A review by wellreadwyvern
Self-Portrait with Nothing by Aimee Pokwatka

5.0

Self-Portrait With Nothing, by Aimee Pokwatka, uses the theory of parallel universes to explore relationships, self-doubt, abandonment, and the search for happiness.

The disappearance of Pepper’s birth mother, Ula Frost, sends her on an international journey full of mysteries, riddles, and danger. Ula is a famous painter, and her clients claim that she has the ability to reach other universes through her art.

As a scientist, Pepper doesn’t believe in the existence of parallel universes, but that doesn’t stop her from thinking, “What if?” She constantly doubts herself and imagines other Peppers who make different choices and live happier lives.

Prospective readers should not mistake this novel for science fiction. It is a missing-person mystery combined with a bit of fantasy. Pokwatka’s focus on the themes of self-actualization, the trials of marriage, and mother-daughter relationships create a rich and accessible story.

The reflective nature of the novel will likely appeal to fans of literary fiction. There is also enough plot progression and intrigue to interest mystery readers. It’s perfect for those, like me, who enjoy genre mashups and are always looking for something slightly unusual.

Thank you to Macmillan-Tor/Forge, tordotcom, and NetGalley for providing access to this eARC.