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Rainbow Milk by Paul Mendez

36 reviews

sandysmith's review

challenging dark emotional hopeful inspiring reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

Initially, I had an issue getting into the book as the initial chapters were written in the characters' dialect, so potentially, this might have been better if reading via audible. Once I got to Jesse's part, the reading itself became easier, although not necessarily easier in terms of the content. Jessie is a young black man brought up as a Jehovah witness. He is disowned due to being gay and an incident with another member of his church. He finds himself outcast from his church and family moving to London, being an artist and making a living by being a gay prostitute. The sex scenes are graphic. SPOILER I thought the relationship between him and Owen was beautifully developed and loved how they came back to each other. It's a challenging read, but ultimately, it makes you think about the sex industry and issues relating to acceptance, race, racism and religious bigotry. It's a thought-provoking and intensive interesting read

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Drug use, Homophobia, Racial slurs, Racism, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, and Religious bigotry

Moderate: Cancer, Miscarriage, and Pregnancy

chrishham's review against another edition

challenging reflective fast-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? A mix
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

Possibly one of my favourite books of all time I think 

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Drug use, Racial slurs, and Sexual content

Moderate: Homophobia

essie101's review

emotional funny hopeful informative inspiring relaxing sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.0

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Racial slurs and Racism

Moderate: Bullying, Child abuse, Cursing, Drug use, Emotional abuse, and Classism

Minor: Sexual assault

shanmariereads's review

challenging dark hopeful reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? A mix
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Drug abuse, Drug use, Homophobia, Racial slurs, Racism, and Abandonment

Moderate: Bullying, Sexual violence, and Violence

dealneil's review

emotional hopeful reflective medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.0

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Sexual content

Moderate: Drug use, Homophobia, Racism, and Abandonment

withlivjones's review

challenging dark sad slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Plot
• Strong character development? It's complicated
• Loveable characters? No
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.75

This book had a really slow start, but I’m glad I stayed with it because the second half was brilliant. This is a brutal, vivid depiction of being both black and queer in Britain, spanning from the early 2000s to the mid-2010s, as well as a prologue from the POV of a Windrush migrant in the 1950s (which seems irrelevant at first but does play a big part in the end of the book, I promise!) Mendez does a fantastic job of evoking the atmosphere and setting of the Black Country and London, and particularly the London chapters are very reminiscent of Zadie Smith’s NW in the way the city is depicted through the various characters who live there. While the first half felt rather disjointed, I loved how all the pieces eventually came together for the novel’s conclusion. I am honestly shocked that this was Mendez’s debut novel as they’ve already really honed their narrative voice, and I’m looking forward to whatever they put out next. 

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Drug abuse, Drug use, Homophobia, Miscarriage, Racial slurs, Racism, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Xenophobia, and Outing

Moderate: Death, Eating disorder, Terminal illness, Car accident, Death of parent, and Alcohol

arlaubscher's review against another edition

challenging dark emotional reflective sad slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Addiction, Child abuse, Cursing, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Mental illness, Racial slurs, Racism, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Terminal illness, Xenophobia, Medical content, Religious bigotry, Medical trauma, Car accident, Abandonment, Alcohol, Colonisation, and Classism

Moderate: Alcoholism, Body horror, Cancer, Chronic illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Death of parent, and Injury/Injury detail

Minor: Adult/minor relationship and Miscarriage

bookshelfhannah's review against another edition

challenging dark emotional informative reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Bullying, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Hate crime, Homophobia, Racial slurs, Racism, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Religious bigotry, Car accident, Outing, Gaslighting, Alcohol, and Classism

maddb_96's review against another edition

adventurous challenging dark emotional funny inspiring sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.0

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Content Warnings

Moderate: Drug use, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Racism, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Slavery, Religious bigotry, and Death of parent

areadingstan's review

dark emotional inspiring reflective medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.75

‘What was life about other than to find someone whom you could share everything? Every thought, every success, every drama?’

This novel had been on my list for a long while, the final catalyst to read it being @sallygalulareads book club ‘Diversify Your Reading’. I got it out for the library without much expectation, but this turned out to be a masterpiece. 

Rainbow Milk follows a young black boy named Jesse, who leaves behind an oppressive family structure in the Black Country and moves to London, with no concrete plans but the hope that he can be himself there. During his time in London, we follow along with Jesse’s experience exploring the gay scene, and settling into his queer identity that he had repressed for so long. We see him decide to become a sex worker in order to make ends meet in an environment filled with people who don’t see him as an equal. 

I thought this was such a fresh and realistic coming-of-age story, and Mendez has really captured how it feels to be lost somewhere new, to not know where your life is going, but he still makes us feel like it is going to be OK. Mendez’s writing is also so intimate and vivid that I felt we were allowed to know so much of Jesse even though the narration was in the third person, and I felt very connected to him. 

The descriptions are filled with so much detail, but it doesn’t feel overwhelming, more like Mendez is building up layers and layers of the city like a painting. It reminded me a lot of Bryan Washington’s Memorial, in the sense that there was a clear focus and theme that seemed to bring people together; in Washington’s novel this was food, but in Mendez’s, music filled this role. It was such a huge part of Jesse’s identity, and affected the way he saw himself and the world around him. 

The book dealt with issues like racism, sex work, AIDS and family trauma (definitely check TWs) in a tender way, that showed us the experiences Jesse had and how they influenced his choices, but Mendez also showed us that Jesse is more than his trauma and negative experiences, and he was able to discover his own family, follow his passions and heal wounds that seemed like they’d never close. 

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Drug use, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Racial slurs, Racism, and Sexual content