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arcanewolf's review against another edition
4.0
All I can say is that this book had me HOOKED and really helped me overcome my reading slump that I have been stuck in for the past few months.
This book was in no way, a romanticised story of mental illness, the author didn't sugarcoat the effects of mental illness, drug addiction, abuse, self harm and all that other stuff that happens. There was no romantic underlining between the characters in which one character is determined to save the other from the effects of their addiction or mental illness.
This book was realistic in terms of exploring the dark paths people can travel down. We see Hannah travel down the path of self hate and self destruction. Matt down the path of drugs and addiction and Jared down the path of becoming a psychopath. Yes, there were bits in the book that were raw and brutal to read, especially when it came to the sex scenes but that is just showing how those scenes are easily a reality for someone out there in this world.
This book showed me that there's plenty of Hannahs, and Matts and Jareds out there in this world.
I really clicked with Hannah and felt sorry for her throughout the whole book. Yes, there were times I wanted to shake her and say that she was being a fool but at the end of the day, she has been through a lot and the real Hannah, deep inside is buried under all this self loathing that she keeps inside. We don't see the real Hannah for a long time and I think that it clouds her judgement when it comes to her having trouble saying 'no'.
Hannah can easily represent the majority of young people out there, who want to be accepted and loved by people around them, so they turn to false beliefs and values that aren't their own just to impress other people.
This book was raw, brutal, realistic and beautifully written. Lucia Adams has done a fantastic job portraying the realistic effects addiction can have on people without putting any sort of romantic connotations within the story.
This book was in no way, a romanticised story of mental illness, the author didn't sugarcoat the effects of mental illness, drug addiction, abuse, self harm and all that other stuff that happens. There was no romantic underlining between the characters in which one character is determined to save the other from the effects of their addiction or mental illness.
This book was realistic in terms of exploring the dark paths people can travel down. We see Hannah travel down the path of self hate and self destruction. Matt down the path of drugs and addiction and Jared down the path of becoming a psychopath. Yes, there were bits in the book that were raw and brutal to read, especially when it came to the sex scenes but that is just showing how those scenes are easily a reality for someone out there in this world.
This book showed me that there's plenty of Hannahs, and Matts and Jareds out there in this world.
I really clicked with Hannah and felt sorry for her throughout the whole book. Yes, there were times I wanted to shake her and say that she was being a fool but at the end of the day, she has been through a lot and the real Hannah, deep inside is buried under all this self loathing that she keeps inside. We don't see the real Hannah for a long time and I think that it clouds her judgement when it comes to her having trouble saying 'no'.
Hannah can easily represent the majority of young people out there, who want to be accepted and loved by people around them, so they turn to false beliefs and values that aren't their own just to impress other people.
This book was raw, brutal, realistic and beautifully written. Lucia Adams has done a fantastic job portraying the realistic effects addiction can have on people without putting any sort of romantic connotations within the story.
justlily's review against another edition
3.0
I have so much to say about this book, I'm not sure where to start. I guess the first thing I want to say is: Whoever shelved this book as "Young Adult" was a fucking idiot and never to be trusted for any reason. This book is not for anyone under the age of 18. Hell, maybe under the age of 21. Seriously.
Reading this, right from the get go, you think damn...how much worse can it get for this poor girl? But it gets worse. It always gets worse. Every chapter. Hannah is sick, and in a lot of ways she's just as twisted as Matt and Jared are. And together, in any combination of the three, things just constantly go from "oh my god" to "holy........shit...." at the speed of light.
There are no likable characters in this story. There are no heroes. No one comes to rescue Hannah. But the twisted part is that for a little while, this book works its way so far into your head, that you start thinking, like Hannah, that hey...maybe it's not so bad. And then you take a step back or turn the page and realize nope, it is 100% exactly that bad.
If you're looking for a mind fuck that you can't put down until it's over, here it is. If you're looking for a happy ending... Go somewhere else.
EDIT: I wanted to add this because it really bugged me when I read the book. This has either never seen an editor or was seen by the WORST EDITOR IN THE HISTORY OF TIME. It is FULL of typos and errors, one on almost every single page.
