A review by khopeisz
Dead in Long Beach, California by Venita Blackburn

4.25

I have been in search for a book like this one all year. A book that looks at the underbelly of death and loss, at the out of body (as Blackburn herself has described it), indiscriminate experience of grief. I knew that this book was going to be unusual stylistically, and for that reason I chose to take it slow. I feel like a rush job for a more unconventional work can make you quick to dismiss what the author is trying to say by means of their convention. And so I am glad I took my time to hear the book speak.

Coral, our main character, is practically tangible beyond the page. I found myself incredibly concerned for her, sympathetic, angry at her, and understanding of her. She is navigating unspeakable loss, and then we learn that this loss is just a compounding of other losses. I am engaged with what she, as the existential We, has to say about her experience as a human, a lover, a sister, daughter, aunt, creative, and minor celebrity. I am rooting for her.

The We as the narrator works for me. Blackburn confirms that this is Coral. Language is unique in that we can manipulate it in times of grief. A therapist may recommend a couple recount a difficult scenario in the third person in order to speak objectively about it. Someone who is bilingual may find it easier to discuss a tragedy in their non-native language, as if to create more of a distance. With this in mind, Coral resorting to narrating the story of her grief as a collective, existential We makes sense.

For me, Venita Blackburn accomplishes something with this book that other authors I’ve read this year were not able to. I think in another author’s hands, Coral could have easily irritated me with her questionable actions. But with Blackburn, I never grew frustrated with Coral, I just grew deeper in my understanding. Blackburn also wrote from truth and from pain. Death Valley by Melissa Broder is basically this book’s sister-cousin. Both authors poured their truth with grief and loss onto the page. However, while I enjoyed Death Valley, I ended the book wanting more. With Dead in Long Beach, California, I ended the book having collected what I came for.

Following my reading, I listened to Blackburn’s Kirkus Review interview and was incredibly endeared by her persona, and intrigued by her thoughts on writing. I would like to commune with her more through her other projects.

Some notes: this book teeters the non-ending scale for me, but only because I had some questions that needed answering still. I cried at the ending though, and a book getting me to cry is a good marker for me. Also, I liked the little “cut scenes” if you will where we read Coral’s book. These reminded me of schlocky 80’s sci-fi movies.

I think the best way to approach this book is with an open mind, with an interest in varying conventions of form. It’s one I’d recommend.