A review by aaronwarnersgirl
The Way I Am Now by Amber Smith

hopeful inspiring medium-paced

3.5

sooo let me get started on this little book 🎶let’s get down to business🎶

no okay. 
this book had the potential to be so great, but somehow it managed to be just fine 
let’s start with the things I liked though
  • I liked how everything wasn’t magically fine after Eden told people what she had been through; often it’s portrayed as if once you tell people about your assault all your problems are solved- that's just not the case 
  • I love Eden’s character so much<3 she’s just like me and I feel like if she’d exist in my universe and time we would be really good friends; at least I hope we would ;) 
  • I love Eden’s story as a character in this book. not related to any other characters and plot lines just her character- it was really nicely written, in my opinion

now to the things I didn’t like so much 
  • I felt like there was too much romance. now don’t take me wrong, I love romance when it fits into the story (like in the first book, the way I just to be) but in this book it felt forced and there just for the purpose of satisfying the fans. 
  • I felt like there was somehow something missing from the story; I can’t really explain it but I feel like I was left out on some parts of this book, while in the first book I felt like it told everything that needed to be told. 

what if wished: 
  • I would’ve wished for the author to just focus on Eden’s story and not put so much focus on the romance and Josh. while I like how we could see more of Josh, in the first book we did too, and it was perfect. 

I don’t want to keep comparing it to the first book because honestly it’s just not fair; the first book just felt so perfect to me and I guess I had kinda high hopes. 
while it may now not seem like it, I did really like this book, it just kinda didn’t live up to the first one :) 

either way, know that it’s always worth telling someone if you got assaulted in any way. know that it’s never ever your fault and that your feeling are valid <33 I love you and take care~~ mhuaaa