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Worry by Alexandra Tanner

challenging dark emotional sad tense fast-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? No
• Loveable characters? No
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

This book stressed the literal hell out of me❤️ although my own mom and aunt differ wildly from Poppy and Jules, I could see a lot of similarities to their relationship and I dont know if that contributed to the stress, or the fact that these characters are all pretty freaking insufferable and learn nothing, or the near constant berating and anxiety throughout. I know that’s what the name implies! But for some stupid reason I didnt think it was going to worry me this much fron start to finish. There isnt really a point of resolve or relaxing and the ending honestly was kind of underwhelming. I do think the author did a wonderful job capturing a lot of specific moments in time and ideologies and it felt incredibly realistic, at the cost of it being so stressful. I give her my props but I don’t think id reccommend this one. 

The Anthropocene Reviewed: Essays on a Human-Centered Planet by John Green

adventurous emotional funny hopeful informative inspiring lighthearted relaxing fast-paced

4.0

I enjoyed this! I dont know if I have a ton to say, other than I love the combo of John Green’s prose with learning fun facts about the world around me. I’d listened to the podcast for a while back in the day so this was fun to revisit in a new form. I will say, it is dense at some points to try and finish quickly but, it is also a very digestible way of learning new info. I do also feel he couldve used less annotations / notes (i cant think of the formal word but when you make readers jump to the bottom of the page for more info), but its just a personal preference since they make me lose my rhythm when reading. I recommend if youre looking to ease into nonfiction and enjoy his novels, or just enjoy deep dives into the anthropocene. 

The Berry Pickers by Amanda Peters

challenging dark emotional sad slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? A mix
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.5

I have mixed feelings about this book - its a very well written book that covers a sensitive topic that’s rarely discussed. The writing is well done and very descriptive which I enjoyed. But man, this is heavy. It was hard to get through 300 pages of such heavy moments, even the “light” moments were quickly heavy again. I give my props to the book for what its done but I wish it balanced the dark tones a bit more past the past 20 pages. It also felt slightly too long and dragged out by the end, imo. 

The Wedding People by Alison Espach

adventurous dark emotional funny inspiring lighthearted reflective relaxing fast-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? A mix
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

UGH this was so good. This hit a sweet spot for me, a new genre of books that I am falling in love with that I'll dub "New England 90's Rom Com Cozy" or something similar. This hit the same notes I was looking for in Writers and Lovers and while I'm sure there are literary critiques that are valid of this book, I am blind to them currently just for how much this hit my wants and desires in books currently. I liked the mix of serious problem setup and satisfying resolution, and even if parts of the ending felt predictable, it felt well executed and refreshing still. It was heartfelt, very tenderly written, and compelling from start to finish. The beginning grabbed my attention and the rest kept me going, wondering (similar to Phoebe whenever she watches or reads anything with a wedding) how the wedding was going to go even if I thought I knew what was going to happen. I really enjoyed this and would highly reccommend! 

The Celebrants by Steven Rowley

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• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

This review is going to sound kind of passion-less but, I liked it! I'm not like very fervently in love with it, I truly feel kind of neutral.

I think if you like the idea of cozy books, but hate the quality of the writing of the genre typically so you avoid it, this is a good choice for you. The writing held up fairly well from start to finish and I never found myself TOO annoyed with how things were written. I think each funeral is unique and I find that to be kind of impressive considering society has pigeonholed at least American funerals into a very specific image that few deviate from. It's lighthearted but still feels meaningful in a not-cheesy way, which I appreciate. 

My complaints honestly only apply to small instances, but in some cases, cleared themselves up. A few were also personal preference.

I didn't love at the beginning how Naomi's interactions were almost solely her yelling at one of the men in the book, it felt really flat and just poor writing to me overall. But I think she felt more actualized towards the end. It might have come with writing her chapter but I'm glad it got resolved.

I personally just did not like the Jordy / Jordan couple for a few reasons. I get the name thing was to be quirky and also, based on a couple in real life, but man I did not freaking like it! Mainly because it felt like the two did not have a distinct personality other than being gay for each other and for one of them being from Columbia, and that they traveled to Italy once, until towards the very very end. And if I made the whole beginning of the book hinder on one of them dying and wanting a funeral for the other Jordan before his real funeral, I would have wanted them more fleshed out as individuals versus a slightly amorphous couple blob. The name thing didn't help but that wasn't the only reason these two blended together. The whole book kind of suffered from a personality problem at times and in some ways thats how friend groups work, but by the end it felt unrewarding that some characters got more depth while others did not, like the Jordans. 

