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spayne1219's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Moderate: Bullying, Domestic abuse, Transphobia, and Suicide attempt
lcehanle's review against another edition
4.0
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, and Domestic abuse
Moderate: Self harm
Minor: Suicide attempt
alekrug's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.75
Graphic: Bullying, Domestic abuse, and Transphobia
doodlebeanz's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
The book is a slam dunk. It is such an interesting story and it was so deep on so many levels, but I need my books fast paced and with way more murder 😭 This book dealt with murder, but not in the way I would want. This was just simply domestic fiction, courthouse fiction if that’s even a thing, or simply just small town fiction, where someone happens to die. I did love the small town setting, my fiance is from New Hampshire and I’m from Boston so it all felt very close to home for me. I loved the characters as well - I thought they were so well written and so fleshed out, they felt like real people. The thought that lily is dead literally give me chills, she was so young and wise beyond her years and dealt with so much in her short number of years on the earth. Asher, his mom, and lawyer were well written as well, but besides Olivia (Asher’s mother), they were quite one dimensional.
My few gripes with the story were the way Asher and Lily were written and the somewhat lazy writing surrounding the murder itself and who may have done it. Starting with the murder and the trial,
Secondly, Asher and Lily spoke like they were in their 30s, not just 18 years of age. It was so annoying. I remember what it was like to be a teenager, and I did not have that much wherewithal or intelligence inner dialogue to be that mature and rounded out. For Lily, it made a bit more sense considering the shit she had endured in her life
Also, I do not suggest this book on audiobook. I did not enjoy the audio book narrators, and I think based on the writing, this book isn’t meant to be listened to. There are some flashbacks throughout chapters and it’s hard to know when you’re in a flashback since they aren’t announced. It was also nonlinear for Lily’s chapters but in order for Olivia’s which was also confusing to keep up with audio, but probably would’ve been easier to keep up with if I was just simply reading.
All in all, the book was great. It was very well written, and I have no gripes with the author. She just isn’t the author for me, but I am glad I read this book. It was moving and intense and made me think about what it means to be a woman and what it’s like for others out there who wish they were born comfortable in their skin and gender identity the way I am. Everyone should read this book! Just expect small town/family fiction.
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Deadnaming, Death, Emotional abuse, Hate crime, Homophobia, Physical abuse, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Transphobia, Violence, Grief, Suicide attempt, Murder, Outing, and Injury/Injury detail
sambatista's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Graphic: Bullying, Self harm, Toxic relationship, Transphobia, Suicide attempt, and Murder
cocoanut7's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Transphobia, and Suicide attempt
Moderate: Bullying, Deadnaming, Domestic abuse, Self harm, Sexual content, and Abortion
kiwi_li's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
I wasn’t a huge fan of the storyline itself, and I was annoyed by Olivia’s character at times, but I think I just don’t relate to her as a mother, so it was difficult to truly appreciate all of her thoughts and experiences. However, I’m glad half of the book is from her POV; I think it was super insightful and important to what the book ended up being.
I wouldn’t recommend this book to those who are just hoping to enjoy another murder mystery, which is what I thought going into this book. However, what I really enjoyed was the writing, not in terms of the plot, but in terms of what the book was ultimately trying to convey and accomplish. The discussions and insight on LGBTQ lives was something I wasn’t expecting but what kept me going through this book the most. And after reading the author’s note, this is probably why I’m giving it 4 instead of 3 stars on goodreads since you can’t put half stars. You can really feel how much effort went into this novel, and the representations are super important (I’m trying to write this without giving spoilers so it feels a bit general unfortunately). I think I gained a ton of insight and a surprising amount of understanding for situations that I can’t even imagine/relate to, thanks to the writing.
Ultimately, I think it’s a significant novel, and I’m glad I stuck through it. Even though it wasn’t the most enjoyable story for me, I greatly appreciate the work that went into it and feel like I’ve come out of it a more knowledgeable person. Side note: this is definitely the longest review I’ve ever written haha
Graphic: Bullying, Domestic abuse, Sexual violence, and Suicide attempt
catieshabbs's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.5
Moderate: Bullying, Domestic abuse, Transphobia, and Suicide attempt
stephanie_w11's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
4.0
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Deadnaming, Domestic abuse, Physical abuse, Sexual violence, Transphobia, Grief, Suicide attempt, and Outing
Moderate: Medical content
Minor: Gun violence, Mass/school shootings, and Abortion
mmalone's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Body shaming, Bullying, Deadnaming, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Self harm, Transphobia, Grief, Suicide attempt, Outing, and Gaslighting