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peebee33's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
Graphic: Alcoholism, Mental illness, Misogyny, Sexism, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Suicide attempt
cheskann's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.25
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, and Suicide attempt
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Misogyny, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, and Grief
Minor: Death of parent
fazington's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
2.5
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Drug use, Mental illness, Misogyny, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Suicide attempt, Toxic friendship, and Alcohol
livelaughomo's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Alcoholism, Misogyny, and Suicide attempt
Moderate: Drug use, Rape, and Sexual content
spncrsun's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Drug use, Mental illness, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Grief, Suicide attempt, and Alcohol
Moderate: Sexual content
Minor: Rape
nat_kiverse's review against another edition
3.0
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Child abuse, Death, Drug abuse, Drug use, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Rape, Self harm, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Blood, Vomit, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment
sluglightning's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? N/A
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Fatphobia, Mental illness, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Vomit, Grief, Stalking, Suicide attempt, Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment
sweetsxrrxw's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
it has been on my tbr since maybe about one or two years? it caught my attention because, honestly, i have kind of a savior complex and i've always been interested in mental health issues.
but the main reason why i decided to finally read it this time was because of its short length and because of my reading slump. so if you want to read this, i would recommend you to wait until you're in a good state of mind because it can be triggering.
i must also admit that after finishing the story i found myself confused at some things. so hence why i decided to read junji ito's manga adaptation, which has helped me to get a better overall view of the story.
i think it's easy to emphathize with yozo's character at the beginning. he is a people pleaser who can't say no and can never wish bad things to anyone. he makes everyone believe he is a comedic clown-ish guy.
although terrible things happen to him (which perpetuate his nihilism and pessimism) he doesn't talk about them with no one.
he is not very good at keeping friendships and doesn't have any special bond to his family. i guess that's understandable, since his belief of everyone being a terrible person alienates him from society.
so, as he grows up, he ends up becoming an alcoholic and, eventually, a drug addict.
another important theme in yozo's life are women. disclaimer: this was written in the 40s or so, therefore it is clearly a product of its time. expect lots of misogyny.
the thing is that im not really sure of how he felt about them. did he just 100% think they're impossible creatures who he couldn't understand? were his insecurities and anxiety making him believe he was not worth enough to be loved? a mix of both things? i also can't understand how did he attract so many women (specially after he grew up and stopped acting funny 24/7), did they sense he was broken and thought they could fix him? or did the author just see women as desperate human beings who would do anything for some male affection?
personally, i think the most interesting parts were the first one and the epliogue (as soon as i finished, i went super quickly to read the prologue again and it all made sense, lmao). during the other parts sometimes the writing felt off and i couldn't understand exactly what was going on.
as this is kind of an autobiography, i am not completely sure of what message the author meant to give.
but what i got from this story, is how alienation, depression and not properly coping with traumas can fuck up a person. but i guess one of the main conclusions leads to a couple of questions: how many pain can a human being go through? how much can everyone else emphathize with them? at what point do these two answers collide and when does someone become no longer human?
but i lost part of my faith on him after he just watched his wife getting raped without a word. i guess that triggered some memories in him? so that's why he couldn't do anything, but i still felt uneasy.
ps: a part that really hit me, for some reason, is when he got in the psych ward and said that, after that, he was no longer human. maybe this whole book is just about his "journey" to dehumanization?
Graphic: Alcoholism, Drug abuse, Drug use, Sexism, Suicidal thoughts, and Suicide attempt
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Suicide, and Sexual harassment
mariaaa_'s review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
Graphic: Alcoholism, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Suicide attempt, Toxic friendship, and Alcohol
Moderate: Sexual content
thebeautifulmind42's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
1.5
Graphic: Addiction, Adult/minor relationship, Alcoholism, Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Drug use, Emotional abuse, Infidelity, Mental illness, Misogyny, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Vomit, Grief, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Gaslighting, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, and Classism