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thegreatmanda's review
challenging
dark
emotional
mysterious
sad
medium-paced
3.5
As much as I loved a lot of this book, and as much as I didn’t want to put it down, it deals with a lot of dark and difficult themes and that made it a tough read. I don’t know that I’ll be able to reread it, but I’m glad I read it.
I don’t recommend this if you struggle with depression/anxiety, especially if the state of humanity and the world trigger those things for you.
My favorite thing about this book as a whole is that while on the surface it’s about the end of the world, it’s really about the characters living through that situation, and not focused entirely on the situation itself. Not all of those characters are lovable, or even likable, but they’re all extremely human. I found something to relate to in each one of them.
Favorite Quotes:
I don’t recommend this if you struggle with depression/anxiety, especially if the state of humanity and the world trigger those things for you.
My favorite thing about this book as a whole is that while on the surface it’s about the end of the world, it’s really about the characters living through that situation, and not focused entirely on the situation itself. Not all of those characters are lovable, or even likable, but they’re all extremely human. I found something to relate to in each one of them.
Favorite Quotes:
You need to understand that marriage isn't about being kind. It's a step beyond kindness. It requires constant, active mercy.
"If you needed years to get right with yourself after David, that's okay. If you never really do, that's fine. When somebody loses a leg, we don't judge them for not being able to run anymore. You don't have to get better. You can just be hurt for the rest of your life. Sometimes that's how it goes."
Maybe the worst thing about surveillance was discovering that so many people had no actual secrets worth learning, were in fact exactly what they seemed to be from the outside.
Anything that anybody does to stay alive is self-defense.
The world is one more thing that just happens to people.
Moderate: Addiction, Alcoholism, Confinement, Death, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Rape, Sexual assault, Suicide, and Toxic relationship
bretts_book_stack's review
challenging
dark
emotional
mysterious
reflective
tense
medium-paced
3.5
In some respects I really don’t know what the hell I just read. As I attempt to lay this out in the most general terms I can’t even preface this by saying the standard, “the less you know the better”, simply because the journey to the end is so appropriately dreamlike in its execution I don’t even know what I know. If you know what I mean.
One night everyone has the same dream: They are with someone they trust who leads them to a watery death. Starting with the month of May, the book counts down to the fateful day in November that has now been prophesied as the end of humanity. The reactions are varied from suicide, to denial, to a hopeful reinvigoration of life and attempting to accomplish all those tasks that were put off for another day.
Into this we follow Lyd and Mott, a mother and daughter on the run from a possessive and abusive husband, David. David holds a government job that allows him to spy on citizens in an effort to find traitors in the states. Obsessed with the loss of his wife, he spends his days living in a sprawling house with a growing number of his ‘children’-disaffected and wandering young people living a bacchanalian existence fueled with sex, drugs and an increasing penchant for anarchy and vandalism.
Meanwhile Mott’s mother Lyd has her own issues, the primary being her alcoholism coupled with her crushing dependency on her thirteen year old daughter. She tells her more than once she would die if Mott ever left her.
It’s a cornucopia of awful parenting that had me constantly wondering how far Mott would be put in serious danger. And it was one of the things that made me question so many times why I wasn’t stopping this, and yet for the life of me I was entirely under its twisted spell. This is not going to be a book for everyone and at the same time I want somebody else to read it simply to be able to discuss. And despite the at times meandering story and pace, and a plot I had absolutely no clue where it was headed, the books final pages are hauntingly beautiful, deeply affecting and highly satisfying.
Moderate: Alcoholism, Death, Drug abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Rape, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, and Gaslighting