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bookishb03's review against another edition
dark
emotional
reflective
sad
tense
slow-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
3.5
Really mixed feelings about this.
It was a little too slow paced for me to fully immerse myself into. There were clues leading up to the twist, which was kind of predictable, but the back and forth of Befores and Afters made it slightly hard for me to follow.
On the other hand, this book hits so hard because it's so close to real life, it's splintering to see almost real time how kids can just fall through the cracks, it's heartbreaking.
It was a little too slow paced for me to fully immerse myself into. There were clues leading up to the twist, which was kind of predictable, but the back and forth of Befores and Afters made it slightly hard for me to follow.
On the other hand, this book hits so hard because it's so close to real life, it's splintering to see almost real time how kids can just fall through the cracks, it's heartbreaking.
Content Warnings
Moderate: Bullying, Child abuse, Miscarriage, Physical abuse, and Toxic relationship
ms_read's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
mysterious
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.75
For me, the jumping through different time periods was confusing. However, when I reached the end I finally understood the need for it.
It’s a heavy hitter of a novel. Bringing you up close and personal with what the characters have gone through.
It’s a heavy hitter of a novel. Bringing you up close and personal with what the characters have gone through.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Mental illness, Physical abuse, and Violence
Moderate: Child death, Confinement, Cursing, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Murder, and Lesbophobia
Minor: Incest, Miscarriage, Vomit, and Alcohol
mikathereviewer's review against another edition
dark
emotional
mysterious
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.0
‘A part of me was glad Monday wasn’t named Friday. It would’ve been too tragic.’
- Claudia
Most things I would like to say about this book would be spoilers and since I aim for spoiler free reviews I won't include them, hence making the review shorter than my usual reviews.
First of all, I really liked the plot (also the heavy themes were interesting) and how we got confusing timelines was (I think at least) supposed to foreshadow a certain plot twist which I thought to be quite cool. Also, I got 2 ideas how the time line in this book might work (I added it at the end of my review)
Another thing I liked was how not every character was likeable and not everything was perfect and we also got characters that were not one dimensional and we got more than enough story. I really liked the time leaps as they showed us the relationship with Monday and Claudia before the story started where Monday was already gone.
The healing process seems realistic and isn't downplayed. We don't get a 'after a week I recovered' kinda recovery we get one where it's open for the reader to decide how long it took. And we also still see while trying to recover that they still take steps back, but of course steps forward too.
Really disliked the foreshadowing as this ruined a bit the fun for me as I already knew the plot twists before they even came. Only one was there I didn't know of, but that was rather as I misunderstood the foreshadowing as Claudia being just nosy and jealous for absolute no reason.
Another thing I disliked which I mainly noticed at the end of the story was how the characters didn't always stay the same. One moment they were bad and the next they were good and kind again. I get it that not every person has always the same moods and we can also change as a person, but the switching was so out of control and at some point just didn't make any sense anymore. I really liked Monday at first until we got told stuff about her from April which I'm sure were true as I'm certain that it was a plot twist too, especially with that one thing that stood in that book, but then in the end we get a Monday that always 'loved' Claudia and saw her 'always' as a soulbond sister. And the way Claudia's mum didn't want to listen to her own child when she tried to explain where she was or was over controlling by letting Claudia ALWAYS leave breadcrumbs (letting her mum know where she was). And Claudia wasn't even better. I just say March the first The After, February the 2nd The After. And April? She wasn't good either. She knew what she has done. Jealousy consumed her. That's a sociopath. The only cool character throughout the entire book was actually Claudia's Dad. He was chill. Had reasons for disagreeing. And ALWAYS took great care of his child.
