this was such a satisfying ending BUT JULLIETE WHEN SHE WAS BRAINWASHED ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY HURT ME TO READ at the beginning of the book i was literally painfully forcing myself to read kenjis pov bcs i js wanted to know what happened to ella BUT BY LIKE PAGE 200 I WAS LITERALLY BEGGING FOR KENJIS POV TO BE LONGER "CALL ME MASTER" WTFFFFF THAT SCENE HAS TRAUMATISED ME broo n then aaron saying hes finally found hell bcs hes not with ella anymore 😕😕😕 broke my heart N KENJIS JS SO SWEET N I LOVE HIM SM winston n brendan were so cute i cant believe i did not catch onto their relationship during the whole series ANDERSON MAKES MY BLOOD ACTUALLY BOILLLLLL bro i held out so much hope that emmaline would somehow survive HER DEATH KILLED ME omg n then aaron offering up himself to save ella 🙏🙏 HIM CATCHING A MACHETE MID BATTLE WITHOUT LOOKING 🤭🤭🤭🤭 omg n nazeera n kenji r so cute, they lowkey irritated me in defy me BCS J COULDVE BEEN DEAD but they were cute in this book N KENJI N WARNER ‼️