A review by nonabgo
The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion

4.0

Audible gave this to me for free and it was the perfect length for my ironing night. Good reason for a book, right? Except that this is not actually the book, which I will now have to hunt down and read. It is, as I found out later, an adaptation, a shorter version of the memoir - basically, as the Audible description says, a one-woman play.

But as short as it is, the impact it had on me was strong. It was such a random read that I had no idea, until the end of it, that it's a memoir and Joan Didion really went through all that. I thought it was just a brilliantly written (and performed!) short story.

It hit me hard, this story about grief. It reminded me vividly of the months after my mom died, when I felt somehow disconnected, like I was not there, like things were not really true, that she was going to come back at any moment. I related to Didion's feelings, to her disconnect from the reality. Sometimes, grief hits right when the death happens. Other times, the mind goes into a sort of protective tent of fog, and grief hits days, weeks, months later, harder than it would had you processed it earlier...

Vanessa Redgrave's performance is stellar. Well, she is stellar in anything, so no surprise here. She elevated this play to a whole new level and transported me right into Didion's psyche.

I don't recommend this to people who are freshly grieving. But as grief understanding goes, this is a good study. The incursion into Didion's mind, her thought process, her motivations were on point. I wish I could have seen this performed live.