Reading this, right from the get go, you think damn...how much worse can it get for this poor girl? But it gets worse. It always gets worse. Every chapter. Hannah is sick, and in a lot of ways she's just as twisted as Matt and Jared are. And together, in any combination of the three, things just constantly go from "oh my god" to "holy........shit...." at the speed of light.
There are no likable characters in this story. There are no heroes. No one comes to rescue Hannah. But the twisted part is that for a little while, this book works its way so far into your head, that you start thinking, like Hannah, that hey...maybe it's not so bad. And then you take a step back or turn the page and realize nope, it is 100% exactly that bad.
If you're looking for a mind fuck that you can't put down until it's over, here it is. If you're looking for a happy ending... Go somewhere else.
EDIT: I wanted to add this because it really bugged me when I read the book. This has either never seen an editor or was seen by the WORST EDITOR IN THE HISTORY OF TIME. It is FULL of typos and errors, one on almost every single page.
kenzi_mack's review against another edition
4.0
The first thing I have to say is that this book is incredibly graphic. If non-consensual sex and/or self-harm bothers you, put the book down now. I read reviews prior to reading, so I was somewhat prepared but I don't think anyone can fully prepare you for this book.
Hannah is an emotional trainwreck, to put it lightly. Her neighborhood "friend" Matt crushed her legs in an act of rage when they were thirteen, and Hannah has been self-harming and unable to say no to anyone or anything since. After Matt is released from the institution he has been committed to for the past five years, he is reunited with Hannah and introduces her to his world of heroin and other drugs, while eventually trying to protect her from a former acquaintance from the institution, the disturbed Jared who is fixated on Hannah and wants to make her fly.
This book was fascinating to me; all the characters were greatly disturbed but I found myself having moments where I liked each of them. I don't know if you can call Hannah the heroine as much as you can call her the damsel in distress, but the moments where she took control where the best parts of her story. I found myself extremely drawn to Matt, someone who knew he had issues but tried to overcome them in order to somewhat protect Hannah from Jared. Although he would protect her from such harm, he still encouraged her drug use and sexually objectified her. Jared, although wanting to essentially kill her in his twisted way of appreciating Hannah's beauty, seemed to be the most gentle and loving towards her, even discouraging her from drugs. This is one of my most favorite things about this book; there is so much chaos and complexity underneath the surface chaos of each character. I was hooked on this book and couldn't stop reading, not necessarily because it was an amazing read but because I had to find out what happened to these twisted characters. As far as the ending goes, I don't think it could have ended better.
Hannah is an emotional trainwreck, to put it lightly. Her neighborhood "friend" Matt crushed her legs in an act of rage when they were thirteen, and Hannah has been self-harming and unable to say no to anyone or anything since. After Matt is released from the institution he has been committed to for the past five years, he is reunited with Hannah and introduces her to his world of heroin and other drugs, while eventually trying to protect her from a former acquaintance from the institution, the disturbed Jared who is fixated on Hannah and wants to make her fly.
This book was fascinating to me; all the characters were greatly disturbed but I found myself having moments where I liked each of them. I don't know if you can call Hannah the heroine as much as you can call her the damsel in distress, but the moments where she took control where the best parts of her story. I found myself extremely drawn to Matt, someone who knew he had issues but tried to overcome them in order to somewhat protect Hannah from Jared. Although he would protect her from such harm, he still encouraged her drug use and sexually objectified her. Jared, although wanting to essentially kill her in his twisted way of appreciating Hannah's beauty, seemed to be the most gentle and loving towards her, even discouraging her from drugs. This is one of my most favorite things about this book; there is so much chaos and complexity underneath the surface chaos of each character. I was hooked on this book and couldn't stop reading, not necessarily because it was an amazing read but because I had to find out what happened to these twisted characters. As far as the ending goes, I don't think it could have ended better.
morganbernstein1992's review against another edition
4.0
Mixed feelings about this one. I really enjoyed the story as a whole, but it is HORRIBLY edited, so I struggled to get through it.
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