kenfoxley's reviews
15 reviews
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? No
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.0
I do want to say, however, while the things the two main characters went through did shape them into who they were, I don’t believe some of those things were justified in how they acted. James reminded me a lot of myself, not very good with words, knows how she feels but doesn’t understand how to express how she feels and how to put those feelings into words. I struggle a lot with expressing my feelings and love for people, much like James. Kat? I wanted to like Kat, but I found she annoyed me almost the entire book. So dramatic, so over the top, and I was getting fed up with how many times she said “OMG!” I think both characters were extremely flawed in their own ways, and neither of them were perfect by any means. But they constantly threw things at each other that somehow justified their shitty behavior.
“Stuff was clearly bothering you! You didn’t say anything about that, either. If you thought I was being a crappy friend, you should have said something.”
“And you should have known. I just wanted you in my life, like before, like when it felt like it was me and you against everything.”
“But we weren’t against anything. You were my best friend, and then suddenly you weren’t. Suddenly you didn’t tell me anything and I had to find out stuff from Logan, and from Hannah Padilla”
This, for example. People are not mind readers, as well as I know my friends and stuff I do not ever claim to always know what they’re going through, if something is bothering you that your friend is or is not doing you need to speak up about it. “You should have known” is not an excuse to not communicate your needs to your friends. This part just rubbed me the wrong way because I’ve been there, I’ve had friends that acted as if I should just always know when something is bothering them and read their mind and confront them about it, instead of coming to me and communicating their needs to me that they need some reassurance or some help. I may be intuitive and know something could be bothering you, but it only takes me so far. And I’m not going to pry into your life if you haven’t told me and you have chosen to not tell me for whatever reason. This kind of behavior, even with friends, is very manipulative and it rubs me the wrong way that people think you should always just know how your friend is feeling and if you don’t then you’re the problem.
I think that’s what ultimately made me give this 3/5 stars, it’s a YA novel that it feels like set for very impressionable teenagers that would think this way if their best friend doesn’t tell them stuff and just expects them to read their mind when something is bothering them. I’m almost 28 years old and I know people my age who act this way…
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? N/A
4.25
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when they were fighting the ghost eaterI give this 4.25 stars just because I felt like the ending was too rushed. Half the time I didn't really realize what was happening.
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How do you fight a ghost that is taking over humans? How do you take the life force of a ghost that makes it fade faster?Graphic: Ableism, Death, Violence, Suicide, Suicide attempt, Xenophobia, Blood, Child abuse, and Child death
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
4.75
Kyle Davies is in Hope House after some very traumatic events that took place that wound her up in the hospital. Hope House is a rehabilitation home and recovery center for those who are dealing with mental illness that need rehabilitation back into society.
In the beginning Kyle plays it off like there's really nothing wrong with her, that she doesn't belong in this place and she's fine. But as the book progresses you really see that this is the kind of book we need to have when talking about mental health as a whole. This is the kind of conversation we need to have about mental health, that there's nothing wrong with not being okay but people really need to be taken seriously when they are not okay. Saying things like "Tell someone when you're feeling sad and down!" is wonderful in theory, but the resources for people who are depressed need to be better. And sometimes, unfortunately, people don't know how to ask for help, especially the main character Kyle.
Kyle finally decides to use her off-site privileges for the first time since coming to Hope House and goes next door to The Coffee Shop, a coffee house very set in traditional coffee brewing standards, the menu is what they've got, and if you're looking for something more, they quite literally tell you to go elsewhere. They introduce Jamie and Jackson, the big flirt is Jamie and all the girls are always fawning over him, and Jackson, the rugged "never-smiling one" that always looks pissed and is very gruff.
Kyle quickly finds Jackson is not as gruff and mean as he makes people think he is and they quickly become friends and he gets her out of Hope House to hang out so why not? This book was very real, very raw, cute, lovable, all while still remaining very serious about what mental illness can do to a person. The good, the bad, and the ugly.
Graphic: Blood, Child abuse, Drug use, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Suicidal thoughts, Addiction, Death, Violence, Eating disorder, Grief, Injury/injury detail, Abandonment, Drug abuse, Medical content, Self harm, Suicide, and Suicide attempt
2.0
Graphic: Cursing, Deadnaming, Emotional abuse, Homophobia, Rape, Sexual assault, Transphobia, Bullying, Gaslighting, Physical abuse, Suicidal thoughts, Toxic relationship, Self harm, and Sexual content
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Bullying, Body horror, Child death, Deadnaming, Death, Death of parent, Dysphoria, Gore, Hate crime, Homophobia, Medical trauma, Violence, Genocide, Murder, Religious bigotry, Transphobia, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Physical abuse, Sexual content, Torture, Toxic relationship, Vomit, and War
5.0
This work of poetry is seeing the ups and downs of a relationship, a very hard and emotional relationship at its very core and feeling the tense emotion and sadness that fills the page. Abraham Rodriguez poured his heart out onto the page when he wrote this book and I found myself reading the words on the page as if they were written for me.
I did not post this part in with my Goodreads review because it’s a little too heavy for your average review, but the words Rodriguez wrote in this book made me open my eyes to the trauma and abuse I was put through at such a young age. I highlighted several quotes because like I said before, it really felt like this book was written for me or about me, as unimportant as I am. It makes me feel less alone, that I’m not the only one who’s been through things like this, that another person’s actions affected them so deeply that they are scarred forever.
3.0
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5