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traceyanderson's review against another edition
adventurous
challenging
dark
emotional
funny
hopeful
inspiring
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Content Warnings
Moderate: Body shaming, Bullying, Cancer, Cursing, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Racism, Suicidal thoughts, Terminal illness, and Grief
bookishmillennial's review against another edition
challenging
emotional
funny
reflective
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
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I adored this contemporary YA novel about Darius!!! Teenage Darius goes on a trip with his parents to Iran, where his maternal grandparents live, and he feels a bit like he does at home too, which is a bummer because he feels like he doesn't really *belong* anywhere. He feels ostracized at school in the U.S. because of his ethnicity and many people bully him, but in Iran, he feels a bit like he's not Iranian enough. His family in Iran tries to be as welcoming as possible, but there are some cultural cues that get lost in translation, as Darius feels in between two cultures as a first-generation kid.
Darius has also struggled with his relationship with his white dad, who seemingly fits in great with his Iranian side of the family, much to Darius's dismay and confusion. Darius takes medication for his clinical depression, which his Iranian family also doesn't fully understand. At least Darius has his younger sister Laleh, who enjoys sci-fi and spending time with him too. Darius meets a friend in Iran, Sohrab, who makes Darius feel the most welcome and as if he "fits" than ever before!
Darius and Sohrab's friendship was so incredibly wholesome! They play soccer, talk about everything under the sun, including things Darius and Sohrab haven't discussed with anyone else really. Their conversation flowed freely, their walls came down, and both of them invited the other to be brave in acting as their authentic selves. It is such a unique feeling to "find your person," whether that's someone who is your chosen family or a romantic partner, and I loved watching their friendship develop so naturally and seamlessly.
Besides their friendship, the main standout to me was Darius's relationship with his dad, who he often referred to in his own inner thoughts as his first as last name(which is escaping me right now, I'm sorry!). So many of Darius's insecurities, fears, and exhaustion stemmed from the ebbs and flows of his relationship with his dad. His dad is not a perfect character, meaning he is *not* a perfect parent (who is?), but I really appreciated the conversation they had towards the end. It is such a beautifully raw moment, where both men courageously share their vulnerabilities, especially Darius's dad.
I felt this was only confirmation that we owe it to each other and our relationships to try to be vulnerable more often, rather than putting on the facade that everything is just dandy, *especially* for cisgender men in American society. There is so much pressure for them to keep it all together, and I wonder how much more compassionate and open the world could be if only we encouraged and empowered more cismen to be softer. I know many people already do, but I can't deny the perpetual harmful messaging I hear in my own family, workplace, media and friends groups that men need to be tough, hard, and unfeeling in order to be perceived as strong and worthy. I hope that with more and more media representation like this, that we can slowly make that problematic dominant narrative obsolete. It won't only help cismen, it'll help everyone around them too.
Quotations that stood out to me:
I adored this contemporary YA novel about Darius!!! Teenage Darius goes on a trip with his parents to Iran, where his maternal grandparents live, and he feels a bit like he does at home too, which is a bummer because he feels like he doesn't really *belong* anywhere. He feels ostracized at school in the U.S. because of his ethnicity and many people bully him, but in Iran, he feels a bit like he's not Iranian enough. His family in Iran tries to be as welcoming as possible, but there are some cultural cues that get lost in translation, as Darius feels in between two cultures as a first-generation kid.
Darius has also struggled with his relationship with his white dad, who seemingly fits in great with his Iranian side of the family, much to Darius's dismay and confusion. Darius takes medication for his clinical depression, which his Iranian family also doesn't fully understand. At least Darius has his younger sister Laleh, who enjoys sci-fi and spending time with him too. Darius meets a friend in Iran, Sohrab, who makes Darius feel the most welcome and as if he "fits" than ever before!
Darius and Sohrab's friendship was so incredibly wholesome! They play soccer, talk about everything under the sun, including things Darius and Sohrab haven't discussed with anyone else really. Their conversation flowed freely, their walls came down, and both of them invited the other to be brave in acting as their authentic selves. It is such a unique feeling to "find your person," whether that's someone who is your chosen family or a romantic partner, and I loved watching their friendship develop so naturally and seamlessly.
Besides their friendship, the main standout to me was Darius's relationship with his dad, who he often referred to in his own inner thoughts as his first as last name(which is escaping me right now, I'm sorry!). So many of Darius's insecurities, fears, and exhaustion stemmed from the ebbs and flows of his relationship with his dad. His dad is not a perfect character, meaning he is *not* a perfect parent (who is?), but I really appreciated the conversation they had towards the end. It is such a beautifully raw moment, where both men courageously share their vulnerabilities, especially Darius's dad.