Here is a quick guide how I understood the time line and how you could use it too as many users said that they got confused with it
September
The Before (Before September)
The After (IN September)
One Year Before The Before (One Year ago shortly before September)
Example: 27. August > (The) BEFORE September
3. September > IN September
One Year Before the Before > from 27. August 2018 to 27. August 2017
All dates are only examples and we don't get a direct number or year date. We only get 'The Before' which I assume means before the month we are in and 'The After' which might mean exactly inside the month as the next chapter is already AFTER the previous month so that wouldn't make sense. The year leap I think is 1-2 (depends on chapter) years from the same month and date before.
This is only a theory and the words can actually mean something different, but it helped me with the time lines for this book!
———
The only month that didn't match the guide is December so I have a 2nd theory that we get the story pieces on purpose wrong so the titles are only meant to help us to understand in which order they are and it hasn't to do with before, after or in the month.
I also have a book guide for those who want to read books that are similar to this one.
Other books mentioned in this book:
1. Flowers in the Attic by V.C. Andrews
2. Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
3. Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn
4. Push by Sapphire
These book all include either inc3st, sexual harrasment or even r@pe so make sure to read their content warnings before reading!
18. July 2024
- Claudia
Most things I would like to say about this book would be spoilers and since I aim for spoiler free reviews I won't include them, hence making the review shorter than my usual reviews.
First of all, I really liked the plot (also the heavy themes were interesting) and how we got confusing timelines was (I think at least) supposed to foreshadow a certain plot twist which I thought to be quite cool. Also, I got 2 ideas how the time line in this book might work (I added it at the end of my review)
Another thing I liked was how not every character was likeable and not everything was perfect and we also got characters that were not one dimensional and we got more than enough story. I really liked the time leaps as they showed us the relationship with Monday and Claudia before the story started where Monday was already gone.
The healing process seems realistic and isn't downplayed. We don't get a 'after a week I recovered' kinda recovery we get one where it's open for the reader to decide how long it took. And we also still see while trying to recover that they still take steps back, but of course steps forward too.
Really disliked the foreshadowing as this ruined a bit the fun for me as I already knew the plot twists before they even came. Only one was there I didn't know of, but that was rather as I misunderstood the foreshadowing as Claudia being just nosy and jealous for absolute no reason.
Another thing I disliked which I mainly noticed at the end of the story was how the characters didn't always stay the same. One moment they were bad and the next they were good and kind again. I get it that not every person has always the same moods and we can also change as a person, but the switching was so out of control and at some point just didn't make any sense anymore. I really liked Monday at first until we got told stuff about her from April which I'm sure were true as I'm certain that it was a plot twist too, especially with that one thing that stood in that book, but then in the end we get a Monday that always 'loved' Claudia and saw her 'always' as a soulbond sister. And the way Claudia's mum didn't want to listen to her own child when she tried to explain where she was or was over controlling by letting Claudia ALWAYS leave breadcrumbs (letting her mum know where she was). And Claudia wasn't even better. I just say March the first The After, February the 2nd The After. And April? She wasn't good either. She knew what she has done. Jealousy consumed her. That's a sociopath. The only cool character throughout the entire book was actually Claudia's Dad. He was chill. Had reasons for disagreeing. And ALWAYS took great care of his child.
Here is a quick guide how I understood the time line and how you could use it too as many users said that they got confused with it
September
The Before (Before September)
The After (IN September)
One Year Before The Before (One Year ago shortly before September)
Example: 27. August > (The) BEFORE September
3. September > IN September
One Year Before the Before > from 27. August 2018 to 27. August 2017
All dates are only examples and we don't get a direct number or year date. We only get 'The Before' which I assume means before the month we are in and 'The After' which might mean exactly inside the month as the next chapter is already AFTER the previous month so that wouldn't make sense. The year leap I think is 1-2 (depends on chapter) years from the same month and date before.
This is only a theory and the words can actually mean something different, but it helped me with the time lines for this book!
———
The only month that didn't match the guide is December so I have a 2nd theory that we get the story pieces on purpose wrong so the titles are only meant to help us to understand in which order they are and it hasn't to do with before, after or in the month.
