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dark
emotional
funny
inspiring
reflective
sad
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.0
You get way more than you thought you would get where theres a guy with a chainsaw for his head. A lot of the gimes it feels like actually means something But I kinda wish it never existed. I watched the anime awhile ago and it pissed me off so much. Then the library had p much all so I spent all day yesterday and today reading them. The more I try to make it so I can be alive the more I want to die. I have kind of given up on even just living a normal life. I am just surviving until I get to see babymetal. I am too tired to keep going on. And this manga was really validating everything I feel. And I hate it because it killed all the chars I liked including gay ones just to bring a ped-phile back to life forcing her victim to take care of her. Not onlt that but continuing to put his entire life aside for her happiness. Completely making all his character deveolpment on finally being able to kill her and wanting to think for himself worthless. He lost everything he ever had because of her. So it validated me but at the same time. Validated my abusers so much more. I feel worse but now I have to watch the anime again. And there is nothing else I feel like doing. I feel like I am just skin . Existing for the sole purpose of reading / watching garbage. It has always been this way. I have always been in the clutches of my abusers so the only thing I ever had was fiction. But I really do not feel like doing anything else rn but being with chainsaw man and I hate it. Whenever there is a char like me he has to get the worst of it. And it never gets better. I don't want to be stuck with a ped-phile haunting me my entire life anymore. I want it to stop. I want to live a normal life or just fucking die. I really want to help others even though I hate people. But it would be nice to just. Have something to eat and have my meds with my cat everyday. I don't know. It is so fucked all the time.
Without the ped-philia. I think one day I will easily be able to edit it out and pretend it never happened if I don't kms b4 next year lol. Besides that. This is a good read if you want to be depressed with someone and look at pictures of monssters. There is a lot of pages with no words. I actually felt like I was in those fights.
Idk if it shows my warnings but since i read it all at once its for chapters 1-134 not just the first book.
Without the ped-philia. I think one day I will easily be able to edit it out and pretend it never happened if I don't kms b4 next year lol. Besides that. This is a good read if you want to be depressed with someone and look at pictures of monssters. There is a lot of pages with no words. I actually felt like I was in those fights.
Idk if it shows my warnings but since i read it all at once its for chapters 1-134 not just the first book.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Body horror, Death, Gore, Hate crime, Pedophilia, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Blood, Vomit, and Gaslighting
Moderate: Torture, Grief, Cannibalism, Death of parent, and Toxic friendship
Minor: Child abuse, Slavery, and Schizophrenia/Psychosis