I felt this was only confirmation that we owe it to each other and our relationships to try to be vulnerable more often, rather than putting on the facade that everything is just dandy, *especially* for cisgender men in American society. There is so much pressure for them to keep it all together, and I wonder how much more compassionate and open the world could be if only we encouraged and empowered more cismen to be softer. I know many people already do, but I can't deny the perpetual harmful messaging I hear in my own family, workplace, media and friends groups that men need to be tough, hard, and unfeeling in order to be perceived as strong and worthy. I hope that with more and more media representation like this, that we can slowly make that problematic dominant narrative obsolete. It won't only help cismen, it'll help everyone around them too.
Quotations that stood out to me:
“Mom always said she named me after Darius the Great, but I think she and Dad were setting themselves up for the disappointment, naming me after a historical figure like that. I was many things - D-Hole, D-Wad, D's Nuts - but I was definitely not great.”
“Everyone wants you here. We have a saying in Farsi. It translates ‘your place was empty.’ We say it when we miss somebody...Your place was empty before. But this is your family. You belong here.”
“You don’t care what anyone thinks. You know?”
My ears burned. “I care what everyone thinks, Sohrab.”
“No you don’t. Not really. You don’t try to change yourself. You know who you are.” He bumped shoulders with me. “I wish I was like that. I always try to be what my mom needs. What my amou needs. What you need. But you are the opposite. You are happy with who you are.”
I shook my head. “I don’t think that’s really me. You’ve never seen what it’s like back home. How everyone treats me.”
“They don’t know you, Darioush.” Sohrab grabbed my shoulder. “I wish you could see yourself the way I see you.”
“I wish you could see yourself too.” I swallowed. “You’re the only person who never wanted me to change.”
“The silence between us hung heavy with all the things we couldn’t say. All the things we knew without them being said out loud.”
“It was a nice kind of quiet. The kind you could wrap yourself up in like a blanket.”
“Another thing I knew:
I knew my sister, Laleh, wasn't an accident.
Many people thought so, because she was eight years younger than me, and my parents weren't "trying for another child," which is kind of gross if you think about it. But she wasn't an accident.
She was a replacement. An upgrade. I knew that without anyone saying it out loud.
And I knew Stephen Kellner was relieved to have another chance, a new child who wouldn't be such a disappointment. It was written across his face every time he smiled at her. Every time he sighed at me.
I didn't blame Laleh for that.
I really didn't.
But sometimes I wondered if I was the one who was an accident.
That's normal.
Right?”
“You can know things without them being said out loud. I knew Sohrab and I were going to be friends for life. Sometimes you can just tell that kind of thing.”
“I felt so helpless. Sohrab was hurting and there was nothing I could do. Nothing except sit there and be his friend. But maybe that was enough. Because Sohrab knew it was okay to cry in front of me. He knew I wouldn't tell him not to have feelings. He felt safe with me.”
Content Warnings
Graphic: Body shaming, Bullying, Fatphobia, Mental illness, Racism, Suicidal thoughts, Xenophobia, Grief, and Abandonment
Minor: Death of parent
evelynyle_88's review against another edition
emotional
hopeful
reflective
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Finally I take time to finish this beautiful book. It's such an experience and life-changing moments. I learned so much from all the characters in this book about how to live your life.
The theme Darius with his struggles with his own big family, himself and his mental health... sometimes relate to me. I love the way he wanted to change what he can; to be a positive minded one; and thinks... it's okay not to be okay sometimes.
This book also so informative about Iranian cultures. Thank you, Adib Khorram! I love books that so informative like this! I learned so many Iranian cultures too from this book. I also love Darius and his friendship (including the ups and downs) with Sohrab.
Can't wait to continue with Darius The Great Deserves Better. Solid 5⭐!
The theme Darius with his struggles with his own big family, himself and his mental health... sometimes relate to me. I love the way he wanted to change what he can; to be a positive minded one; and thinks... it's okay not to be okay sometimes.
This book also so informative about Iranian cultures. Thank you, Adib Khorram! I love books that so informative like this! I learned so many Iranian cultures too from this book. I also love Darius and his friendship (including the ups and downs) with Sohrab.
Can't wait to continue with Darius The Great Deserves Better. Solid 5⭐!
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying, Mental illness, and Racism
Moderate: Body shaming, Fatphobia, and Suicidal thoughts
Minor: Death of parent
jcqln112's review against another edition
challenging
emotional
inspiring
reflective
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
Content Warnings
Graphic: Mental illness
Moderate: Body shaming, Bullying, Death, and Fatphobia
te_ss_i's review against another edition
emotional
informative
sad
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Body shaming, Bullying, Fatphobia, Mental illness, and Racism
Moderate: Cancer, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Death of parent
ecster's review against another edition
dark
emotional
funny
lighthearted
reflective
sad
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
4.0
I cried and laughed so much while listening to this book, the questions around identity, family, friendship and mental health all woven into a story of loveable characters.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Body shaming, Bullying, and Mental illness
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts
sydapel's review against another edition
emotional
hopeful
reflective
sad
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Authors who are able to capture what it's like to be inside a teenagers head are a force to be reckoned with. This is a story that's full of love and realization and grief and a young man cautiously but purposely finding his voice.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Mental illness, Terminal illness, and Grief
Moderate: Bullying, Hate crime, and Xenophobia
mel_muses's review against another edition
2.5
I really wish I liked this more. I expected something that would feel personal and hit close to home, but I honestly think this book is forgettable. I didn't come out of it making much of an impression on me, which I was really disappointed by and still am doubting myself about because usually books with depression representation become all-time favorites.
