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leavesandsky's review against another edition
4.25
Moderate: Sexual content
Minor: Sexual content and Blood
saturnsmoons's review against another edition
4.0
Graphic: Death, Sexual content, and Blood
tailwhip's review against another edition
3.0
Graphic: Animal death, Body horror, Death, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Homophobia, Mental illness, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Grief, Fire/Fire injury, Alcohol, and Injury/Injury detail
penofpossibilities's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Alcoholism, Animal cruelty, Animal death, Death, Gun violence, Hate crime, Homophobia, Self harm, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Violence, Blood, Suicide attempt, Fire/Fire injury, and Alcohol
Moderate: Incest, Medical content, Murder, and Schizophrenia/Psychosis
Minor: Cancer, Police brutality, and Religious bigotry
bemsjames's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Homophobia, Sexual content, Grief, Car accident, and Alcohol
artlyna_'s review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Death, Gun violence, Hate crime, Physical abuse, and Blood
Moderate: Homophobia and Sexual content
books_onthe_ground's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Mental illness, Self harm, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Blood, Grief, Suicide attempt, and Abandonment
b0ygenius's review against another edition
5.0
[first read, oct. 5 2021] the best way to describe the way this made me feel is that it made me sick to my stomach. there is this heavy lump that sits here, low in my stomach every time i read or even think about this and i feel like i will throw up because there is So Much going on inside of me and it needs to go somewhere. i can’t keep all of this inside. the amount of times i violently sobbed reading this is. insane
i tried to make a list of my favorites as i read but i eventually gave up when i realized i was adding pretty much all of them to it. i will say, though, that i have memorized scheherazade and half of little beast from reading them so much, and “we pull our boots on with both hands but we can’t punch ourselves awake, and all i can do is stand on the curb and say ‘sorry about the blood in your mouth. i wish it were mine.’ i couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but i wore his jacket for the longest time.” has been rattling around my head for the past 48 hours. so.
now i understand those stories where people sell their souls to the devil for the ability to sing, to act, to dance, to write. i would give everything i can get my hands on and more to write something like this. to even understand humanity and love and violence and emotions and identity enough to put it into words like that.
jesus fucking christ. sometimes i forgot how much reading makes me feel alive
[4th full read (?), march 13 2022] i don't think crush will ever stop making me feel the way it does. i have read it so many times at this point and every single time i do i still feel it clawing at my insides. i have a physical copy that has a permanent place on my nightstand bc of how much i pick it up to read a poem or two or when i have a particular line stuck in my head and i pick it up just to stare at that line. i have a pdf copy on my computer that is very heavily annotated. as i write this i just came off of a ~1 hour session of me just scrolling thru the pdf and writing stuff down, noting themes and such. i just Love crush so much i don't even know how to put it into words all i can do is just Beg literally anyone who will listen to read it. all my friends are probably sick of me trying to recommend it to them. i can't get it out of my head
[lost count of rereads, march 26 2022] not even two weeks since my last full reread and it still just breaks me. every single poem is brilliant. like i cannot stress enough how this completely changed the way i read and look at poetry. like, i Get It now. i get why people spend all this time breaking apart complex poems line by line because it is Worth it. even when i was reading crush for the first time and i missed all the connections and complex metaphors i still Loved it. it was like, “this is incredible and it’s making me so many things and i don’t understand what it all means but i really want to” and i have spent so long picking it apart and analyzing the metaphors and double meanings and all that and it was so worth it and so fun and every time i read crush it gets better and i just. i cant even put it into words like this changed my life i’m so serious god please read this
Graphic: Death, Hate crime, Homophobia, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Sexual content, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Fire/Fire injury, and Injury/Injury detail
emersonseyeball's review against another edition
5.0
Graphic: Bullying, Homophobia, Mental illness, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, and Grief
Minor: Death, Hate crime, and Murder