I also have a book guide for those who want to read books that are similar to this one.
Other books mentioned in this book:
1. Flowers in the Attic by V.C. Andrews
2. Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
3. Sharp Objects by Gillian Flynn
4. Push by Sapphire
These book all include either inc3st, sexual harrasment or even r@pe so make sure to read their content warnings before reading!
18. July 2024
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Violence, Grief, and Murder
Moderate: Cursing, Homophobia, Infertility, Miscarriage, Torture, Lesbophobia, and Gaslighting
Minor: Panic attacks/disorders, Racism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Excrement, Dementia, Abandonment, and Alcohol
violetbentbackwards1036's review against another edition
dark
emotional
hopeful
mysterious
sad
tense
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.75
Content Warnings
Graphic: Ableism, Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Confinement, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Drug use, Homophobia, Mental illness, Miscarriage, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Racial slurs, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Murder, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Outing, Gaslighting, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, and Injury/Injury detail
mommah's review against another edition
emotional
mysterious
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
5.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Child abuse, Child death, Toxic relationship, and Gaslighting
Moderate: Racism and Murder
hapikohw's review against another edition
adventurous
dark
emotional
informative
reflective
sad
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
For all the missing children, and for all the children who aren't believed, this story sings to the vulnerability and easy dismissal of children and their experiences that the adults just fail.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Ableism, Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Homophobia, Infertility, Mental illness, Misogyny, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Sexism, Toxic relationship, Violence, Grief, Murder, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Lesbophobia, Gaslighting, Abandonment, Alcohol, and Injury/Injury detail
lasafica_reads's review against another edition
challenging
dark
emotional
sad
tense
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Confinement, Domestic abuse, Homophobia, Mental illness, Torture, Violence, Grief, Murder, Lesbophobia, and Gaslighting
Moderate: Infertility, Miscarriage, Sexual content, and Toxic relationship
Minor: Racial slurs, Sexual violence, Vomit, and Classism
amberj87's review against another edition
dark
emotional
sad
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Content Warnings
Graphic: Child abuse and Child death
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Emotional abuse, Torture, Toxic relationship, Grief, and Murder
just_one_more_paige's review against another edition
dark
emotional
mysterious
sad
tense
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
I have seen many readers rave about Jackson's novels. And I've been meaning to read something by her for quite some time. She has quite a few books out now, and there seems to just be consensus that her books are great; no standout or obvious starting place. So, this ended up being a random choice.
When Claudia heads back to school to start her 8th grade year, she cannot wait to see her best friend Monday after a summer spent apart. But Monday isn't there. In fact, weeks go by and she still isn't coming to school - but no one seems to know where she actually is. And as far as Claudia can tell, no one cares but her. She and Monday are as close as sisters, so Claudia cannot figure out why she disappeared without telling her, not when they had so many plans for high school and dance and...everything...that they can only do together. Plus, after all the rumors from last year and how much Claudia needs her help for school, she just knows that something is wrong. Despite getting continued misinformation and run-arounds from everyone she goes to for help, including her parents, school teachers and counselors, Monday's family, and even the police, Claudia will not stop looking for her friend, determined to figure out why no one can tell her where Monday has gone.
Wow, y'all. I honestly don't know what I was expecting, as there can really be no "happy ending" or "uplifting message" to a story about a missing child that no one can find (or even really seems to be looking for). And yet, this was still way more intense than I was prepared for. First, the obvious. It is horrifying and infuriating that something like this can happen. Yes, I realize that this is fictional. However, this is one of those stories that is fiction only because these characters are not real, not because the situation/plot hasn't or doesn't happen. There are some heartbreaking moments when Claudia sees "red flag" moments but doesn't understand them for what they are, due to a mix of naïveté and overprotectiveness and that self-centered POV that youth have before puberty allows for empathy and perspective. Even worse though, are the ways that so many adults both missed and purposefully ignored those same red flags...and a whole child fell through the cracks, hard, as a result. Like, in how many ways, and by how many people and organizations, were Monday and her siblings failed? Jackson raises important and complex questions about who is ultimately responsible for your well being: your family, community, government, etc., but at the end of the day, the safety nets they should be for each other all failed too. And that is just too real.