Maybe part of it was the way it was marketed. First of all, this is not a queer book. From what I've heard, the sequel definitely is, but there is no mention of the main character being LGBTQ+ at any point throughout this novel. People need to stop talking about this book like it's a YA romance because it most certainly isn't, and that might actually be part of why it falls flat.
Not to say a romance is necessary for a YA book to be good. That is completely, certainly not true. However, there was such little self-discovery going on throughout this book that I simply spent most of my time listening to it bored and asking "so what?"
I really liked the inclusion of complex family relationships — especially between Darius and his dad, and Darius with each of his grandparents. I also enjoyed the depictions of culture, food, and tea that were explored. The parts that focused on culture were probably the best parts of this whole book.
However, Darius the Great Is Not Okay was also completely cringe-worthy. Maybe it's just not for me, but all the references to Star Trek and repetition of certain phrases irked me. Darius put so many people in boxes, including his own family, and I absolutely could not stand it. His repeated use of "Steven Kellner" to express his dad's thoughts was incredibly ineffective and just served to add humor to a situation that didn't need it. He also kept referring to people from his school as "soulless minions of orthodoxy" and while, yes, he was bullied and they were horrible people for doing that, this made Darius' conflicts seem inconsequential and hyperbolic.
And the depression rep... it honestly felt like it was just thrown in there to earn some representation points. Not to say the author doesn't have the right and voice to speak on it — of course, he does — but I just didn't connect with it and I felt it only had a minimal impact on the plot of the book. Besides maybe one scene at the end and a few interactions with particular people throughout.
Overall, while I'm glad this book has managed to make such a great impression on so many other reviewers and readers, I couldn't personally recommend this book for its story, writing, or depression representation.
Trigger Warnings: ableism, bullying, death of a parent (side character), depression, fatphobia (challenged), homophobia, family member with cancer, islamophobia, racism (challenged), suicidal ideation recounted
Maybe part of it was the way it was marketed. First of all, this is not a queer book. From what I've heard, the sequel definitely is, but there is no mention of the main character being LGBTQ+ at any point throughout this novel. People need to stop talking about this book like it's a YA romance because it most certainly isn't, and that might actually be part of why it falls flat.
Not to say a romance is necessary for a YA book to be good. That is completely, certainly not true. However, there was such little self-discovery going on throughout this book that I simply spent most of my time listening to it bored and asking "so what?"
I really liked the inclusion of complex family relationships — especially between Darius and his dad, and Darius with each of his grandparents. I also enjoyed the depictions of culture, food, and tea that were explored. The parts that focused on culture were probably the best parts of this whole book.
However, Darius the Great Is Not Okay was also completely cringe-worthy. Maybe it's just not for me, but all the references to Star Trek and repetition of certain phrases irked me. Darius put so many people in boxes, including his own family, and I absolutely could not stand it. His repeated use of "Steven Kellner" to express his dad's thoughts was incredibly ineffective and just served to add humor to a situation that didn't need it. He also kept referring to people from his school as "soulless minions of orthodoxy" and while, yes, he was bullied and they were horrible people for doing that, this made Darius' conflicts seem inconsequential and hyperbolic.
And the depression rep... it honestly felt like it was just thrown in there to earn some representation points. Not to say the author doesn't have the right and voice to speak on it — of course, he does — but I just didn't connect with it and I felt it only had a minimal impact on the plot of the book. Besides maybe one scene at the end and a few interactions with particular people throughout.
Overall, while I'm glad this book has managed to make such a great impression on so many other reviewers and readers, I couldn't personally recommend this book for its story, writing, or depression representation.
Trigger Warnings: ableism, bullying, death of a parent (side character), depression, fatphobia (challenged), homophobia, family member with cancer, islamophobia, racism (challenged), suicidal ideation recounted
Content Warnings
Graphic: Ableism, Body shaming, Bullying, Homophobia, Mental illness, Racism, Islamophobia, and Death of parent
Moderate: Cancer and Suicidal thoughts
agwood32's review against another edition
adventurous
emotional
hopeful
reflective
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Mental illness and Suicidal thoughts
Moderate: Bullying, Fatphobia, Homophobia, and Islamophobia
Minor: Death of parent and Murder
abigailhaagen's review against another edition
emotional
hopeful
informative
reflective
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
Content Warnings
Graphic: Body shaming, Bullying, Fatphobia, and Mental illness
Moderate: Suicidal thoughts
Minor: Death, Racism, and Self harm