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cluckieduck's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
I loved how the story overlapped with some of the timeline in Role Model, especially surrounding a particular incident.
This go-round is very Ilya-centric and he does a lot of the heavy lifting plot-wise. A lot of the reviews shit on Shane, and yeah, he was a bit oblivious, but stress manifests differently in every one. Shane very obviously exhibited signs of disordered eating, but it was only brought up in a joking manner with an eye-roll at his expense. He also, IMO, showed signs of dissociation. Neither of these were really dealt/written about beyond the surface. Perhaps if he was given as much depth as Ilya was, maybe he could have been a bit more sympathetic of a character.
Before Ilya sought out his therapy, Shane directly asked him if he was ok, and that he would be there for him whether Ilya wanted to talk to him or not. Being in a relationship is hard enough (not even counting the fact that it's a secret one), but being in a relationship with a depressed partner presents it's own challenges. Especially when said partner keeps trying to push you away because they don't think they're good enough and deserving of happiness.
On a lighter note, there were so many cute moments in this one - I mean...Uncle Ilya & painting nails!?! Major swoon. And their talks about a future with children?? I just can't. I feel greedy in saying this, but I think they need another book (at least a novella) without any angst where they can just be settled, grounded, and happy in their relationship.
I have an idea about who the next book will be about (perhaps a certain Centaur rookie), so I look forward to seeing more of our past couples pop up in the future!
Graphic: Cursing, Homophobia, Mental illness, Sexual content, and Outing
Moderate: Eating disorder, Suicidal thoughts, Grief, Alcohol, and Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Suicide and Death of parent
fraise's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Eating disorder, Mental illness, Sexual content, and Outing
Moderate: Homophobia, Suicidal thoughts, Death of parent, and Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Drug use, Suicide, and Alcohol
marysbookinit's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Homophobia, Mental illness, and Sexual content
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts
Minor: Death of parent
prarthana_praveen's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
Graphic: Homophobia, Mental illness, and Outing
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts and Death of parent
mspecht's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
I cried, I laughed until I cried, I pterodactyl screeched, I threw the book across the couch many times.
There’s a line in HR where Ilya wants to smash burning campfire embers into his eyes bc he just feels too much when he looks at Shane and that’s how I felt reading this, which is my favorite kind of story.
I would fight the entire NHL with my bare hands for the Centaurs and Shane and especially precious angel baby Ilya 😤
Also the trophy room scene will be living in my head rent-free until the day I die BYYYEEEE
Graphic: Homophobia, Mental illness, Sexual content, and Outing
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Death of parent
Minor: Eating disorder
calcifowl's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Graphic: Homophobia, Mental illness, and Outing
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Death of parent
tabear's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.75
Graphic: Biphobia, Bullying, Cursing, Homophobia, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual content, Grief, and Outing
Moderate: Child abuse, Suicidal thoughts, Transphobia, Death of parent, and Alcohol
readingtotravel's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Homophobia and Outing
Moderate: Mental illness and Death of parent
Minor: Suicidal thoughts
bookedinsideout's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
1.5
That’s how I felt after reading the last book, Role Model, but pretty much the opposite after reading this. I’m really upset
I think if I had been more aware of content warnings it might have helped, or if I hadn’t read it at a particularly low period, but there was just so much heavy in this book. The disordered eating and shaming of other people (with no real resolution or countering of it); the homomisia; the depression that was being treated by a therapist but then kind of left off; the
I didn’t mind the pacing in the beginning, but everything happened really quickly at the end and I’m sure a few of the many (many) sex scenes could have been cut to make room for a more rounded and satisfying conclusion. (I’m not usually one to complain about that, but there were a lot, especially noticeable when they’re not doing a lot of communicating outside of that and developing their relationships in other ways.) I can definitely see how there were parts of the book that others will focus on and love, but unfortunately I could only focus on the parts that dragged me down.
Graphic: Eating disorder, Homophobia, Mental illness, and Outing
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts and Death of parent
Minor: Suicide
anil's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.75
We start before the beginning of Role Model, run parallel to Role Model for a lot of this book (and boy does reading the plane crash from ilyas pov hurt) and then go until several months later. If I thought I knew what was going on with Ilya during that book: no I did not.
Mostly this is a book about Ilya Rozanov dealing with depression. This makes him significantly less fun to read than we've been used to. Please do not read that as a criticism, I honestly think this makes it even more interesting that Role Model is some of the most fun we've ever seen Ilya be. I'm not just told Ilya tries to hide his issues and fools most people *he fooled me*.
But unfortunately he's dealing with depression by just not doing a lot. Things keep happening and sometimes he tries to do something and it helps for a little while and sometimes he tries to do something and it doesn't help and nothing about it ever feels really resolved to me. And that's honestly most of the story. There is the making the relationship public yes/no thing but that (vague spoiler)
I am also leaving this book incredibly bitter about that one Thing on Shane's behalf and I can't even demand that get resolved better, I understand that this is the best case scenario once that Thing happened but I hate it and the book didn't give me nearly enough time to process that because suddenly it was all over.
Graphic: Mental illness
Moderate: Eating disorder, Suicidal thoughts, Death of parent, and Outing