A review by raenydayreads
Always the Almost by Edward Underhill

4.0

Miles Jacobson has two New Years resolutions: 1) win back his ex-boyfriend Shane McIntyre who dumped him two weeks after coming out as trans and 2) finally beat his arch-rival Cameron Hart at the biggest classical piano competition. Enter Eric Mendez, the new boy in town who makes Miles' stomach flutter and leaves a lasting impression. Not too long after meeting they agree to fake date one another to score an invite to a Valentine's Day couples-only party with their friends Rachel and Paige. The ruse lasts less than one night, when they decide to get together for real. But what about those resolutions? Will Miles be able to leave some behind to move on in the future?

Always the Almost is a must-read, especially for any young person who may be questioning their identity or where they fit in. The story focuses on being true to yourself and most importantly, joy. There was still conflict, angst, pain and mistakes found within the pages, but it's also incredibly honest, messy and beautiful. It represents the struggle of finding your truth. In the end, you can't miss the messages queer youth can take away from this book.