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A review by zimlicious
Veronika Ölmek İstiyor by Paulo Coelho
5.0
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24-year-old Veronika is a beautiful girl who has everything, but she's not happy. Seeing that a lot is wrong with the world, she decides there's no point in living and commits suicide by taking way too many sleeping pills. While she's waiting to die, a sentence in a magazine catches her eye: "Where is Slovenia?" Being angry at the fact that nobody knows where her country is, Veronika writes a letter to the magazine, letting them know where Slovenia is. And this ends up being her suicide letter. While losing consciousness, Veronika goes into panic, thinking "If I puke, I won't die," but it's too late, and everything goes dark. At the end, she doesn't die; she finds herself at a mental institution. She's told that she did not die, yet the sleeping pills caused a problem with her heart and that she'll die soon.
The main character being Veronika, one things the book will be entirely about her story and how she got there. Yet, we meet different characters and get a glimpse of their stories. Zedka is depressed. Mari has panic attacks. Eduard, whom Veronika ends up falling in love with, is schizophrenic. And Dr. Igor is someone who tries different things on his patients and then writes papers about his experiments. I'll admit that on the subject psychology, there's usually no straight answer, but the Doctor made me angry. She told Veronika she would die soon just to push her back to life. I felt like he needed patients at the hospital, and he was way too eager to do research on them for his papers.
The book explores the notion of "craziness" through the characters and their stories, Veronika being in the center. It's a book where every reader can find a piece of themselves. People get scared of behavior that is different form what they're used to, and therefore put those kind of people into the "crazy" category. When Veronika figures this out, she realized her freedom: "I'm crazy anyway, so I can do anything" kind of realization. As a result of this, she dares to do thing she didn't dare before like love, hate and sexual awakening. In the meantime, she falls in love with Eduard, who's in his own world yet seems to love it when Veronika plays the piano.
In the end, Dr. Igor doesn't tell Veronika the truth and she goes on living thinking that she might die any day. The Doctor believes that this way Veronika will see each day as a miracle, and he sits down to write about his "experiment" with her. This is something that left me at a crossroad: is it okay to make someone believe they might die any day just for the possibility that they'll start enjoying life? Doesn't the person deserve the truth? Would they try to die again if they learned the truth? There are questions I cannot answer. But life, with its ugliness and tough times is worth living and there might be a miracle, a surprise or something exciting any second.
24-year-old Veronika is a beautiful girl who has everything, but she's not happy. Seeing that a lot is wrong with the world, she decides there's no point in living and commits suicide by taking way too many sleeping pills. While she's waiting to die, a sentence in a magazine catches her eye: "Where is Slovenia?" Being angry at the fact that nobody knows where her country is, Veronika writes a letter to the magazine, letting them know where Slovenia is. And this ends up being her suicide letter. While losing consciousness, Veronika goes into panic, thinking "If I puke, I won't die," but it's too late, and everything goes dark. At the end, she doesn't die; she finds herself at a mental institution. She's told that she did not die, yet the sleeping pills caused a problem with her heart and that she'll die soon.
The main character being Veronika, one things the book will be entirely about her story and how she got there. Yet, we meet different characters and get a glimpse of their stories. Zedka is depressed. Mari has panic attacks. Eduard, whom Veronika ends up falling in love with, is schizophrenic. And Dr. Igor is someone who tries different things on his patients and then writes papers about his experiments. I'll admit that on the subject psychology, there's usually no straight answer, but the Doctor made me angry. She told Veronika she would die soon just to push her back to life. I felt like he needed patients at the hospital, and he was way too eager to do research on them for his papers.
The book explores the notion of "craziness" through the characters and their stories, Veronika being in the center. It's a book where every reader can find a piece of themselves. People get scared of behavior that is different form what they're used to, and therefore put those kind of people into the "crazy" category. When Veronika figures this out, she realized her freedom: "I'm crazy anyway, so I can do anything" kind of realization. As a result of this, she dares to do thing she didn't dare before like love, hate and sexual awakening. In the meantime, she falls in love with Eduard, who's in his own world yet seems to love it when Veronika plays the piano.
In the end, Dr. Igor doesn't tell Veronika the truth and she goes on living thinking that she might die any day. The Doctor believes that this way Veronika will see each day as a miracle, and he sits down to write about his "experiment" with her. This is something that left me at a crossroad: is it okay to make someone believe they might die any day just for the possibility that they'll start enjoying life? Doesn't the person deserve the truth? Would they try to die again if they learned the truth? There are questions I cannot answer. But life, with its ugliness and tough times is worth living and there might be a miracle, a surprise or something exciting any second.