A review by onthesamepage
Bianca Torre Is Afraid of Everything by Justine Pucella Winans

mysterious slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

ARC provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.

Nobody is fearless, Bianca. Nobody. What matters is that despite your list, despite how long it is and how scared you are, you don’t give up.

If you're looking for a book that talks about what it feels like to struggle with your gender identity as a teenager, I think this is a great one to pick up. I can't speak to how accurate the experience is, but it felt like it came from a very personal place. Watching Bianca come to terms with their identity and how they proceeded to open up to people was really touching. Parts of their journey do feel a bit unresolved, however, especially when it comes to their family.

Where this really fell flat for me is the mystery. A YA mystery where a teen sets out to solve a murder is a really hard sell for me to begin with, but it can still work. However, in this case, a lot of the plot felt really convenient. They continuously stumbled upon the right people or the right locations to find the next clue. One moment that really stuck out to me was when Bianca and Anderson were interviewing someone in the victim's building. They asked this older woman a few questions, and the woman then asked them if they suspected foul play. They said yes, and she just nodded, and the conversation proceeded from there. I just can't buy into an adult just nodding along when she hears two teenagers are investigating a murder like it's no big deal, instead of immediately calling their parents, which is the normal thing to do. The resolution of the mystery borders on ridiculous, and the entire motivation behind it doesn't make a lick of sense to me.

So in short, would recommend for struggling with gender identity, would not recommend for the murder mystery.

Also, shoutout to the author for mentioning my favourite anime of all time, Case Closed/Detective Conan. 💜 
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