Some other really intense content was included as well, which gave a lot of wonderful depth and nuance to the story surrounding the primary "issue" of Monday's disappearance. Considering what I do for a living, and the age of the characters, I really appreciated the way Jackson demonstrated puberty hitting in different ways, and at different times, for everyone. In the 6th-7th grade time on page, they were both clearly in different developmental stages, some due to environmental reasons, but some of it also hormonally. I love that they were given that complexity of consideration. There was a deeply impactful look at the stigma around disability, and how far a kid would go to "protect themselves" and avoid that stigma, even if they have all the best, and open, support from family and others around them. It makes you think about where they get those messages from (peers, media, etc.) that are more powerful than even your close friends/family, and how much work we have to do to counteract how harmful that is. In addition to that (internalized) ableism, there is also quite a bit of homophobic commentary, and an incident of digital sexual harassment that could be tough to read, depending on your personal experiences with that. As one more content warning note, there is an aspect of the story that covers miscarriage, specifically, and something I haven't read much before (perspectivally), the children who would have been siblings, which was really tragic.
There’re a couple other things I want to mention too, that had me reacting strongly, even as they held smaller parts in the overall story. The role that dance played in Claudia’s healing was lovely – art is unique in how it can help overcome and I love the central role it got here. I was particularly frustrated throughout the novel with Claudia’s parents because honestly, for all that they were supportive and caring, I feel like they really dropped some major balls, like getting legit mental health care for the daughter (especially after reading the “twist”) and (while I know it’s a cultural taboo about not getting involved in other families’ business) what little effort they made to follow up on Monday’s situation. I was pretty upset about both those things. The timeline really confused me until very close to the end. And I get it, in regards to Claudia’s “twist,” but also, it was so late that it was actually a lot of effort to go back and try to remember which aspects of the story took place during which of the time periods (it did help explain how some of the things Claudia was doing felt ”too old” for her, as an 8th grader, but still, it was a lot to mentally sort). Speaking of the twist…idk if it was necessary? It was a shocking enough reading experience even without that, in my opinion.
Anyways, this book had so much going on. How Jackson managed to make such a compelling mystery, a “taken from the headlines” crime situation, while also addressing as many social and cultural issues as she did, all in a reasonable-length and accessible YA novel is truly impressive. I was invested from start to finish in Claudia’s voice and narration, as well as the mystery of what had actually happened to Monday. I was horrified and shocked by so many things in the end, but in a great story-telling way. The next time I’m in the mood for a similarly emotionally intense and page-turningly dramatic narrative, I’ll be sure to look for another of Jackson’s works.
“She was my best friend. How could I not believe her? If she was lying, it had to be for a good reason. Right?”
“It’s hard facing a mirror and seeing all you are made of and all you couldn’t absorb.”
Content Warnings
Graphic: Ableism, Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Confinement, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Miscarriage, Physical abuse, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Grief, Murder, Lesbophobia, Gaslighting, Sexual harassment, and Injury/Injury detail
lynxpardinus's review against another edition
dark
emotional
reflective
sad
tense
4.5
Content Warnings
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Mental illness, Violence, Grief, Murder, and Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Ableism, Confinement, Domestic abuse, Drug use, Homophobia, Miscarriage, Misogyny, Racial slurs, Racism, Sexual content, Toxic relationship, Excrement, Vomit, Medical content, Dementia, Pregnancy, Lesbophobia, Alcohol, Sexual harassment, and Classism
Minor: Incest, Suicide, and Kidnapping
Includes discussion of age gaps - while the main character's love interest is a year older than her, her parents are a decade apart.