Reviews tagging 'Physical abuse'

First Become Ashes by K.M. Szpara

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chwinters's review against another edition

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challenging dark sad tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated

1.5

quick read. 

i give it two stars for deryn and miller only and the first chapter and one scene near the end. the rest…. Nah. 

also calvin when i catch you and your stupid little folie a deux act absolutely nothing will protect you from the full two-ton velocity of my citywide carshare EV hatchback

if you are like me and came in blind because you were like, “oh hey! cult deconstruction with a person who literally thought they could do magic! sounds cool. i would love to read some fiction about a person coming to terms with realizing they’re not special and they’ve been lied to!”

turn around. this book is not really focused on that part of the story. tbh, this probably qualifies as erotica? with a massive
nonconsent kink.


i am not here for that, but like i said, i do fw the FBI lady and the nonplussed sidekick. i honestly wished i just dropped this book, but i skimmed the second half for them and read their chapters only in that part. and the second to last chapter, which has that once scene i really liked. 

i… this was pulled in a lot of different places. didn’t help i knew nothing about the author, so i wasn’t expecting the warnings at the start to be for
graphic depictions of abuse laid out as sex scenes. whoops! everyone’s got their erotica choices, should’ve looked into it more, but uuuuhhh.
100% thought this book would be a breakdown of building a life after a cult, and not the weird wild goose chase this was. 

also not a fan of the “is magic real or not”? it made things clunky. and also, glow sticks should have made more of an appearance.
i wanted to see lark lose his mind over realizing it’s just a fuckin’ glow stick
and i do in fact, feel robbed. of that, and the time i spent reading this book. 

the
scene at the end with the ritual and emotional catharsis was really good.
and also what i thought this book would be about: people rebuilding their lives and reckoning with it all. instead
it’s quite literally trauma porn/erotica.
and one tugged in a bunch of directions, at that. 

if you’ve got a noncon kink and want a quick, sexual read, go for it i guess.

but jesus h. christ, nowhere in the book description was i aware of what i was getting into. and if someone would write the breakdown of self and trauma and recreation of identity book i thought this was: fork it over, please and thanks. 

book cover’s fantastic though! super misleading and should be changed! fantastic though!!

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pagesofash's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional hopeful mysterious sad tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5


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theangrystackrat's review against another edition

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challenging emotional tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

2.0


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tabbiecat's review against another edition

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dark hopeful fast-paced
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes

1.25


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spaceoperatics's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional hopeful reflective fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

A very fun take on magic, family, and clashing perspectives. Take the content warnings seriously.
The ending comes on too suddenly and too cleanly, otherwise it might be a 5-star.

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marstarr's review against another edition

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challenging dark funny mysterious sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.5

Hmm. I think this book almost does something, but it just fell short. There was such tonal whiplash in parts and it felt like it was handling really heavy and intense topics without sufficient care and without having it *mean* something. I just think if you’re going to do that much on-page rape and torture there has to be some sort of proper catharsis or narrative satisfaction at the end.  I have to wonder who the intended audience is for this book, because I have to admit that it was not me 

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headlessphilosopher's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional fast-paced

5.0


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blacksphinx's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.0


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teresa0623's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? N/A
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.5

I loved this book and I couldn't wait to talk to my book club about it. There was so much to unpack with Lark's story. This book was very hard to read, the content made me uncomfortable but it was sooo worth it. Magical realism was woven into the story (and I am a sucker for magical realism). I will be thinking about this book for a long time. 

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femme4fleurs's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional reflective medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75


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