A review by wardenred
Paris Daillencourt Is About to Crumble by Alexis Hall

emotional reflective medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

You did fine last week. You are going to do fine this week. You just need to get out of your own way and stop being such a titanic fucking prick to yourself.

Well... This was even less of a romcom than Rosaline's book had been. :D I have honestly no idea why these series is marketed the way it is. 

Anyway, here's what I liked about this book:

- The cat with the name I won't mention for fear of messing it up with typos;
- All the baking;
- The supporting cast, although they were all far less realized than the contestants from the first book (but that makes sense—Rosaline paid a lot more attention to other people than Paris);
- The really accurate and detailed depiction of what extreme anxiety feels like. Because, yeah. All the catastrophizing and second-guessing and getting so caught up in trying to avert all the worst-case scenario that you create an even worse scenario? That's exactly what this shit is like.

It's worth noting, though, that while Paris initially seemed like the kind of person who tries to get to a good place but is constantly hindered by his undiagnosed, untreated anxiety, he is... not quite that. Anxiety makes him more self-absorbed, sure, because, well, all the endless exhausting fears *are* absorbing. But it doesn't seem to be the root cause at all. He's fortunate to have people in his life who both care for him and call him out on his bullshit, but it sure takes him a lot of time to start actually doing something about his problems. 

And here's what I really didn't like about the book, by the way: most of the story depicts Paris sinking closer and closer to rock bottom, making two steps back for every step forward, coming very close to messing up even the parts of his life that were okay/his safe haven at the start. And then, um, there's a gap, and afterward, we see him already having started on the journey to getting better. I honestly keep feeling like my copy of the novel has a bunch of pages missing, because honestly, wtf? After spending so long accompanying Paris down to that botom, I felt like I deserved to witness some of his actual journey back up. As it was, I feel kind of cheated.

As for the romance, I really, really liked Tariq and would love to see more of his life, especially once he starts his own BBC show. I liked how ready he was to give Paris chances, and how ready he was nevertheless to set and protect his own borders, and how he took a step back when the relationship between them began harming him. I'm not sure I liked Tariq and Paris as a couple even for a hot minute, too, and it was almost funny how I found myself, even while witnessing the story through Paris's POV, rooting for Tariq against the relationship. Which ones gain brings me to the point I started with: this is so not a romcom. It's not even really an angsty romance. Why, marketing people, why? Why do you lie to me?
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