable character, and it was hard seeing how affected he was. Ellie's mom gives me some troubled feelings. I understand a 100% her actions, but at the same time, Ellie was right at resented her a little. They, as many incredible women, men, and children out there, deserved so much better. But sometimes, we found ourselves in a very dark place to where escape feels like an impossible dream, and enduring is the only way forward.
To finish, I just wanted to remind you that if you are hurting, please, please, ask for help. There'll always be a hand reaching out to you. Please, don't give up. I know how hard it can be, but please, keep fighting.
Content Warnings
Moderate: Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Suicidal thoughts, and Suicide
thesaltiestlibrarian's review against another edition
dark
emotional
sad
tense
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Thanks to Edelweiss for the ARC. The opinions expressed herein are mine alone and may not reflect the views of the author, publisher, or distributor.
CONTENT WARNING
Graphic domestic abuse, suicidal thoughts, suicide, teen drinking, attempted suicide
A BREATH TOO LATE is one of the most brutal books I've read this year. We follow Ellie after she has taken her own life. She watches the people she loved most deal with the fallout, and we get the backstory as she fights to remember why she should have stayed. Why she should have continued to fight.
She and her mother escaped Ellie's abusive father when she was very young, and eventually, as it sadly happens in life, he finds them. He wedges himself into their lives. He puts on sad puppy eyes and bites when they least expect it. Things ramp up as Ellie gets older, and when she's a senior in high school and about to apply to college out of state, her father takes things to a brutal new level.
The next day, Ellie kills herself.
The book starts there, working its way back and forth in time. We get to see her with her childhood best friend, an aspiring artist named August. They play and create and run around, and Ellie keeps the abuse hidden from him until that night their senior year. August was a total sweetheart and never gave up on Ellie, even when he could have easily walked away whenever she clammed up. Ellie herself came across as a convincing victim of abuse, as did her mother, and her father was a convincing abuser.
The thing I found hard to swallow was the dialogue in some places. When they talked sometimes, August and Ellie didn't really sound like teenagers. They didn't reach John Green levels of pedantic diatribe, but they didn't sound entirely realistic either.
Ultimately, the story of abuse and suicide is commonplace (to my dismay) and anyone who's triggered by either domestic abuse or suicide and depression needs to consider reading something else. A BREATH TOO LATE reads like SPEAK and anything by Ellen Hopkins had a lovechild. I found myself greatly frustrated with Ellie's decision to end her life, but mostly because I struggle with suicidal thoughts myself. The fallout here is devastating--real and heartbreaking and just brutal. The biggest thing I wish we had here is a spark of hope at the end of the book. I left the last page feeling completely deflated and floating away on a wind of despair.
Readers need to be careful going in. Keep that in mind if you decide to give this book a chance.
IF YOU NEED HELP, PLEASE REACH OUT. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is there to listen and to help you out of that darkness.
In the US, the number is 1-800-273-8255, or text HOME to 741741.
In Canada, the number is 7-833-456-4566, or send a text to 45645.
In the UK, the number is 0800 689 5652, or send a text to 85258.
Si usted es un hablante español, llame al número 1-888-628-9454.
Stay. For the Future You we have yet to see, stay. You are loved. Stay.
CONTENT WARNING
Graphic domestic abuse, suicidal thoughts, suicide, teen drinking, attempted suicide
A BREATH TOO LATE is one of the most brutal books I've read this year. We follow Ellie after she has taken her own life. She watches the people she loved most deal with the fallout, and we get the backstory as she fights to remember why she should have stayed. Why she should have continued to fight.
She and her mother escaped Ellie's abusive father when she was very young, and eventually, as it sadly happens in life, he finds them. He wedges himself into their lives. He puts on sad puppy eyes and bites when they least expect it. Things ramp up as Ellie gets older, and when she's a senior in high school and about to apply to college out of state, her father takes things to a brutal new level.
The next day, Ellie kills herself.
The book starts there, working its way back and forth in time. We get to see her with her childhood best friend, an aspiring artist named August. They play and create and run around, and Ellie keeps the abuse hidden from him until that night their senior year. August was a total sweetheart and never gave up on Ellie, even when he could have easily walked away whenever she clammed up. Ellie herself came across as a convincing victim of abuse, as did her mother, and her father was a convincing abuser.
The thing I found hard to swallow was the dialogue in some places. When they talked sometimes, August and Ellie didn't really sound like teenagers. They didn't reach John Green levels of pedantic diatribe, but they didn't sound entirely realistic either.
Ultimately, the story of abuse and suicide is commonplace (to my dismay) and anyone who's triggered by either domestic abuse or suicide and depression needs to consider reading something else. A BREATH TOO LATE reads like SPEAK and anything by Ellen Hopkins had a lovechild. I found myself greatly frustrated with Ellie's decision to end her life, but mostly because I struggle with suicidal thoughts myself. The fallout here is devastating--real and heartbreaking and just brutal. The biggest thing I wish we had here is a spark of hope at the end of the book. I left the last page feeling completely deflated and floating away on a wind of despair.
Readers need to be careful going in. Keep that in mind if you decide to give this book a chance.
IF YOU NEED HELP, PLEASE REACH OUT. The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is there to listen and to help you out of that darkness.
In the US, the number is 1-800-273-8255, or text HOME to 741741.
In Canada, the number is 7-833-456-4566, or send a text to 45645.
In the UK, the number is 0800 689 5652, or send a text to 85258.
Si usted es un hablante español, llame al número 1-888-628-9454.
Stay. For the Future You we have yet to see, stay. You are loved. Stay.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt, Toxic relationship, Violence, Child abuse, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Grief, Physical abuse, and Stalking
Moderate: Alcoholism, Body shaming, and Bullying
Minor: Vomit, Sexual content, and Suicide
sellachel's review against another edition
emotional
hopeful
reflective
sad
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Domestic abuse
Moderate: Suicide
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