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bookwormsinmybrain's review against another edition
challenging
emotional
funny
reflective
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
i hate her but i am her all the same
Content Warnings
Minor: Infidelity, Misogyny, Sexual content, and Violence
schopenhauers_poodle's review against another edition
adventurous
challenging
dark
emotional
funny
mysterious
reflective
sad
tense
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Promising debut with an interesting plot twist and some missteps that's deeper than it appears to be.
The premise is straightforward: a South Asian woman in her 30s is having an affair with a serially unfaithful married white man in London. Patel's writing is at its best when the narrator articulates the experience of trying to reconcile the image of a partner or relationship that we have in our head with reality. Less successful are the political and sociocultural rants the narrator goes on that feel preachy, awkward, and sometimes obvious.
But that's all surface, on a closer reading I realized that "I'm a Fan", similar to "Poor Things," functions as a political allegory. "The man I want to be with" stands in for the UK, while "the woman I am obsessed with" is the US, the man's wife is the EU, and the narrator is a colony, (at one point she even describes the man as colonizing her body). It's clever.
I also want to point out an observation I had of many reviews that deride the narrator, calling her "unhinged" or "crazy," which I find dishonest and troubling. Why the focus on the narrator, who we know has less power than and is subordinate to the man and British society? What responsibility does he/it bear? And what responsibility do we have to each other in relationships?
"I'm a Fan" won't stand the test of time but Patel succeeded in creating a time capsule, capturing the zeitgeist of life online during the early 2020s steeped in consumerism, celeb culture, and technology.
The premise is straightforward: a South Asian woman in her 30s is having an affair with a serially unfaithful married white man in London. Patel's writing is at its best when the narrator articulates the experience of trying to reconcile the image of a partner or relationship that we have in our head with reality. Less successful are the political and sociocultural rants the narrator goes on that feel preachy, awkward, and sometimes obvious.
But that's all surface, on a closer reading I realized that "I'm a Fan", similar to "Poor Things," functions as a political allegory. "The man I want to be with" stands in for the UK, while "the woman I am obsessed with" is the US, the man's wife is the EU, and the narrator is a colony, (at one point she even describes the man as colonizing her body). It's clever.
I also want to point out an observation I had of many reviews that deride the narrator, calling her "unhinged" or "crazy," which I find dishonest and troubling. Why the focus on the narrator, who we know has less power than and is subordinate to the man and British society? What responsibility does he/it bear? And what responsibility do we have to each other in relationships?
"I'm a Fan" won't stand the test of time but Patel succeeded in creating a time capsule, capturing the zeitgeist of life online during the early 2020s steeped in consumerism, celeb culture, and technology.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Domestic abuse and Violence
Moderate: Domestic abuse and Violence
floatinthevoid's review against another edition
dark
emotional
tense
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
It tried.
There are some aspects that I really like, but there are more aspects that disappoint my expectation.
I like the overly specific description of luxury things. Or the jab at wealthy white public figures' hypocrisy, or the exploration between themes like power, intimacy, obsession, algorithm, privilege, etc.
But.
The social commentary itself doesn't feel natural to me, because instead of trying to incorporate those social themes in the story, the author instead write it like a punch line in an article of essay with an overtly quirky choice of words that doesn't make sense.
Also, I know that an unreliable narrator often use inconsistency to entice the reader what's real or not. But there's a big gap in between the plot that feels too jarring.
I agree with other reviewers that it's a bit repetitive. The ending is unsatisfactory too to say the least.
So take it with a grain of salt whatever people say about this book.
There are some aspects that I really like, but there are more aspects that disappoint my expectation.
I like the overly specific description of luxury things. Or the jab at wealthy white public figures' hypocrisy, or the exploration between themes like power, intimacy, obsession, algorithm, privilege, etc.
But.
The social commentary itself doesn't feel natural to me, because instead of trying to incorporate those social themes in the story, the author instead write it like a punch line in an article of essay with an overtly quirky choice of words that doesn't make sense.
Also, I know that an unreliable narrator often use inconsistency to entice the reader what's real or not. But there's a big gap in between the plot that feels too jarring.
I agree with other reviewers that it's a bit repetitive. The ending is unsatisfactory too to say the least.
So take it with a grain of salt whatever people say about this book.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Emotional abuse, Infidelity, and Mental illness
Moderate: Toxic relationship and Violence
Minor: Physical abuse
ivulikkivulik's review against another edition
medium-paced
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
3.75
Partially, this book reminds me of Luster by Raven Leilani. I feel like the books have similar writing styles. However, the plotline of Luster is more enjoyable. However, I still really enjoyed reading I’m a fan.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Violence, and Stalking