A review by a_ab
At First Spite by Olivia Dade

3.5

Maybe 3.5*s for me. There are several things I really liked about this book: the raw and tender portrayal of depression, the subtle but clear neurodivergence coding, the sensitive plus size representation. I also appreciated the characters quite a bit — they felt like complex humans, even when I didn't like their actions, decisions and behavior.

But at the same time, I got uncanny valley vibes from the character interactions: I didn't fully believe in the relationship between the characters as it was presented on page. Even with the dual POV I couldn't quite see what they saw in each other — even while I could see a whole lot to like in the characters, for me, their motivations and internal perceptions didn't match their actions and conclusions when it came to each other.