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kimschouwenaar's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
Oh my god. Oh my god, y'all.
You gotta smell him and then tell me why it’s all candy canes and pinecones and epic and awesome.
I never thought TJ Klune would succeed in ripping out my heart and shredding it entirely. Alas, here we are. As a slow reader, I usually take my time to get through books, especially when they're a little chunky (yes, this is 'only' about 450 pages long, but it's longer than books I normally read). However, that wasn't the case with this book. I sprinted through this, couldn't put it down, didn't WANT to put it down (because 'you always have a choice'). It has been a long time since I stayed up until 3 am to read. I think the last book that kept me up all night was The Foxhole Court, which is now one of the books I reread every year. Because, fuck. This book doesn't consist of words, it's predominantly made up of characters, pain, and a rollercoaster of emotions.
People could be cruel. They could be beautiful, but they could be cruel too.
At least the first half of the book is what you read in the synopsis: we briefly follow Ox through his childhood when his father leaves, but it quickly moves on to his teenage years and his first meeting with Joe. Joe, the little tornado. Joe. Ox meets the rest of the Bennett family, befriends them, becomes their family, becomes part of their pack, becomes their pack. Until murder comes to town and three remain.
Sometimes I walked in the woods. Things were clearer there. The trees swayed in the breeze. Birds told me stories. They didn’t judge me.
Klune doesn't take the time to wholly explain the setting, making this a timeless book. He glosses over descriptions of buildings, surroundings, characters. And yet, I saw Greek Creek, Oregon as if I've lived there my entire life. I'm not going to lie, his writing style took some time to get used to. It's a lot of dialogue, and you need to stay focused or risk losing track of who's saying what. But it works because that's who the narrator is. That's who Ox is. He sees the world through his own unique lense, and Klune is a master at depicting that lense through his writing.
On top of that, Ox is hilarious. I had to stop reading the book several times, because I was on public transport and I could not risk bursting out laughing. And then I was reading at night and had to stop reading to I didn't wake up the rest of my family. I was dying. And it's not just Ox. It's Carter, Kelly, Joe, Elizabeth, Thomas, Mark, Gordo, Ox's mum, and everyone at the garage Ox works at.
But hearts are a funny thing; they beat strongly in our chests, even though they can shatter at the slightest pressure.
And then comes the heartbreak. The waiting, and the pining, and the years of trying to work your way through loss. It took me out. I was sobbing.
I think the only criticism I have is the use of the word 'retard'; although it was used in a memory Ox has of when his father calls him that. Kind of. And it took some time getting used to the age gap, but it's only 5/6 years and nothing explicit happens until both of them are adults.
So, yeah. This is easily one of my favourite reads of 2023, and it has been added to my all-time-favourites shelf. It's a romance, yes, but it's also so much more. It's grief, it's family, it's loyalty, it's friendship, and it's love that transcends that on the romantic plain.
That was fine. That was okay. Because we were the goddamn Bennett pack. And our song would always be heard.
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- kim <3
Graphic: Blood, Death, Grief, Injury/Injury detail, Murder, Death of parent, Gore, Sexual content, and Violence
Moderate: Animal death, Bullying, Child abuse, Gore, and Abandonment
Minor: Cursing
roseangel2's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Sexual content, Violence, Kidnapping, and Death of parent
Moderate: Rape, Murder, Abandonment, Pedophilia, Adult/minor relationship, and Alcoholism
Minor: Domestic abuse
thoseoldcrows23's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Violence, Injury/Injury detail, Death of parent, Death, Adult/minor relationship, Abandonment, Blood, Torture, Gore, Kidnapping, Sexual content, Murder, and Grief
Moderate: Alcohol, Vomit, War, and Body horror
Minor: Domestic abuse and Sexual assault
amyalwaysbooked's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Another hangup I imagine readers might have with this book is the age gap between Joe and Ox. Joe is 10 and Ox is 16 when they first meet and while there is an obviously special connection between them from the start nothing romantic or sexual occurs between the two of them until much later. Klune does a good job of clearly showing Ox interested in other people for romantic/sexual relationships while Joe is still a kid. Granted, Joe is still a teenager when they go on their first date but the plot interrupts everything and nothing substantial happens between them until Joe is firmly an adult. Plus all of this is handwaved under the fated mates trope. Personally, I think that Klune established the relationship over the course of the novel well enough that I was invested in them. However, I can see how it would be a sticking point for other readers.
Above the romance though, the found family is really the heart of the story. Ox and his mother were abused and abandoned by Ox's father, leaving them a bit broken and a bit empty. The arrival of the Bennett back signals a new beginning for them and they are enveloped into a brand new family that only grows over the course of the novel. I found every member of the pack to be endearing in their own way, and look forward to seeing more of them in the books that follow.
Graphic: Murder and Violence
Moderate: Abandonment
Minor: Ableism
dragonsreadtoo's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
Graphic: Abandonment, Cursing, and Death of parent
Moderate: Child abuse, Murder, Adult/minor relationship, Torture, Sexual content, and Kidnapping
Minor: Domestic abuse and Rape
ctara2123's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.75
Graphic: Gore, Blood, Violence, Gun violence, Grief, Animal death, Death, Murder, Death of parent, Sexual content, and Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Domestic abuse, and Vomit
Minor: Child abuse and Rape
laura_berger's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Kidnapping, Murder, Death of parent, and Grief
jla's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
The age gap took some getting used to at the beginning. I technically met my husband when I was 9, and he was 16, but the relationship between Ox and Joe was intense from the beginning.
The writer chose to repeat things 3 times in a row. I'm not sure what if that was supposed to have a deeper meaning, but it was a little annoying.
Graphic: Murder, Torture, Child abuse, and Kidnapping
20sidedbi's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Grief, Abandonment, Blood, Child abuse, Death, Death of parent, Sexual content, Body horror, Gore, Injury/Injury detail, Kidnapping, Murder, and Stalking
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship
Minor: Sexual violence
nautilus18's review against another edition
Moderate: Blood, Death, Sexual content, Death of parent, Violence, Torture, Murder, and Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Grief