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domivatangelo's review against another edition
dark
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Content Warnings
Graphic: Ableism, Body shaming, Infidelity, Mental illness, Rape, Sexual content, Suicide, Vomit, Medical trauma, Abandonment, and Alcohol
Minor: Transphobia
frankahilde's review against another edition
challenging
dark
hopeful
inspiring
reflective
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
This is the type of book where the ending completely changes the way I look at the story. Now looking back the book is really about finally growing up and taking accountability. The main character is really despicable but the problem is that you can still kind of understand why he acts the way he does. His wife deserves SO much better though, I mean we don’t even get to know her name…
Content Warnings
Graphic: Ableism, Addiction, Adult/minor relationship, Alcoholism, Child abuse, Child death, Death, Homophobia, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicide, Terminal illness, Transphobia, Vomit, Grief, Medical trauma, Abortion, Suicide attempt, Pregnancy, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, and Deportation
strrygo's review against another edition
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.75
Content Warnings
Graphic: Ableism, Child abuse, and Sexual content
Moderate: Homophobia
Minor: Rape
novelyon's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
sad
tense
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Ableism, Alcoholism, Infidelity, Rape, Sexual content, Medical content, and Alcohol
Moderate: Cursing, Death, Transphobia, and Abortion
Minor: Pregnancy
joystar's review against another edition
challenging
dark
sad
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
This book is about a man running away from complications in a marriage and in becoming a parent. It is sort of a story of facing challenges and your responsibilities. The entire story is a rumination about worries of his child, born with a deformity that may lead to a mental disability. Should he let the child die? He is very ashamed of his imperfect child and of his own reactions to his circumstance. ,
Content Warnings
Graphic: Ableism, Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Infidelity, and Sexual content
seebrandyread's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
reflective
sad
tense
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
A Personal Matter is not a pleasant read. Bird, the 27 -year-old protagonist, is already on precarious ground in his marriage and teaching career when his first child, a son, is born with a severe birth defect that all but ensures a life of pain. Bird finds some comfort in the doctors' prediction of a quick death, but each day the baby lives drives Bird deeper into desperation for escape and relief.
Much of this book reads like a study in toxic masculinity. Bird often feels the only way to prove or express himself at all is through violence whether fighting a group of boys younger than himself or engaging in sadistic sex acts with his mistress. Ōe uses an overly Freudian approach in linking Bird's sexual performance and fears to other dysfunction in his life. We follow Bird for the entirety of the novel as he agonizes over how to end his own suffering and only see his wife in one brief scene as she waits in the hospital, unaware of her husband's or infant's whereabouts.
Bird is an intentionally unlikeable character, but he's not entirely unrelatable. His emasculation is linked to his immaturity and lack of a role model. We learn pretty late in the story that his father was violent as well and committed suicide (one of several pivotal suicides in Bird's life) when Bird was a small child. At times it seems as though Bird is headed toward this same fate as it becomes clearer just how closely attached he is to his own child. His need to destroy his son is a reflection of his own impulse of self destruction and that the fear that consumes him at the prospect of his son living is the same fear he has for his own life: the danger of being an outlier in society and the inability to live a meaningful life.
Bird compares his suffering to a cave without an exit in which he is totally alone. However, the irony of suffering is that loneliness is integral to it, but if we all suffer, why can't we find connection in that commonality? Bird's conundrum is another link to his son who already lacks many communication skills as an infant and whose future abilities are entirely unknown. His onus is to realize that his life is ultimately his to lead, that he is responsible for its meaning or lack thereof.
Much of this book reads like a study in toxic masculinity. Bird often feels the only way to prove or express himself at all is through violence whether fighting a group of boys younger than himself or engaging in sadistic sex acts with his mistress. Ōe uses an overly Freudian approach in linking Bird's sexual performance and fears to other dysfunction in his life. We follow Bird for the entirety of the novel as he agonizes over how to end his own suffering and only see his wife in one brief scene as she waits in the hospital, unaware of her husband's or infant's whereabouts.
Bird is an intentionally unlikeable character, but he's not entirely unrelatable. His emasculation is linked to his immaturity and lack of a role model. We learn pretty late in the story that his father was violent as well and committed suicide (one of several pivotal suicides in Bird's life) when Bird was a small child. At times it seems as though Bird is headed toward this same fate as it becomes clearer just how closely attached he is to his own child. His need to destroy his son is a reflection of his own impulse of self destruction and that the fear that consumes him at the prospect of his son living is the same fear he has for his own life: the danger of being an outlier in society and the inability to live a meaningful life.
Bird compares his suffering to a cave without an exit in which he is totally alone. However, the irony of suffering is that loneliness is integral to it, but if we all suffer, why can't we find connection in that commonality? Bird's conundrum is another link to his son who already lacks many communication skills as an infant and whose future abilities are entirely unknown. His onus is to realize that his life is ultimately his to lead, that he is responsible for its meaning or lack thereof.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Death, Homophobia, Rape, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicide, Vomit, and Death of parent
Moderate: Ableism and Child abuse
lapis's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
reflective
slow-paced
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
This book is so ugly in an amazing way. You feel like crap reading this horrible, sad sack of a man as the protagonist. He has such ugly thoughts.
But as a disabled person, I'm well aware while people may not go as far as Bird does in this book, this ugliness does exist in people.
And it's worth noting that he's not the only one. There's lots of dehumanizing dialogue from people in this book.
I recommend that people stomach Bird (and the rest) and make their way through the book. It's short, and I found it worth it. It's a gut-wrenching book, but powerful.
But as a disabled person, I'm well aware while people may not go as far as Bird does in this book, this ugliness does exist in people.
And it's worth noting that he's not the only one. There's lots of dehumanizing dialogue from people in this book.
I recommend that people stomach Bird (and the rest) and make their way through the book. It's short, and I found it worth it. It's a gut-wrenching book, but powerful.
Content Warnings
Moderate: Ableism and Child abuse