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Matrix by Lauren Groff

19 reviews

gwenswoons's review against another edition

dark reflective tense slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? No
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

A little hard to rate a book like this, which is objectively magnificent in the writing, masterful in every way, but which I didn’t actually enjoy reading. I’m in awe of Lauren Groff, to be sure — I buy absolutely everything, but this is actually only my second time reading a book of hers. The emotional difference between this and Fates and Furies (a real favorite of mine) is so enormous, but so too are the character differences, the sense of place and time, the entire pace and identity of the storytelling. Matrix is spectacularly executed but was just a hard/slow read for me in the intense ancient religious setting (though it’s not, of course, a book that places religion on a pedestal — Groff is too deeply an analyst and an intellectual for that), even though the characters are vivid and flawed and interesting. I think this book is totally remarkable for the writing itself, but that I’m not ultimately its best reader.

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Animal cruelty, Animal death, Body horror, Body shaming, Bullying, Cancer, Child abuse, Child death, Chronic illness, Confinement, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Gore, Homophobia, Mental illness, Miscarriage, Misogyny, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Slavery, Terminal illness, Torture, Toxic relationship, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Xenophobia, Blood, Vomit, Medical content, Dementia, Grief, Religious bigotry, Medical trauma, Death of parent, Murder, Pregnancy, Lesbophobia, Fire/Fire injury, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Abandonment, Sexual harassment, War, and Classism

thewolvesread's review against another edition

inspiring mysterious reflective medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

 5 stars to a book about a nun's life? Welp, I think I can safely say that I will love anything Lauren Groff writes.  I was absolutely transported to this abbey in this book. I really loved it. 

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Content Warnings

Moderate: Mental illness, Miscarriage, Terminal illness, Murder, and Pregnancy

thewritebooks's review against another edition

emotional hopeful informative reflective slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

This read like a quiet masterpiece.

Immediately after finishing this, having cried through the last 15 pages, all I could think about was the beautiful way that all of the themes came together at the end to tell a story of life and loss. We travelled through the role of medieval women in the church, female solidarity and sisterhood, sapphic love and desire, the cycles of the seasons and the catholic calendar, power and greed and the sin of creation, followed by the moral weighting of these sins against these women's souls.

The prose was never dramatic, and by avoiding direct speech throughout, the author adds to the feeling of being another witness to the years marching onwards at the Abbey. The messages in this book were very close to my heart and I would be interested in going back with tabs to track and analyse those themes a bit more, having the hindsight now to see how well they were laid out.

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Death and Grief

Moderate: Animal death, Bullying, Child death, Rape, Sexism, Sexual content, Terminal illness, Violence, Pregnancy, and Abandonment

Minor: Excrement, Dementia, Death of parent, and Classism

careinthelibrary's review against another edition

emotional informative mysterious tense slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? It's complicated

4.0

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Animal death, Child death, Death, Homophobia, Miscarriage, Sexism, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Dementia, Religious bigotry, Pregnancy, and Lesbophobia

Moderate: Body shaming, Cancer, Mental illness, Misogyny, Terminal illness, Islamophobia, War, and Injury/Injury detail

bronzeageholly's review against another edition

challenging emotional funny inspiring mysterious reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? It's complicated
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Animal death, Death, Emotional abuse, Terminal illness, Violence, Grief, Religious bigotry, and Death of parent

Moderate: Rape, Sexism, Sexual content, Pregnancy, and Fire/Fire injury

Minor: Bullying, Cancer, Homophobia, and Transphobia

bookedbymadeline's review against another edition

challenging relaxing medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

I don’t usually like books that don’t use quotation marks because it confuses me and I end up rereading sentences. The writing and prose was beautiful; I have many passages marked! 

It could be a bit slow for my liking and the second half was harder to get through. I liked the references to Melusine, who I’ve heard about prior when reading other books about the war of the roses!

I thought the ending was really well done. Overall an enjoyable read that I devoured in three days despite being slow for my taste! I had read one of Geoff’s works earlier in the year and hated it so I’m happy I gave her a second chance. I’m curious now to see how I like her other works. Highly recommend if you like stories about powerful women challenging that status quo (especially in the world of religion)!

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Death, Gore, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexism, and Torture

Moderate: Animal death, Child death, Sexual content, Terminal illness, Grief, and Death of parent

Minor: Violence

roseltov's review against another edition

adventurous dark emotional slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? A mix
• Strong character development? It's complicated
• Loveable characters? No
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

Aaaargh, this was a really strange read. I found it hard to finish because I feel like the cadence and pace very much benefits from being read in larger chunks. It’s not a book to read in small pieces, I don’t think. I read the last 100 pages in one sitting and enjoyed it, but I hadn’t super loved the middle section, so that’s potentially why.

It also took a while for me to get used to the writing style. There are no speech marks, which I found quite distracting to being with. There are also a lot of antiquated and religious words used, which made it harder to read to start off with.

Having said that, there was plenty to love. The world was painted richly, perhaps too viscerally at times - it was a little gross in places. But I’ve finished the book with a fully realised image of the world in my mind, and a weird love for the strange band of characters.

This book isn’t easy, but I would recommend it.

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Content Warnings

Moderate: Gore, Terminal illness, Violence, Vomit, and Medical content

dr_aimz's review against another edition

inspiring reflective relaxing sad slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
• Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.75

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Animal death, Terminal illness, Dementia, and Injury/Injury detail

Moderate: Cancer, Child death, Death, Misogyny, Violence, Medical trauma, and Death of parent

Minor: Domestic abuse, Rape, and Sexual assault

apersonfromflorida's review against another edition

emotional reflective sad fast-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? It's complicated
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Chronic illness, Death, Mental illness, Miscarriage, Terminal illness, Pregnancy, War, and Injury/Injury detail

Moderate: Animal death, Child death, and Fire/Fire injury

Minor: Rape, Vomit, and Religious bigotry

have_a_doris_day's review against another edition

emotional reflective medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

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Content Warnings

Moderate: Child death, Confinement, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Terminal illness, Dementia, Grief, and Schizophrenia/Psychosis

Minor: Child abuse, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Fire/Fire injury, and War