At times this book also suffered from what I'm now dubbing the "cozy book plot hole", which is when a cozy / fluffy book says one thing and does a completely other thing. It's usually minor but this always happens in lighter / fluffy books and it bothers the shit out of me for some reason. This could've been caught with some more eagle-eyed editing but, like I said it's usually minor in the case of good books like this one. The one example immediately coming to mind was towards the end, they made a note to say they weren't going to make it to the pier to watch Jordy race but then they immediately flip to Jordy's POV and he sees them on the pier. Stuff like that just bothers me with the genre and while I think it'd benefit me to read more light books like this, it bugs me enough that I end up back at dark/moody books with less plot holes lol. 

My complaint section was kind of long but honestly, it didn't bother me enough to hate this book that much. Like I said I'm kind of neutral on it, didn't absolutely hate it but didn't like, love it to pieces either. It's interesting for the genre and has it's merits and I'd reccommend if the premise interests you! 

Trespasses by Louise Kennedy

dark emotional sad slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? No
• Loveable characters? No
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.5

This book moved its way on and off my TBR list a few times and honestly, I wish I had kept it off. 

I will start by saying, i hate books about affairs and cheating. I took this book off my tbr for that reason a few of those times. But the premise intrigued me and I kept seeing it reccommended by other bookstagramers so i figured i’d give it a go. 

This book was painfully slow, and it took up until the last 40-50 pages for anything truly interesting to happen. I get how thats war sometimes - its a lot of tension and buildup to the moment of implosion, but it just didnt work for me. I can appreciate the author weaving all these storylines together and it did feel satisfying towards the end but, i needed better pacing to get me to that point. 

Another gripe I have is towards the end, there is one sex scene that is most definitely rape, which I was really annoyed by! It summed up this strange possessive relationship between the two characters, swearing to each other its love but its just horny jealous sex. The relationship was terrible and nothing i could find myself rooting for. Cushla, give it another year to develop a frontal lobe and i promise youll get over this old man.

I probably have more to say but this just fell flat, I was wishing for more but it underdelivered. 

The Dreamers by Karen Thompson Walker

dark emotional hopeful mysterious reflective sad tense slow-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Plot
• Strong character development? It's complicated
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.75

This honestly captured my interest more than I thought it would? Its been on my TBR for years, idk how I found it but it worried me that I’ve never heard of anyone reading this but I read it anyways, and I’m glad I did! 

Thompson Walker’s estimates of what the modern day might look like in a pandemic, before the pandemic even happened, are almost eerily accurate to real life. The plot is so fascinating and I loved the split perspective - normally I dont always love a split perspective but these were easy to follow and I think brought around so many perspectives and problems that arise during a crisis. I read this really quickly, very intrigued by the mystery.

I do wish there was

more crumbs of solving the mystery or explanation why it may have happened? The story has great setup, but you feel dragged along at times without any rewards or anything to explain the why behind it while you read through these sad stories of people going under. The ending also felt so loose to me, I was just waiting for more to happen and it felt so unresolved. I dont know if I can blame the author, the covid pandemic is quite similar in a way, but it did bring down my interest in the book by the end.

I wouldn’t recommend if you aren’t open to a pandemic story but, if the premise interests you, I recommend giving it a try! 

Martyr! by Kaveh Akbar

dark emotional funny reflective sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? Yes
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

This book is so well written, and I’m honestly surprised it hasn’t earned more awards. It surprised me by the end but had me thinking deeply the whole way through, and I love the mix of perspectives throughout. I will say,

maybe im too tired to understand but the very end of one of the chapters was lost on me, which is mainly where this book lost it for me at the end, but i still enjoyed the ending.

overall: great read, i definitely recommend ! 

Writers & Lovers by Lily King

adventurous emotional funny hopeful lighthearted reflective relaxing sad medium-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? A mix
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? Yes
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

Woooowow I really loved this. This was a surprise for me! I was looking for a different book at the local bookstore, couldn’t find it and landed on this, and I’m really glad I did. I could resonate with a lot of the narrator’s feelings - the accurate personification of my grief of recently lost family members, the constant underlying anxiety, and a feeling of just trying to get through life and get where I want to be. And I love that’s what Lily King was going for all along, to make an experience where you can find yourself rather than trying to say something profound and deep. It doesn’t matter why the curtains are blue, its how the blue makes you feel. This was such a cozy read and I devoured it and cried and felt so seen. Even though I haven't lived many of these experiences. I could see where someone might find critiques of this book but it was just what I needed when I got it so, I give it five stars! 

The Midnight Feast by Lucy Foley

adventurous dark mysterious tense fast-paced

• Plot- or character-driven? Character
• Strong character development? Yes
• Loveable characters? N/A
• Diverse cast of characters? No
• Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

Overall I really liked this! I was doubting it a bit in the middle but it was a solid mix of modern day Lord of the Flies + intertwined mystery with solidly planned and placed twists and turns. The ending was really solid to me and I think this moved up in my Lucy Foley rankings. Hunting Party is still on top but, this is close! Better than Paris Apartment for sure.